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Those are great- Just the cycle of angst haha Have some Revan & Aries ones. - Aries never knew his father, that man left pretty quickly after he was born. His mother was a drug junkie, alcoholic who brought boys home regularly. His sister Aurora was working by the time she was 10 in order to try and help out. She basically raised him. - Aries resents his mother and sister and Smith and Chile and basically everyone who’s ever left him on his own(via death, mostly). But he also refuses to admit to any frustration or resentment towards any of them, because he feels like he shouldn’t resent them. He feels like he has no real reason to do so. It’s a very complicated thing and he hates himself for being upset. - Quincy was Aries’s only ‘non-toxic’ relationship. Though even that one had been kind of toxic. Quincy was prone to just running off sometimes, being deeply affected by a sort of wanderlust. Aries, of course, never really responded well to this. Which was met with comfort but also just a sort of downplaying on both sides. Quincy not seeing why Aries should/would ever be upset about it quint with Aries just being Aries and downplaying everything. - Revan’s only partner to date is someone named Monta. They were honestly both using each other. Monta had a shitty home life, transphobic and homophobic family. And then Revan had his entire family drama, of course. The two fought a lot, both of them being pretty verbally and emotionally abusive towards one another. Even physically at times. But their families hated the two dating and it was basically their way of rebelling against them. This isn’t to say there wasn’t some real love in it, there was, it was just really codependent and twisted. Monta is the only reason why Revan didn’t succeed in taking his own life. - Similar to Aries, Revan also has some deep rooted resentment towards Nao, Lena, Tris, his father, and his mother. And Monta. And just like Aries, Revan is upset that he’s upset. Because he shouldn’t be. He doesn’t deserve to be. His resentment towards himself comes mostly from a place of guilt and shame. - Revan’s mother is a slight alcoholic. Having fallen into that after her husband’s death. Which did not help the somewhat already strained relationship between Revan and her, as the verbal and physical abuse was a lot more common when she spiraled into that. She got out of it due to Nao, Tris, and Lena at some point. Then Nao died and the other two kept her from fully spiraling back. Now that those two are dead, she’s not spiraling completely but she has gotten back into drinking more than before. - Revan also got into some shit. Mostly just smoking and drinking with Monta. Who he had started dating at about 14 or so, for some context. Though later in the relationship the two did delve into some darker stuff. It didn’t help anyone’s relationship with anyone.
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Amazing, I love the cycle of angst, lmao - I will get some more headcanons up soon too, don't worry, but I got curious; Irfam and Kostas will have AI Chil (again, poor Kos XD), what would the other ships kids look and act like if they ever had them? And would they be adopted or gained through surrogacy? And who's kids would be friends with whos? I think it would be fun to create some together if you'd like, though that's obviously way in the future and wouldn't actually be a part of the RP, lol Edited at March 12, 2023 10:44 PM by Lost Memories
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Well actually- There is actually a way for all couples to have children without adoption to surrogacy. Well, it's kind of a mix of both actually... Look in the religion blog for SL;LB again, haha. Explaining it is hard and the blog at least mentions it lol
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Oh, yeah, lol, I forgot about that-
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I mean- Fair I had to double check and make sure it was there lmao
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Yeah, lmao. Well, have some Amos headcanons while I'm thinking up a few details, haha - Amos hates lying to those he cares about, especially their kiddos. This means he can usually be pressured into the truth if someone they care about is involved. Of course, the opposite is also true, if someone Amos cares about would be placed in danger if they told the truth, then Amos will keep his mouth shut even if it kills them. - As you might expect, Amos had a shit father, which is exactly why they strive to be a father figure to anyone who needs it. Though his mom was actually pretty awesome, so, hey, not a completely corrupt family for once! - Amos doesn't hold grudges, but he doesn't forget either, they literally can't because of his power. That means that if you hurt them badly, he'll find it very hard to trust you again, even if the mistrust is really unintended. And why do they not hold grudges against people who hurt his friends, you may ask? Well, anyone who lays a finger on Amos's kiddos simply won't live long enough for him to even hold a grudge! :D - Oh boy, Mos and Promachus arguments will be fun. Especially after they start dating. Amos is incredibly stubborn in the first place and, particularly in romantic relationships, feels like they have to defend their every choice and word in order to remain some level of, well, humanity. Basically, even if he knows he's wrong, they won't back down for the fear of being completely dehumanized and walked over. This is completely Atius's fault, of course. The second that Amos showed any mild sign of weakness in that relationship, Atius manipulated and exploited it. - Mos has what you would call a "mother hen instinct" where they just kind of have this sixth sense when something bad is happening to one of their kiddos. Also, he will go feral if you even try to approach when they're comforting one of his kiddos. :) - Amos doesn't understand why anyone would ever take care of him, like, he's the dad, not the others, so they should be helping them, not the other way around. When others do reach out, it genuinely confuses them.
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Amazing headcanons lmao Details for what though? Also, I'll get some headcanons up soon. A mixture of Promachus and Irfam, probably haha
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Glad you like them Children, lmao Sounds good!
