its my fault, honestly, but its eating me up. I said some shit and he got all pissed. I hung out with somebody else while we were spatting. i cant go online anymore suddenly, no contact with anybody i know. im going insane just locked up with nothing to do but draw. I have lies by lil xan on repeat via mp3 player. i got back in contact with him. he hates me. why? just why? 1+ year friendship over my stupid manipulation and lyings problems. Please i just want my friend back arghhhh.

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