"Yeah, I'm pretty sure Chris will be at his dad's tonight which is on this side of town." Sky answered, feeling much calmer than before. He took a steady breath as he shifted his gaze back in front of him. The darkness of the night surrounded them, but in a sense he liked it. It felt comforting, like it was just the two of them, but in reality, anything could be out there... watching. A wave of childish fear surged through his body, like when you're watching a scary movie and everything just feels so much more scary. Sky looked around for a second, almost in a paranoid way. He shook his head and chuckled to himself. He couldn't believe how he just got scared of being in the dark.

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As they approached the end of the street, Sky made his way to cross it to go left. "We're almost there. His house is just the third on this side." Sky said, looking down the road. He strained his eyes to try and see it through the darkness but had no luck. He grew more and more nervous as they continued to walk, so he squeezed Alex's hand gently for comfort. He also slightly shifted closer to him as they walked to Chris's house.

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Arriving at the front step, Sky let go of Alex's hand and brought that hand up to knock. With a moment of hesitation, he knocked gently. Sky was sure one of them would be up even though he didn't know what time it was. His heart began to beat faster. When the door opened he just froze upon seeing Chris's face. In a flash, Chris was pulling Sky in for a hug. Sky wrapped his arms around Chris's in return. "Dude I was so worried about you, what happened?" Chris asked. Sky pulled out of the hug after Chris had asked that. "Can we just crash her for the night, please. I'll tell you everything tomorrow." Sky pleaded. Chris knew not to push, and he also knew his dad wouldn't mind. "Yeah sure, We'll talk tomorrow." Chris replied, stepping back inside and out of the way. Sky forced a smiled and stepped in. He took his shoes off immediately then turned around to Alex. "You guys can have my bed, there's only room for one on the couch." Chris stated as he began to walk to his room. "Thanks Chris." Sky said quietly as he followed Chris.

As they moved along the dark and desolate street towards Chris' place, Alex found he was enjoying this a great deal. With the world so quiet and no one out and about it honestly felt as though it were just the two of them, and for the briefest of moments he wished that were a reality. If there was no one but Sky at his side, no one to discover him and what he was, no disappointing his family, how differently things would be? He had no doubt that he wouldn't hesitate to be more open and honest about how he felt about Skylar, would hesitate to touch him or hold his hand as he found he often did whenever they were together. A soft sigh escaped him and he gave a nod upon hearing Skylar's response, informing him that they were close to Chris's place. For a brief moment, he felt a twinge of anxiety at the idea of staying at someone else's place, but he quickly pushed it away. Skylar needed all the support he could get, Chris had been there for him in the past, and would undoubtedly be there for him now. He didn't want to let his own feelings get in the way of Skylar getting all the help he needed.

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When they crossed the street and reached the third house on the block Alex glanced up at Skylar. He felt him squeeze at his hand and gave his hand a gentle squeeze in return before letting it go so that he could knock. Taking a small step back, Alex let his gaze move over the house, taking in the structure and the design. Drawing in another breath he held it a moment, and then slowly let it out. At the sound of the door opening, Alex looked towards it and watched as Chris swiftly moved to pull Skylar into a hug upon seeing him. For a brief moment, Alex felt a twinge of envy at the sight, though whether it was because Sky was being and returning an embrace with Chris, or because he wished that he could be so carefree about hugging Sky he wasn't sure. Regardless of where the envy stemmed from he squashed it, not allowing it to take root.

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As they were invited inside, Alex let Skylar move in first, paused a moment, and then followed him in. Closing the door behind himself, Alex glanced towards Chris before returning his gaze to Skylar watching as he removed his shoes while listening to Chris speak. "Thanks..." He said, not having fully registered that he and Skylar would likely be sleeping in the same bed. After standing still a moment, Alex moved to slip out of his own shoes and then stooped down to grab them and put them off to the side and out of the way of anyone coming inside. After doing so he straightened and then quickly moved to follow after Skylar and Chris.

Sky made his way through Chris's house with ease. Even though he rarely comes to Chris's dad's, he still considers it another home. When Sky entered Chris's room he immediately turned around to see how Alex was doing. Sky knew Alex was probably feeling a bit weird or anxious being in a house he's never been in. "Sorry its a bit messy guys." Chris said as he grabbed dirty clothes from the floor. "Its okay really, thank you again for letting us stay. I'm probably just going to go straight to sleep though." Sky replied. "Thats okay, I'll be in the living room if you guys need anything." Chris replied as he put the dirty clothes in his laundry bin. As Chris began to make his way out of his room, Sky was quick to go up to him and hug him again. Sky gave him a quick squeeze before watching him leave. Chris shut the door behind him, to give them privacy. Sky slowly turned to face Alex before walking past him. In one swift motion Sky pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it in Chris's laundry bin, he knew he'd get it back eventually. He then looked down at his pants, digust washed over his face as he realized they were quite dirty. He didn't want to sleep in them so he took them off, now only being in his underwear. "Do you want to borrow any clothes, I'm sure Chris wont mind." Sky said as he turned around, throwing his pants in the bin as well.

