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μοναξιά (monaxiá) means loneliness in Greek
I am shackled to my pain, my regret.
Forever I live with things I can't forget.
Maybe if I had done things differently everything wouldn't have changed,
But instead I'm shackled and caged.
Loneliness is my only companion,
And damn I feel abandoned.
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Have you ever stopped to take a moment to look at all the mistakes a person makes throughout the span of their life? It's uncountable, but most of those mistakes go unnoticed or drop off into the deep sea of forget never to surface again. One can learn from those mistakes and go on with the rest of their merry little lives. But what about those mistakes that aren't so small? Those mistakes that change the course of one's whole existence? How does one fix a mistake that not only ruined their life, but also someone else's? How am I supposed to live with the regret of destroying the one person I love, or should I say loved?
I took away her innocence. Her beauty. I took away that light that radiated from her and that would brighten up any room she walked into. I broke her. I turned something so perfect into something so broken and destroyed. I didn't understand what I was doing till it was too late. I should've told her. I should have showed her. She was the only thing I deeply cared about but I was too afraid to show it. Instead I was cold and hard. Once I started to fall in love with her beautiful soul I shut down and became like ice. I was afraid that if I showed her I would hurt her and would throw her in a mess of my creation, but by holding everything back from her I did exactly that. I killed my one love.
I didn't deserve the love she showed me, and my mistake proves that. I wish I could go back and change what I've done but I can't. I am surrounded by my demons and have to live with what I've done. Nothing I do will ever change the fact I destroyed an innocent soul. I should've told her I was dangerous from the beginning. I shouldn't have let her be near me. I knew I was dangerous. I knew I was unstable and because of that she was put in the wake of destruction.
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