Name: Ichiyuu Shizuya Mochizuki.
Nickname(s)/Title(s): Come up with one, I dare you. He will (probably) claw your eyes out.
Age & Grade: 16 & 11th. (April 4th Birthday)
Gender: Male.
Sexuality: Closeted Homosexual.
Class(es): Wizard (Primary) & Rogue (Secondary)
Appearance:
Ichiyuu resides at a height of 6’ 0”, an intimidating height to most though he is usually hunching to a 5’ 8”. His skin tone is a pale, pasty bisque with yellowish/bluish(hard to tell at times) undertones, which adds to his overall sicker look. He has a few freckles along his nose and cheeks, something he hates because they totally ruin his aesthetic.
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Ichiyuu has a diamond face shape, meaning he has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, and the middle of his face is wider, the whole thing on the longer side. His cheeks are rather sunken, and he gives no reason as to why, as if he just doesn’t even notice the fact. Now for the nose, something that he’s glad about is the fact that it is an aquiline shaped nose, meaning it's the stereotypical 'normal' nose. His lips are downturned thin in shape, with a scar that makes it look like it had been slitted with either a knife or scissors, making frowns or thin, pressed lines as his resting expression.
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His eyebrows are rather thin, though with basically no arch, whatsoever. Finally his eyes, these are a deepset hooded in shape, with heavy bags underneath them, are a grayish purple in color. His face is framed by rather thin, black/obsidian hair that has heather(purple) highlights going through it. The back of his hair is fluffier than the front by a long shot, and the tips of all of it go just below the ears in length, the back going down to the nape of his neck. It’s usually extremely messy and in his face.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular, a long torso matched with long legs, everything about him screams lanky and bony. Especially when taking into consideration the fact that this man only weighs in at around 125 lbs, his BMI at 16.95 and being underweight by 12 pounds though he doesn’t seem to notice.
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Ichiyuu is not one to really care about what he’s wearing, despite caring about how people perceive him. EIther way, he’s usually wearing duller clothing that follows the same pattern. Sweater, hoodie, ripped jeans or sweatpants, and worn slip-on tennis shoes. The usual colors for these are either a ripped sweater, purple & black hoodie, ripped black jeans or black sweatpants, and worn purple & black slip-on tennis shoes. It’ll rarely stray from this color scheme, though if it does it’s usually to add some older black headphones to the look or it’s to change the hoodie to a mauve or heather(purple) color. He wears multiple accessories on a daily basis. At his ears, he wears some black studded earrings, and a plain white hygiene mask to hide the scarring.
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He has a few scars, though he covers them at practically all times and refuses to say how he got them if anyone sees them. They’re mostly at his forearms, though there is one that goes across his neck. And, of course, the one at his mouth.
Permanent Damage:
He has a few different curses on him. One such curse being he has worse luck than others, and these flairs of bad luck can even affect those within a three feet radius of him, these flairs are also completely random. Another such curse is that colors are dimmed and muted, though not completely gone. And lastly, a curse that causes the scar at his mouth to hurt during certain times of the year and can even cause it to reopen at times.
Personality:
He's bitter and cold, ignoring anyone with an ease that seems impossible. But, if you get him to actually acknowledge you, and to not have a straight face. Well, just know that an insult is probably coming your way. He's quick to call someone trash or threaten to kill them, even if the threat is actually completely empty it doesn’t sound like it is at all. Though, if he did actually try to/when fight(ing) someone, he can hold his own quite well and can keep fighting as long as his legs aren't broken, sometimes even after that if the adrenaline is high enough.
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Ichiyuu is not the type of person someone would see as a people person. Stuttering with practically any sentence unless if he starts ranting or speaking with anger, he can’t tell any social cues apart. He also ends up fidgeting under stares, refusing to make any eye contact. He can also be jumpy around new people, and will often try giving nervous chuckles out to try and calm his own nerves, the tactic never really working. He's bitter and cold afterwards though, ignoring anyone and everyone if possible.
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He’s also extremely paranoid, never wanting to be unprepared or be caught off-guard. Due to this paranoia of his, he’s more likely to lie right off the bat and then regret doing so immediately, but be unable to admit the truth because of his timid nature. He’s stubborn when it comes to basically anything though, even with his awkward nature. He’s protective of friends, not to mention extremely loyal, and doesn’t like taking risks, paranoia and anxiety kicking in every time.
