Sadie (Girl)
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[Princess]
"WAKEY-WAKEY! I'M FUCKIN' HUNGRY!!"
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- BA S I C S -
Name: Sadie ("Girl")
Age: 15 Y/O (April 1, 2021)
Gender: Female (She/Her/Hers/Herself)
Sexuality: Demisexual Demiromantic
Role: Package
| Sadie carries the cure to the Immortuos Parasite |
- A P P E A R A N C E -
Ethnicity: Mix (Korean x Caucasian American)
Sadie certainly looks nothing like the average person. The only traits of hers that resemble humans are her small, petite, admittedly gaunt build; symmetrical and soft facial structure; and androgynous features, the lattermost of which leads most to more often than not be confused with her gender, resulting in constant misgendering as a boy (not that she gives a shit) and sincere apologies when her feminine name and title come to light. Also pertaining to the latter, her voice doesn't quite help: raspy, soft, and gravelly for someone her age and sex, you can't blame someone for wrongly assuming. Her short alabaster hair, which dangles in matted clumps a few inches above her shoulders, akin to a choppy bowl-cut style, furthermore fails to differentiate her from the societal standards of male and female. But, again, not that she gives a shit. In her own opinion, the other not-normal aspects of her appearance certainly take more precedence.
As mentioned, she has white hair. Not just any kind of white hair: it's not alabaster, porcelain, or chiffon, but whiter than snow and even the petals of daisies, so white that bright light touching its surface would result in a blinding shine. However, dirt, grime, and dried blood have dulled the hue of purity, causing the mop upon her head to look not only like a bird's nest and overall disaster but also like salted, muddied snow. This isn't the only thing that separates her from the idea of normal: since her blood is some strange cocktail of red, black, and white colors, her blood vessels' colorations correspond to such to certain degrees, standing stark against her unhealthily pale, almost white, skin. Most of the vessels in her body appear as they would on a healthy individual's person, albeit a bit more pronounced (though this is likely just a cause of malnourishment), but some of the ones surrounding her heart, left shoulder, upper left arm, and both sides of her neck are colored black and white. The colors of the ones on her neck are much, much more pronounced, almost causing her neck to look like some strange black-and-white hunk of charcoal; a few vessels, mostly black in color, taper off into healthy colors right about her jawline, ending in pointed lines just below her cheeks. Her fingernails, too, because of the abnormal blood colorations, are a mix of black, white, and healthy pink.
It doesn't end there: her eyes will tell you that she just isn't normal. Her left eye looks like any other—with its beautifully pistachio-green shade and minty hues spattered about, one could get lost in them forever. But her right eye? The iris is the exact same color, but the sclera is completely black and the pupil is pure white. Perhaps that's why she's allowed the bangs to grow rather tilted; more strands cover the right side of her face than the other, ever-so-slightly covering the eye she doesn't like to acknowledge.
Oddly, her eyelashes are black in color, as are her eyebrows, though the latter are... so thin they are virtually nonexistent, so their color can't be easily discerned. But, the black shade obviously doesn't correspond to the white strands of hair... Could it be Marie Antoinette Syndrome?
Irrelevant.
What matters is that she doesn't look normal. Perhaps that's why she doesn't bother acting normal.
Height: 4'11"
Weight: 73 lbs. (malnourished)
Build: Mesomorph
Attire:
Sadie wears a simple white hospital gown that, due to her slim physique, is too large for her and constantly slips off her right shoulder, the fabric torn in some small areas. She doesn't bother with any lower wear; the hospital gown is long enough for her. She doesn't wear shoes or socks, preferring to walk barefoot; the skin of her feet has grown thick and callous through years of walking around rough terrain without any protection.
Accessories:
Does Hulda count? Hulda is a stuffed fox her big brother gave her once upon a time. Sadie thinks Hulda was a birthday present. The animal has the coloration of a silver fox and is oh-so-fluffy, though its fake fur has gotten rougher over the past few years due to all the dirt and grime that has latched onto it. It's small, just a little larger than both Sadie's hands placed side-by-side, and has lost a lot of its cotton, causing it to look rather flat for something advertised as squishable. Hulda has a black button eye (the other fell off a while back, replaced by two lines of thread that hang precariously from a false socket). It also has several different-colored stitches throughout its body. Besides the aforementioned damages, however, Hulda is in rather good condition, implying quite a lot of love given to keeping it together. Sadie has an intense attachment to Hulda. She's never seen without it in her hand, dragging it around by the leg, arm, or tail.
Weaponry:
She doesn't have any on her person. She'd like to have a knife at some point, though.