Alex trailed behind Skylar and Chris, his gaze moving about the house as he was led through it. It was nicely decorated, he decided based on what he had seen so far. It seemed relatively cozy, homely, and comfortable. When they reached the door to, what Alex presumed, was Chris's room, he turned his blue eyes back toward Skylar and his friend. Instead of stepping into the room immediately, he hesitated in the doorway, momentarily questioning whether or not this was a good idea. Skylar wasn't alone now and he had someone he clearly trusted here with him. Perhaps he should bow out now and head home for the night. The moment that thought crossed his mind, Alex frowned, disgusted with himself. What the hell am I thinking? He had promised Skylar he'd be with him through this, and had said that he would stay with him throughout the night. No matter how he felt, how uncertain, anxious, or out of place he felt he was, there was no way in hell he was going to break that promise. Not ever he had seen just how much Skylar needed him.

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Drawing in a deep breath and filling his lungs, Alex steeled his resolve and stepped into the room. He looked around it momentarily before letting his gaze settle on Chris, watching as he grabbed his clothes from the floor and tossed them into the laundry basket. Alex parted his lips to suggest that it was fine but was beaten to it by Skylar, and quite frankly he found himself all too happy to let Skylar take the lead and respond to Chris. Slipping his hands into his pockets and moved further into the room and away from the doorway. Though Alex didn't say anything he listened as Skylar and Chris spoke, giving a slight nod as he did so. "Thanks again," Alex spoke finally just as Chris was closing the door, firmly and effectively leaving him alone with Skylar.

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Alex let his gaze follow Skylar as he walked past him, though he was quick to tense, his breath catching in his throat when Sky pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it into the laundry bin. He felt his heart leap into a hurried and erratic rhythm and with more swiftness than he thought himself capable, Alex turned away, his cheeks reddened. He had seen several guys without shirts on, but none of them had been Skylar, someone who he very clearly was interested in and beginning to increasingly like. When Skylar spoke, Alex didn't dare look back at him. He swallowed thickly and then cleared his throat before shaking his head. "N-no. I'm good." The idea of changing into Chris's clothes, of stripping with Skylar present... He found himself hurriedly shaking that image and thought from his mind.

Skylar swallowed thickly after Alex responded. He wondered what was going on in his mind. Sky looked over at him and was surprised when Alex didn't meet his gaze. Sky then walked over to him and stopped right in front of him. Being only in his underwear seemed so little of a deal to Sky since Alex has seen him in much worse situations. Sky cocked his head to the side to meet Alex's gaze. Moving a hand to grab Alex's waist, though he hesitated. He was unsure if it was okay with Alex at the moment. He moved his hand slowly and rested it gently on Alex. He stared down for a moment before looking back up into Alex's eyes. "You okay?" He asked sincerely. Sky was sure he wasn't, but just felt he had to ask. He stepped closer, wanting to feel Alex's body against his own. He wanted to feel that comfort that Alex's touch gave him. Sky then let his hand fall, not wanting to make Alex uncomfortable. Many thoughts began to face in his head and his heart began to beat faster. But he wasn't thinking at all like he was before, about drugs, the cops, his mom, himself. He was thinking about Alex, and how he wanted so badly to feel some comfort from him. Sky swallowed thickly as he continued to deeply stare into Alex's blue hues.

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(ah sorry its so short)

So many thoughts raced through Alex's head as his heart continued to hammer its hurried and erratic rhythm within his chest. It was beating so quickly and thunderously he was sure that Skylar would be able to hear it, even standing as far from him as he was. He swallowed again, nervously trying not to focus on the situation he was in while reminding himself that now was not the time to go about thinking of anything but how to help Skylar. Unaware of the fact that Skylar was moving over to him, Alex stiffened and sucked in a breath when he stepped in front of him. He noticed then in complete and utter surprise that his shirt wasn't the only thing he'd removed. He felt then a strong urge to bolt out of that room before anything could be said or done, and yet he remained rooted to the spot where he stood.

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Feeling Skylar's hand move to his waist, Alex stiffened a little more and looked up at him. He wasn't sure what kind of expression he was making as he looked at Skylar. Fear, trepidation, uncertainty, want, longing? At the question, Alex gave a nod but didn't immediately say anything. He didn't trust his voice not to betray him, not to tremble with anxiety. "Y-yeah." He finally said after several moments of silence. Just as he'd feared there was a slight tremble to his voice and he cleared his throat. "I'm okay..." He said, this time relieved when his words were more steady.