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He's unmotivated and lazy in practically every single way, uncaring whether he's late or not to something, uncaring if he eats all three meals or not, uncaring whether he gets sleep or not, and all of it shows. Though, in all honesty, the biggest part about him, the part that he tries to hide the most is that he's a coward trying to keep his insecurities, his extreme insecurities especially, from becoming reality, pushing everyone away as fast as possible with just a single look. Pushing everyone away so that they don’t learn just how much of a mess he truly is, family and friends included.
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Though, if you ever see him in the moments where he doesn’t have his guard up, don’t let him notice you. If you do, he’ll threaten you with a not-so-empty threat. If you don’t, you’ll get to see him when he's the most vulnerable, usually due to a feline, which he has a soft spot for.
Strengths:
Felines; Cats love him. He’s basically a cat whisperer even! They’re also one of the only things he actually likes.
Lying/Secrets; He’s great at keeping secrets and lying, having done it so many times and kept so many secrets.
Tolerance/Endurance; There’s a reason he was able to keep the bullying under wraps for so long. And another as to why he doesn’t have any physical permanent damages.
Intimidation; Someone of his height? Not to mention, someone with his murderous aura? You really think that people wouldn’t be intimidated by him? Ha.
Listening/Stealth; He’s great at being quiet and eavesdropping, light on his feet and flexible enough to make sure no one catches him. But he’s also good at just being quiet if someone needs to vent to someone without that person talking to them.
Intelligence; He’s rather smart, despite everything. To be honest, the only thing keeping him from being in advanced classes or some kind of huge nerd/geek is probably his self-esteem and temper.
Weaknesses:
Self-Esteem Issues/Self Deprecation; Ahhh, yay! The biggest weakness of his. He has absolutely no self-esteem and will mindlessly self-deprecate at a moment’s notice. Uncomfortable silence? He’ll fix it with a self-deprecating comment. The only one left that has to do something? Get ready for him to doubt that he’ll be able to do it, even if he’s done it in the past.
Cynophobia; Ah, yes, his fear of canines… Anywhere from a pug to fox to wolf to poodle can scare him. He hates those things called canines.
Enochlophobia; Ah, yeah, his fear of crowds and the dangers they could cause. This fear definitely doesn’t help his paranoia and trust issues.
Trust Issues/Paranoia; Yeah. Turns out that magical cults don’t actually help with learning to trust people and being more open with people. Who would’ve though?
Anger; Ah, yes, his famous anger. Get on his nerves and he’ll threaten you. Get on his nerves enough and he’ll promise you. Get on his nerves way too much, and he’ll pummel you.
Cowardly; Despite his famous anger, he rarely ever actually means any threats he gives. If he does though, you better run.
Equipment:
A few throwing knives, a regular old pocket knife, two short swords, some lightweight armor, a pack of hygiene masks, an enchanted duffel bag, a medkit, and a stealth aid.
Skills:
Magic Sense (10/10)
Climbing
Knives
Flexible
Mathematics
History:
Ichiyuu was sent to Riverstone because of his depression, anxiety, and anger issues. He’s in a rather big family, with two siblings; one being younger and one being older. The older one has not moved out though. His parents, though caring and not physically abusive, don’t really have the time to watch/take care of him. They’re always either spoiling his younger brother or scolding his older one. When they do tend to talk to him, it’s more so to get onto him about his temper or to question him about when he was finally going to get a girlfriend; though usually the former. At school, the people that knew about how cowardly he actually was usually used it to their advantage and bullied him; whether physically, verbally, or mentally/emotionally, since they knew he wouldn’t tell anyone or let anyone find out.
Reputation:
Ichiyuu was seen as a delinquent loner type of kid, though also as a coward to anyone that had the nerve to actually try and make fun of him with their friends- They usually ended up being able to succeed, despite his murderous aura. Not much has really changed, though now it’s even harder for people to work up the nerve. Plus, he seems even more closed-off and even easier to anger, which is most definitely not what his family had wanted.
Relationships: Open, PM me.
Theme Song(s): To be honest, I don’t know; feel free to recommend some.
Other: Along with his depression and anxiety, he’s developing selective mutism and a mild case of anorexia nervosa due to one of the curses. He also, of course, had PTSD from the magical cult war.