- Unique Abilities -
Sadie was bitten by a Three/Third and did not turn, instead becoming a strange amalgamation of half-zombie half-human. Her blood is red, white, and black all at once. When she is well-fed and not-so-hungry, she is very, very strong, capable of easily snapping a femur in half, and is extremely fast, able to run at 35 mph at full sprint. If she is starving, she will be able to smell blood from almost ten miles away; when she is as hungry as she usually is, that gets reduced to only half a mile. When she is not that hungry, she also has an excellent healing factor: her blood clots within seconds or two–ten minutes depending on severity, and, with proper care, what would normally take healthy humans months to heal from will only take a few weeks for her. She'd likely be even more powerful had she not been so malnourished. However, she gets progressively weaker the hungrier she gets—until she's virtually weaker than a One/First, not to mention she'll be completely mindless with starvation. Since she's almost always between half-full and dying-of-hunger, she's about as strong and fast as the average twenty-year-old man, and her healing factor is significantly slower at the speed of any other average human's. Her bite pressure also varies: a few days after stuffing herself full, it'll be at 2000 psi; later, it'll be at 900 psi; when she's absolutely starving, it'll go down to 230 psi. One constant is that her digestive system can efficiently digest raw flesh—and that she's always hungry, even when her stomach can't handle more food. She cannot digest the flesh of an infected individual. She cannot get infected by an infected individual, but infected individuals will still target her as prey. She can "sense" other infected in her general vicinity; she will know, to some degree, how many infected and what types of infected are around her within a quater-of-a-mile radius.
- P E R S O N A L I T Y -
Sadie is childish and playful, as bubbly and near-sweet as any other teenage girl back before everything went to hell. Energetic and extroverted, she is always looking to socialize whenever possible, even when her sudden insertion into someone else's conversations and by-extension life is inappropriate for the situation. If she is interested in something, especially a person, she'll be there following endlessly like some lost puppy regardless of any protests, a result of obvious social ineptitude. She can be blunt and rude, her emotional immaturity, lack of complex human understanding, and constant bitching oftentimes falling into the category of "annoying" despite her not truly wanting to be so infuriating, but she smiles brighter than the sun, saccharine and reassuring, her irises glimmering so beautiful and alive that you'd think she could just... sweep all your worries away.
She is among the most violent and disturbed fifteen-year-olds ever given the privilege of existing.
The scientists who tortured studied her described her as extremely problematic: she was prone to misbehaving and always primed to attack; she could be easily compared to a rabid snake forever locked in a cycle of aimless striking. She has no concept of a moral code and will do as she pleases if not often enough thoroughly reminded of her place. The idea of limits, filters, social etiquette, and humanity as a whole is beyond her comprehension, and she doesn't ever want them to be. Akin to a madman, she has been known to have moments of hysteria: laughing maniacally for no apparent reason, her heart-melting smiles surfacing in the face of blood, she is very clearly fucked in the head—and she knows it. How could she not? The shock collar proves it. Her physiology itself proves it. She knows she isn't normal. She knows she'll always be this way, forever, because she doesn't know how to be otherwise, how to stop.
It's funny how the world's savior is a monster. And it's funny how that statement isn't even pessimistic. No, it's optimistic instead—because she's no one's hero. She's just a tool to be used for the sake of a world that never gave a single shit about anyone.
Likes:
in no particular order
+ Blood. +
+ Flesh. +
+ Hearts. +
+ Knives. +
+ Eating. +
+ Being herself! +
+ Making people incredibly uncomfortable. +
+ Hulda. Hulda is her best friend. Hulda doesn't care what she does. Hulda stays even when Sadie gets so hungry that she tears it apart with her teeth in search of something she won't find. Hulda doesn't care that she's a monster. Hulda is always there. Hulda will always be there. Sadie loves Hulda. +
Dislikes:
in no particular order
- Being called "Girl". It's rude. She has a name! It's "Sadie". S-A-D-I-E. How is that so hard to say?! -
- Judgmental people. She hates the way they look at her like she's going to tear them to shreds the moment she gets the chance. It's stupid. They're stupid. She... She has more self-control than that! -
- Being hungry. It's wayyyy too painful, really. And the fact that she's constantly hungry 24/7? Bullshit—that's what it is. So annoying... -
- Being forced to eat regular, normal food. Granted, she's perfectly capable of eating what not-infecteds do (she can even digest it all just fine), but... It's so inefficient and just... yuck. Digusting. Gross. Maybe she'll eat cooked shit if she really had to, but it's gotta be meat. No vegetables. She'll lose her mind if it's not from things that have heartbeats. -
- The electrical shocks. Ouch. -
- Not being allowed to be herself! Aren't regular, normal people all about "freedom"? How come they always try to stop her from doing what she wants, then?! It's lame. -
- ...Her reflection. -
- S T A T S -
In no particular order.