Sky just stared at him as he spoke. He sounded uncertain, and it was worrying to Sky. Did Alex not like what was in front of him, or did he like it so much that it made him want to run? Or maybe he just wanted to bail on Sky right then and there? There were so many possibilities. Sky thought to himself long and hard as he looked at Alex. "You don't seem too sure about that?" Sky teased his attempt to lighten up the mood. He gave a flirty smile as he looked at Alex, another attempt. He wanted to go to sleep happy tonight. "Cmon let's sit down." Sky ushered, grabbing Alex's hand and gently pulling him to Chris's bed. Sky knew that it was probably going to be weird to sleep in someone else's bed, especially someone he barely knew. Sky wanted to try his best to make Alex comfortable tonight, but then he thought, the best way to do that was for him to not be here at all. "I know this is probably weird for you Alex. You'd probably be more comfortable at home, but I need you here. Just for tonight." Sky said quietly as he sat down on Chris's bed.

Alex's heart continued its hurried rhythm with no sign of stopping. He doubted it would be able to at all given the situation. His parents didn't know where he was, or who he was with. Skylar, the guy he was quickly falling for was standing in a room that was, to Alex, unfamiliar and was dressed in little more than his underwear. He was horrified at how he wanted to reach out and touch Skylar's body, to trail his fingers over his bare chest and stomach, to memorize everything about him. Clearing his throat after hearing Skylar's tease, Alex let his blue gaze meet Skylar's own green hues. He paused momentarily, quickly recognizing it for what it was, an attempt to lighten the mood. The flirty smile that he gave, managed to pull a smile from Alex, albeit a faint one. "Okay..." He said after several seconds and he moved, allowing Skylar to guide him toward the bed.

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Reaching it, Alex looked up at Skylar before swiftly looking away and moving to sit down on the edge of the mattress. He listened silently as he spoke, and at his statement that he would want to be home he frowned. He couldn't deny that, not outright. Home would definitely be more comfortable, more safer. He honestly didn't trust himself to keep his thoughts purely on helping Skylar, and not hoping for or wanting something more. "Want to be here with you, Skylar." He said finally after several moments of silence. That wasn't a lie, he genuinely wanted to be with Skylar, to help and aid him however he could regardless of his own worries and anxieties.

Sky watched intently as the boy sat down on the edge of the bed. Reaching for his hand, he held it and listened as he spoke. "I know and Im thankful that you want to be here." Sky said, his voice just above a whisper as he inched closer to Alex. Sky wanted to feel his touch, he just wanted anything in that moment. Without thinking much, Sky directed Alex's hand to his chest. He planted it there and just held it there, letting Alex decide what to do next. His face then became inches away from Alex's and he kept glancing down at his lips. Sky couldn't help himself but kiss him, and so he did. Without much warning, Sky's lips came into contact with Alex gently. He kissed him gently for just a moment before pulling away. His breathing became shaky and his cheeks grew red as he got slightly heated from that He knew it wasn't the right time at all, or place. So he swallowed thickly and let go of Alex's hand. He looked away, slightly embarrassed. "Sorry." Sky then said quietly.

Not the right time. Alex continued to remind himself each time his thoughts wandered over to Skylar, the fact that he was shirtless and pantless, and how they were alone. He couldn't believe he was having such thoughts in the first place. Sure he'd fantasized before about intimate relations, about guys he liked considering he hadn't ever allowed himself to be true to his feelings, but this felt wholly different. This wasn't just a fantasy or a dream, Skylar was actually beside him, all but naked save for his underwear and they were alone. He bit at his lip and cursed himself for such impure thoughts. Why was he thinking like this? After everything Skylar had been through, after everything he had been through since waking up that morning, these were the last things he should be thinking about or concerned with.

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So caught up in his own thoughts, Alex nearly jumped in surprise when Skylar spoke breaking through the silence of the room. He turned his gaze toward him, doing his best not to look anywhere but at Skylar's eyes. He swallowed thickly and gave a faint nod. He parted his lips to say something more but was silenced the moment he felt Sky take his hand and bring it to his chest. The moment he felt the warmth of Skylar's skin beneath his palm he sucked in a breath and stiffened slightly. His throat felt impossibly tight and he swallowed thickly, trying to ease the discomfort. He knew he should pull his hand away, knew he should distance himself from Sky in that moment but found himself unable to do so. It was like his body wasn't listening to the demands of his mind so he kept his hand still where it rested on Skylar's chest and watched as he leaned forward to kiss him.

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The moment he felt Skylar's lips meet his own his eyes widened in surprise. He wasn't sure what he expected upon seeing Skylar lean forward, but kissing him hadn't exactly been it. He felt as if his heart seemed to stutter in his chest and startled himself by moving to return it. Before he could though, Sy was pulling away and he noticed his shaky breath and reddened cheeks, mirroring his own. When Skylar let go of his hand, Alex let it linger on his chest a second longer before pulling it back and away. At his apology, and seeing the way Skylar looked away in slight embarrassment, Alex paused before shaking his head. "It's fine..." He said softly after a few moments.