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Enjoy the Promachus and Irfam headcanons. There's a lot. - Promachus has seen many different highs and lows with Irfam. Many. Due to this, and how he used to be towards Irfam, he feels a sort of responsibility over them. - Promachus used to be pretty rude to Irfam. Basically, they used to not be friends at all. Gabe would argue and yell and just overall have many angry outbursts towards a lot of what Irfam did. Which, you know, was probably caused by the fact that Irfam is incredibly disorganized and impulsive whereas Promachus is the opposite. Two different extremes interacting, basically. - It isn’t just Promachus who’s helping Irfam. They actually help each other out quite a bit. The two know each other‘s sore spots and triggers, the two know how to calm each other down, and the two have both seen each other at some pretty tough times. - Promachus has caught Irfam trying to take their own life several times. It’s why if Gabe gets even a slight feeling like something might be wrong, he’ll check in on Irfam before anyone else, even after he starts dating Amos and Kos starts dating Irfam. He’ll still check on Irfam first, because if it does end up being them and he was too late? He wouldn’t be able to live with himself. Not after everything. - Promachus has had to pick up Irfam from bars and hotels a lot too. Where, oftentimes, bad decisions had been made and Irfam ends up crying and feeling like shit. On a related note, Promachus knows that if Irfam is ever drunk and ends up flirting or anything- To just ignore it. To never make a move on it, or even seem like he’s making a move on it. - Irfam will be at Promachus’s wedding. As the best hand/man/whatever the term is. - Irfam will literally just tear skin off in certain moods and then replace it with cybernetic. He’s very impulsive and very self-destructive. They’ll do literally anything in the name of science. - Irfam has some severe trauma from sexual abuse/assault and shit like that. The only person that knows? Promachus. Because he ended up finding out. Because Irfam went to him after something happened. Because he was the closest to where Irfam was. - Unexpected Success and Strategize go right against each other a lot. But in the long run, Unexpected Success wins out(and by extension, Irfam) because Strategize only goes off of what is most likely to work/succeed. Meanwhile Unexpected Success goes off of what is most likely to work/succeed that is also the least likely to have been expected. Unexpected Success can change on a dime to a new idea, and so can Strategize but that one can only use the information that Promachus has. Unexpected Success uses tons of variables.
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Aw, I love those! Here are a few for Amos with Ash and Sol- mostly Sol (aka, the two kiddos he's probably most protective of/close to)! - Amos and Sol got close very quickly, and, other than Chery, Mos was the first one Sol confided in about their past. Amos is also the one who later encourages Sol to confide in Amory and Beste after they start dating. - Amos is the first person that Sol will go to in any situation, the only exception being when Mos isn't available. In that case, they'll go to Beste. - Amos blames himself a lot for Ash's situation with August. They believe that he definitely should have seen what was going on sooner because of how similar August and Atius were. - Also because of how similar August and Atius were, Amos and Ash have several very similar triggers, and Amos is very skilled at guarding Ash against said triggers because of that. Although they have very different calm-down methods, Mos caught on very quickly to those as well and is pretty good at comforting Ash when needed. Of course, he does leave a lot of that to Tai, since Ash is more comfortable with him. - Sol's actual dad and Amos are actually extremely similar. This resulted in a lot of tension on Sol's part at first, but eventually, they ended up seeing it as kind of a second chance and rely on Mos more than anyone else. They also worry about Amos a lot though, not wanting to lose another father figure. - Although Amos is very closed off about their trauma, not wanting to 'burden' others with it, Sol and Amos's relationship, similar to Promachus and Irfam's, is hardly a one-way street. Sol is the only one who's seen Amos really break down before, and, though he could never get a full answer, they know about Atius and most (though not all) of Mos's triggers. - Sol was the first one to actually refer to Amos as "Dad," and they both genuinely think of each other as family at this point. On a different level than Amos and most of his other kiddos. - Sol and Amos have an understanding of each other that most people don't, and it only takes a look or hug for them to assess each other's emotions. Also, they're both incredibly clingy, so it's not uncommon for one of them (usually Sol-) to walk up to the other and just cling on for a little. At this point, this is just normal and anyone who's around them for long isn't really surprised anymore. - When Sol started dating Mory and Beste, Amos became overly critical of them both, and, uh, maybe a little overprotective. Even though he knows them well, Mos simply doesn't trust anyone to be the same in a romantic relationship as they are in a simple friendship... Personal experience. - Amos promised most of the group that they wouldn't use his power on them without permission, but Sol is different. Mos and Beste's powers are the most effective to help ground Sol if they're hallucinating or panicking, and Amos has altered Sol's memory countless times. Never permanently, of course, but temporarily. If he sees him starting to freak out or disassociate, Amos takes the initiative without hesitation to drag Sol back to the present. This happens a lot more when Sol's body is finally giving up from lack of sleep, and there have been multiple times when Amos stayed up and monitored Sol's brain activity, guarding him while they finally get some sleep. Edited at March 14, 2023 02:08 PM by Lost Memories
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