Strengths:
+ Her lack of a moral code enables her to kill without hesitance. +
+ Her immaturity often overlaps with innocence. Some (weirdos, she'd say) may find this endearing. +
+ Sadie, strangely, is good at listening. This is mostly because she has no idea what to say when someone throws a load of TMI her way. But, hey, at least someone gets a burden off their shoulders? Sadie heard from her big brother once that talking is healthy. This, of course, does not mean that she is good at giving advice. Her way of fixing things is by killing and, if possible, eating whatever is involved with them, after all. +
+ When Sadie has eaten her fill recently, she will be physically stronger, faster, keener, and more accurate with her attacks. +
+ She is less erratic, unpredictable, prone to violence, impatient, bloodthirsty, and impetuous when she's not as hungry. Her personality won't change much (she will still be rowdy and such), but there will be a noticeable difference between her when she's hungry and her when she isn't that much. +
+ Get on her good side and she might just show how loyal she is. +
+ She has a high pain tolerance. +
+ She is extremely good at getting under people's skin. +
+ Her quick, wild fighting "style" can become overwhelming and difficult to counteract. +
Weaknesses:
- She lacks a moral code. -
- She is rather childish and immature. -
- She is socially inept. In fact, she lacks emotional understanding so greatly that she will simply confront any potential enemy head-on the moment she is given the opportunity. It is difficult to get her to collaborate and cooperate with others. -
- When she hasn't eaten in quite a while (a month or so), she will become progressively weaker, slower, unobservant, and inaccurate with her attacks. -
- She becomes a mindless creature when she has gone without eating for too long. She will still be capable of speech, but it won't be intelligent nor coherent—more likely, it'll be an amalgamation of random words strung together in a mockery of a sentence. The only thing that will be on her mind is finding something to eat. -
- She is difficult to control, wild and unrestrained, the very definition of a riotous that verges on savage. -
- She is indecisive. She can change her mind at the drop of a hat. -
- Due to various mental illnesses that came about from years of traumatic experiences, she is..., well..., mentally ill. -
- Her high pain tolerance often leads to her not understanding how severe of a wound she has. -
- She's not good at fighting, in terms of technique and skill. She just... jumps right in, swings wildly, and picks a god to pray to. Her methods are dirty and filled with unintentionally needless movements. -
Is she from Daedalus/Minos?: She is from Daedalus. Somewhat. Considering just what she is, she wasn't really with them, a part of them, so... A mayhaps. She's definitely leaving the place now, that's for sure. Which is absolutely wonderful! She's been stuck in a monotonous cycle of breathing the same exact air in the same exact building for... What? A couple days? Weeks? Months? Years? Who knows? She certainly doesn't. She doesn't think she wants to know.
Brief Backstory: She'd rather not share.
- R E L A T I O N S H I P S -
- With Group -
Will be discussed later on.
- With Family -
Charlie (Older Brother, Status Unacknowledged) | He "bought" her Hulda for her eighth birthday. She respects him very much. Sometimes, she misses him. She doesn't talk about him much, usually expertly dodging any questions that might lead to a mention of his name, but when she does her eyes fill with affection.
Sadie doesn't remember much about the others she knew.
- M I S C -
~ She has a needle and a spool of brown thread inside of Hulda. Hulda functions like a bag too, see; Sadie stitched a pouch inside of it to make it "even more helpful." She accesses whatever is inside the pouch via a zipper on the stuffed fox's stomach. She uses the needle and thread to fix Hulda whenever it gets "injured." ~
~ Her vocabulary has a lot of Gen-Z slang mixed into it. This is because her older brother was Gen-Z; so, she was exposed to a lot of things he said, and she, like any other child, mimicked them. The scientists who experimented on her were also mostly Gen-Z, so she was also exposed to their... unique sense of humor. ~
~ She can speak Korean, but not as fluently as she'd like to. She knows a few phrases in Chinese and Japanese. ~
~ Sadie is prone to sensory overloads. Her body may not be entirely human, but that doesn't mean that her brain is able to deal with the influx of information. ~
~ She can eat the food healthy people do. Her digestive system is just picky and won't take any nutritional value from said foods, and it will make her feel a bit nauseated. She can only efficiently digest raw flesh, human flesh more so. ~
~ Her brother is Roman Catholic, so she knows a few verses in the Bible. ~
~ She bullies people a lot. This is because she and her brother bullied each other excessively. ~
~ She will feel uncomfortable being called "Sadie" by those she doesn't really know. This is something many might find odd considering how she internally bitches about not being called by her name, but Sadie is very inconsistent with everything pertaining to herself. ~
~ Sadie's voice is gravelly, delivered in almost painful-sounding rasps, like she swallowed sand with glass in it. It's almost as if she's been screaming her whole life. The reason why her voice sounds like this is because of her mutated physiology and due to acid burning her throat. ~
~ She is extremely determined to get to Icarus. ~
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RP Example:
https://wolfplaygame.com/forums.php?f=20&t=72565&page=2
Activity:
Depending on how much I'm given to work with, I will post at least once a week or once every three days.
Anything Else?:
Sadie is not immediately going to form healthy relationships with others. It will take time for her to start opening up. Please refrain from making your characters refer to her as "Sadie" when the RP has just begun; instead, please have them call her "Girl." Please keep in mind that your characters are more than likely to be extremely wary of her (unless they're dead inside and incapable of questioning anything). They are unlikely to treat her like a human. This is an apocalypse; no one is kind when the only thing on your mind is survival, and when you've got a child who doesn't even look entirely like a child eyeing you up like she's about to chomp on your everything, they're probably not going to respect her any time soon.
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Credit for Image in Appearance Tab: Kureihii