Reserve Alpha male Selcouth

Kobeni

[ " They slipped and fell off the cliff....that's the story...that's all the pack needs to know "]

Age: 3 years old

Gender: Male

Pack: Selcouth

Rank: Alpha male

Desired Rank: Father

Appearance:

Personality:

Quiet yet deadly >| Mature >| Slightly clueless >| His trust is to be earned, not given >| A bastard sometimes >| Not so crazy for love >| Feminine looks >| Hateful toward anyone who followed his father >| Changing >| Mother's death changed him for the worst >| Assumes everyone hates him or has a distasteful thought about him >| Child-like mind when it comes to " crushes " >| Sweet >| Kind >| Fleeting hope

No one truly knows Kobeni, for the longest--everyone just addressed him as the Demon or Vohkinne's son, yet proving he's reliable and determined came in the long run. When names are needed, don't expect Kobeni to care. You could call him the bastard's sperm and still, he'll come for your head. Of course, he's also inspirational, tolerant, and idealistic, but far less vigorously and often mixed with being a thug as well. His dependability though is what he's often respected for; a well-known respected person who lacks the knowledge for this. Nobody's perfect of course and Kobeni knows this, he might be an unstoppable force with a hunger for his enemy's blood...well that's the issue. The taste and touch of his enemies' blood drive him insane--he'll rather bathe in their blood than take an actual bath. In his own saying " It's much better than anything in this world".

A mysterious trait has finally shown itself. Proving Kobeni is easily the most clueless flirt to ever live, the fact he could be flirting while also cluelessly missing the point of his own words; should be a power in itself. He is a natural, said to everyone he's ever talked with; he for sure has his father's perspective. Kobeni doesn't take that as a compliment but he should, his father Vohkinne was one in a million, he would have women/men folding, Kobeni only wishes he could have such rizz like that bastard--maybe he wouldn't have to forget his morals or his self-respect.

His laborious character and solipsistic essence do cause plenty of disagreement on often personal levels. There's plenty to say about Kobeni, just don't let him hear the rumors. The reality of it is that he's vindictive and complicated, such as his hunger for a lot of things. That's without even mentioning he's also haunting, furious, and antagonistic, but at the very least they're countered somewhat by being humorous as well. Yet the chance to show it never comes to light. Any healthy affinity is made exceedingly problematic because of this and his apathetic personality. As sad as it is though, he's genuine and disciplined even if in small doses. He wouldn't dare speak out of line, the fear of his father's hand haunts him to this day.

But as a child, Kobeni was the watcher--he would only dream of playing in the rain, in the mud, and coming inside only to hear his mother cry out for his father to bathe the child. But instead, he counted his prison days and training. Training to be someone he hated; training to be just like his respected yet hated father. Someone who would rather watch the world burn down, a world that should and will always know pain. Kobeni didn't mind living in this world, he didn't care as long as he felt the freedom breeze against his fur. So instead of having a childish trait to his broken mind; he developed a hateful glare onto the world. His warrior mindset could be easily taken as being unsullied.

Kobeni is his mother's future, taking on his mother's kind and naive traits while balancing out his father's undomesticated beast. It never crossed this man's mind how a sweet, dame came to bear and carry such a demon's offspring. It would open too many questions. But anyway. Unfortunately, very few people like Kobeni. Maybe its due to his problem with trusting others to ALLOW them to like him, he was always told no one will ever like him, ever trust him to do what was right--even if he fought to near death for their validation, Kobeni will never have the touch of another being; maybe his father was right? Maybe he told Kobeni about his future because, in truth, his father went through the same thing. People have doubted him for far too long, people have looked down on a brute who had nothing to lose. And now look at his son; his inheritance lives on with plaguing loneliness, but the fact he's hazardous and dominating is something he got from his demanding father. To make things worse he's also desirous, complicated, and revengeful, but at least those are kept somewhat in check by practices of being deliberative as well, not much to give Kobeni to let him ease up, he's an overthinker--once you wrong him; he'll stop at nothing until you're laying lifeless on the ground. Even then, he'll ask you " Tell me, do you understand my pain now that you've died?"

Even then, no one; even in death could understand what Kobeni has lost. What he had to do to get this status, what he had to become. How many people? How many wakeless nights has he endured for the very people who turned him into a monster? Sleepless nights without a soul to connect with, the aching dangerous thoughts that everyone wanted to get rid of him; that everyone needed him, death would be too easy for him, and he would not be invited to dance with his sister if he just vanished. She'll be disappointed in him, she'll probably say " You foolish boy, why are you here so early ". The perfect image of his sister, brown-toned fur, stunning mother-like snarl. Something Kobeni hoped he would see, but loneliness played a part in his sanity. He would believe he was talking to her in one moment, then the next watching her cease to exist.

Kobeni doesn't care about being hated, he doesn't care about the fact he's slightly insane, slightly hungry for something he'll never have. There's a great deal of pain left on all sides because of this and his offensive essence, but different strokes for different folks I guess. But be careful, Kobeni doesn't always turn everything into ashes, he's a caring soul; he loves nature and he loves everything living. Just because he was made into a monster doesn't mean he lost all hope to see and touch the light. He just needs a little faith and a little yearning for the right person. He's tidy and ingenious even if in diminutive doses, that's at least some form of redemption. Unfortunately, his lack of faith in himself is almost ever-present, and ready to sour the circumstances.

Strengths:

Weaknesses:

Kin:

Vohkinne [ Deceased: Killed by Kobeni ]:

Zitkala [ Deceased: Died alongside Vohkinne ]

Neheche [ Unborn sister: Died before opening her eyes ]

Crush: Mhm

Mate: I'm assuming Alpha female if one is made

Offspring: We'll have to discuss that in pms

Affiliations:

Trisha[ Alive: Stolen pup, trained with Vohkinne before his death. Now hates Kobeni for stealing her revenge. NPC until otherwise]

Other: huge wip