good night mi amor (mi amor is my love in spanish if u didn't know) *she sighed, looking out before Amber started humming a lullaby that always put her to sleep and she drifted off, her head on Bella's back*

*she eventually woke up around midnight from a paralizing nightmare like she always did and took a couple deep breaths to steady herself before carefully wiggling out of the little nest of family and friends and going out. the night sky was beautiful and clear, allowing her to watch the stars and she always looked for the same group, a set of stars that looked like a flower and when she found it she sat down on the Alpha rock, her fluffy tail wrapping neatly around her naturally cold paws like a cat's did and she studied the stars like she always did. something about being out here calmed her more then most things, probably because she had never been one for formalitys. the only thing that calmed her more was practice, espically when Bella was involved or was waiting for her when she got home*

she was peacefully sleeping when she came back back from the rock

*she came back around sunrise and laid down beside Bella, acting like she was asleep bc she knew that if she didn't Bella would know about her nightmare and get worried*

*she sighed and curled her fluffy body around the pups who had snuggled close to her*

she walked back to wake them up "wake up, honey." she put her head on her body

*she stirred and murmured something, not quite wanting to wake up yet*

ahe chuckled "honey, we're celebrating the full moon today!" she kissed her "atleast come soon. i love you."