As she was spaced out, she saw what would happen in a years time, but how would she explain what happened.. if she even would remember. A war would brew up again.. Would she be strong enough and trained up for it whent he time came?

Byt the time she came back to reality, she felt light headed as she realized she was on Miko's lap. " babe... why dont you go do waht you need to do and I'll stay here with the kids. Maybe bring Zues over?"

He looked at her "you sure?" he said to her. He felt her head after she spaced out. "do you need some water you were kinda spaced out for a bit" he said to her. The boys had fallen asleep while the were plays and were cuddled up but the wolf plush.

Maybe water and a cup of blood" Alanna chuckled as she held onto Miko for a few more seconds " just in cse." " When you come back though... I might go for a stroll in the forest to clear my mind. I swear I thought another war was coming... I know it sound weird coming from me. "

He rubbed her head as he got up and went to get her a glass of water. He also made a cup of blood for her and 5 pound bag for in case and put it in the fidge. He went over and gave her the cup of water and placed the blood cup on the table beside the couch. He picked up his phone and called Zues and told him to come over. Zues came over and knocked on the door Miko opened the door. "theres a blood bag in the fidge if she need more the boys are asleep by the wolf plush she might take some time outside. Ill be at the headquarters if you guys need me" he said to both Zues and Alanna. He walked over to her and kissed her.

Alanna kissed him back passionately before letting him go " i'll be fine. I promise." she said before taking the cup and went to sit on the sofa, her head straight ahead, and jozed otu again. A flick or a finger got her back to reality again " Zues.. I prolly wont be good company.... but.. at least you are here"

She then looked at him and asked what was on her mind " Why did I fall in love with him? I was a human after all... Did I do anything wrong to want this life? "

Miko looked at them and smiled "ill be back soon Hopefully" he said to them as he walked out the door. Zues looked at the boys then at her "your zoning out a bit ma'am is there something on your mind?" he said to her as he grabbed a blacket to cover the boys up. Once he did he sat down in front of her to look at her.

" I dont know whats going on... I feel like something is taking over my mind thats causing me to zone out." she said looking at Zues, now sitting at her feet suprise she tought to herself he knows im the queen.

" I fear the worst for, Zues. I feel as if a war is on its way once more. And I dont know if I will be able to stop it. " then looked away " I wont be able to stop it because I hold a young one. And I fear the worst for it more than my own life."

The fear in her words could be heard clear as crystal. She stood up, her back to Zues. She moved to where the boys where and touched their cheeks. before looking at him once more " Let iko find out this on his own. Dont tell him anything. The time will come when he will find out."

"hopefully nothing happens if you have a young one and ill make sure nothing does as well" he said to her. He said as he watched her "youll be a great mother i know you will and i will say this of my years of being around vampires wemon have the worst pain giving birth to a vampire baby" he said to her. Scot and Samual cuddled up against each other as they slept. Miko was talking to the council group of vampires talking about everything that he needed to go over with them.

" I love Miko... to death actually... but no that you mention the pain... I feel like I dont want to go with it. " She said sitting back down beside him. I could...die through the birthing process she told herself. " I'll have to just talkt o him about this when I feel ready. But not right now since I know for a fact that I know neither of us are ready... plus I love the boys as is. I dont want to add more to the family right now. It would just get harder as the years went.."

She then smiled and chuckled " I remember when I first met Mikola. It was at a vet hospital and he was the one helping my Jack. " then blushed " I fell in love with him the moment I left that building, but I didnt know that I would get bit my his "girlfriend" and deal with the pain of transforming into one of you"

Zues looked at her "i can tell you love him to death and im pretty sure adding another one wont bring you apart but closer but when your ready you tell him i wont tell him at all but now that i know i would rather protect you more so that you dont hurt the young one" he said to her. He looked at the boys ""the boys will proobably love the young one as well as much as they care for each other ." he said looking back at her "hey but now that your a vamp you get to be with him longer and he doesnt have to worry about his lover dieing of old age while he cant die of old age." he said to her his tail and ears were out as he brushed his tail with his hand.