Biography
that emotion that others knew as happiness wasn't there.
that emotion that others knew as reminiscence wasn't there. it was empty. everything felt empty.
i guess that i don't need that, though.
the people i've known have come and gone throughout my life. no one's ever stayed. there's a song of melancholy that echoes throughout my head, through the empty chambers where my heart used to lay.
vacant and dull eyes stare back at me in my reflection. i've gotten used to it. it's just who i am.
you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
i'm tired. i'm tired of treading on eggshells every time someone new joins the pack, or someone new approaches me. it's not the way i've ever wanted to live. trust is an issue. it always has been.
i wish that i could be so much more. but fate has it's twisted ways. fate decided to put up a fight, and give me absolute and utter hell. i cannot escape, there is no way out. i'm soon to become a wandering spirit, someone who can finally be free of this desolate place.
szomorúság, is what i'm known as. szomorúság is what i've felt. szomorúság is who i am. szomorúság is what i've become.
now you're just somebody that i used to know.
Breeding Info
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| Personality
- quiet
- sad
- depressed
- constantly feels worthless
- feels the need to prove herself
- withdrawn
- trust problems
- much self doubt
- lack of self confidence
- easily irritated
Preferences
- being away from all the chaos
- quiet nights
- being alone
- star gazing
Special Skills
- highly perceptible
- intelligent
- strong-willed
szomorúság means sadness in hungarian.
many, many thanks to the person who gifted me 5 warriors stones when this girl was 18 (March 18, 2019).
she's had 9 warriors stones used on her so far. technically, she's 26 years old as of June 23, 2019, Spring 3.
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Spring 
Day Weather: 
Heavy Rain
