Xutrahr Caxe Kidor
"Strength isn't in the power to crush or destroy—it's in the choice to hold back, to protect, to build. Anyone can strike fear, but it takes real courage to inspire hope."
Nicknames
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Xut, Rah, [OPEN]
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Name Pronunciation
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ZOO-trar KAYKS KEE-door
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Gender
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Cisgender Male
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Pronouns
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He/Him
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Sexuality
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Uranic
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Moral Alignment
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Neutral Good
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Personality
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Xutrahr is a walking contradiction of expectations, blending the primal strength of a demon with the soul of a compassionate healer. At his core, he is friendly and approachable, qualities that are immediately apparent to anyone who interacts with him. He possesses a calming presence, which often disarms people who initially feel intimidated by his appearance. Rather than seeking dominance or control, as many demons do, Xutrahr genuinely enjoys building trust and forming meaningful connections.
He is deeply empathetic, with an innate ability to sense and understand the emotions of others. This emotional intelligence makes him an exceptional listener and confidant, and he often offers support in subtle, non-intrusive ways. Xutrahr values the autonomy of others, never forcing his help or advice on anyone, and he’s careful not to overstep boundaries.
Xutrahr is also remarkably humble for someone of his stature and strength. He doesn’t view his power as a tool for intimidation but as a responsibility to protect and assist those who need it. His humility extends to his interactions; he is quick to admit when he’s wrong and offers heartfelt apologies when he feels he’s made a mistake.
Despite his kind and gentle nature, Xutrahr is not without his struggles. He is guilt-prone, often blaming himself for failures or conflicts even when they are beyond his control. This tendency stems from his desire to be a source of stability and support for others; when he perceives himself as falling short of that role, he internalizes the disappointment.
Xutrahr is also inherently conflict-avoidant, preferring to defuse tension through diplomacy or humor rather than direct confrontation. While this approach is effective in many situations, it can sometimes leave him vulnerable to being taken advantage of or misunderstood, particularly by those who mistake his kindness for weakness.
Beneath his affable exterior lies a deep sense of loneliness. Xutrahr often feels caught between worlds, belonging neither fully to the mortal realm nor to the demonic one. This isolation is compounded by his mistrust of other demons, who often see his behavior as a betrayal of their culture. Even among his closest friends, he sometimes feels like an outsider, quietly carrying the weight of his internal struggles.
However, Xutrahr is fundamentally optimistic, believing that small acts of kindness can ripple outward to create meaningful change. His unwavering determination to do good, despite the challenges he faces, makes him an inspiring figure to those who take the time to know him.
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Appearance
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Xutrahr’s appearance is an arresting blend of traditional demonic features and a surprising elegance that reflects his inner discipline. His skin is a deep, vibrant red, with a faint iridescent shimmer that becomes more pronounced under firelight or moonlight. This shimmering effect, though subtle, adds an ethereal quality to his otherwise rugged appearance, making him seem almost otherworldly in a way that is both captivating and approachable.
His hair is long, straight, and jet-black, cascading down to the middle of his back like a flowing river of ink. Despite its length, it is meticulously groomed, reflecting Xutrahr’s preference for neatness and attention to detail. He typically wears it loose, allowing it to frame his angular face, but he ties it back in a simple braid or ponytail during physical activity or combat, ensuring practicality without sacrificing elegance. Connected to it is a softly shaven black stubble that runs in front of his ears and over his lip, giving a small but charming flare.
Standing at nearly seven feet tall, Xutrahr has a broad and burly physique that exudes strength. His muscles are defined and functional rather than exaggerated, striking a balance between power and agility. His chest and shoulders are broad, tapering to a lean waist, creating a silhouette that is both imposing and graceful. Despite his size, his movements are fluid and controlled, revealing a level of discipline that belies his raw physical power.
His tail is long, thin, and remarkably expressive, often acting as a subtle indicator of his emotions. When he’s deep in thought, it sways gently; when he’s anxious, it might flick or curl. The tail tapers to a sharp point, and faint sparks of black energy occasionally dance along its length, a quiet reminder of his demonic heritage.
Xutrahr’s horns are sleek and symmetrical, curving upward from his forehead in a smooth, elegant arc. Unlike the jagged, aggressive horns of many demons, his are polished to a faint shine, reflecting his meticulous nature.
His eyes are perhaps his most striking feature. A luminous blue with slit pupils, a black sclera, and streaks of gold in the center and around the edge, they glow faintly in dim light, their intensity balanced by the warmth they radiate. When he looks at someone, his gaze is both penetrating and reassuring, as though he sees not just the surface but the essence of the person in front of him.
His clothing is practical yet refined. He typically wears a sleeveless black tunic that allows for maximum mobility, paired with sturdy leather trousers that emphasize functionality over flair. A crimson sash tied around his waist adds a pop of color and serves as a nod to his heritage. On colder days or when traveling, he dons a dark cloak that drapes elegantly over his shoulders, offering protection from the elements without obscuring his form.
His only notable piercings are the two in his bottom lip, often silver, but occasionally switched out for black, or even gold. His ears are pierced as well, but the acessories here are often much less noticable, such as a plain black ring or gold stud.
Every detail of Xutrahr’s appearance, from the care he takes in grooming to the subtle movements of his tail, reflects a deep sense of self-awareness and intentionality. He knows the impact his appearance can have and works to ensure that it communicates not intimidation but approachability and strength tempered by kindness.
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Voice & Accent
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Xutrahr’s voice is a rich, deep baritone, carrying a warmth that contrasts with the guttural tones often associated with demons. His voice has been compared to that of Oscar Isaac but with a slightly rougher, more primal edge. His accent is a unique blend of a Mediterranean lilt and a faint demonic growl underlying certain syllables, giving his speech a melodic yet grounded quality. It’s a voice that commands attention while simultaneously putting others at ease.
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Strengths
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Xutrahr’s strengths are both physical and emotional. His immense physical strength makes him a formidable presence in any situation requiring power, though he rarely uses it for violence. His charisma and natural warmth make him adept at forging connections and diffusing tense situations. His emotional intelligence allows him to understand and comfort others, often making him a trusted confidant. He is highly adaptable, navigating both demonic and mortal cultures with ease, and his self-control ensures that his power is never misused.
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Weaknesses
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Despite his many strengths, Xutrahr is not without flaws. His tendency to be guilt-prone can weigh heavily on him, as he often blames himself for things beyond his control. His trust issues with others can create tension, as he struggles to reconcile his kindness with the hostility he faces from his own kind. He is particularly vulnerable to cold environments, which sap his energy and leave him weakened. His conflict-avoidance can prevent him from standing up for himself, and his deep sense of loneliness often leaves him feeling isolated, even among friends.
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Other
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A bit on the short end.. perhaps I will revise him to add more detail some other time.
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