¦⊗ Sezvam Tyrus Vanderbufsche⊗ ¦

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Age: 24 years old( Turning 25 soon, B-day whoo)

Gender: Man

Sexuality: Poly + Gay + Questioning = A rollercoaster

Rank: Master Hunter

Desired Rank: None

Appearance:

Sezvam is a very attractive man. White, short hair gently hangs over a chiseled, familiar face. Angry baby blue eyes set profound within their sockets, watch delicately over the group he swore to protect A tattoo stretching from the top of his right neck, running towards the left side of his neck and ending on his chin leaves a lasting burden of his serendipitous past. This is the face of Sezvam, a true leader among humans. He stands awkwardly among others, despite his delicate frame. There's something indefinite about him, perhaps it's his revenge-filled posture, or perhaps it's simply a feeling of egoism. But nonetheless, people tend to shower him with gifts, while hoping to one day follow in his footsteps. Even though Sezvam doesn't enjoy the gifts or eyeballing him--he couldn't deny his genes.

You can easily spot Sezvam either shirtless or rocking a leather jacket, with any weather he's with or without a shift. His 5'9 built bold frame usually catches people's eyes first before they spot the 6 bare scarring across his back and two scars on his face, his snarly grin helps scare these people off.

Personality:

If I could drop five main traits for Sezvam, they would most likely be--

Selfish///Vengeance// Hurting// Anger// Tender //

Because without the bad...Sezvam wouldn't realize he's the main good guy in his own story. Without the countless murdering and training, he would be portrayed as the sick bastard with a lust for blood...again in his own story. Sezvam wasn't born for this--he was created. And as seen, Sezvam has no happy traits--which doesn't mean he can't be happy; he just has no time. He's been taking back what's his, his soul, and pride while his happiness is hanging by its neck off a cliff. Sezvam might as well try and try, reach and reach because he knows all too well--he'll never reach it in time before the rope snaps and he's brought back to a black cold cage. The taunting goodbyes were never easy for Sezvam, he was never one to open his mouth and speak even if his mind was racing with thoughts.

You might look at Sezvam and see a heartless, hurting grown man. But in his mental state, he believes he's still the same scared child who would hide from the "monster" who craved blood--only bringing pain and suffering. Very irregular people like this man, he's supercilious and terrifying without speaking a word. Let alone the attribute he's also belligerent, pesky, and compulsive, but their effects are at least lessened by impulses of being visionary as well. Sezvam is pretty much famous for his silent death threats, and he rarely knows what he's doing to seem threatening. There's not much meaning that can be created because of this and his vulgarity, which he believes is unmatched, every word that comes out of his mouth is an insult to itself... acceptable though, Sezvam does have some glimmers of daylight. He's athletic and reliable among others, all considered it could be much worse. Although his frightening nature will forever be something to deal with, whether or not you are a friend or foe. Sezvam doesn't do favorites and will call you out for the bullshit you do/try to pull on him.

It doesn't take long to dislike Sezvam, not because of his snarky remarks--or flawless petty glares, but the fact he's guileful and unimaginable, because who could believe someone like this exists--and like Sezvam always says " People are scared of what they caged and abused, then act surprised when we free ourselves". On top of that, he's also damaging, supercilious, and unforgiving, but they're not as noticeable and neutralized by habits of being reflexive as well. But again, who would care about how Sezvam felt--or viewed the world because all anyone sees was a heartless bastard with little to no fucks to give. There's not much meaning that can be created because of this and his shallow character, which is far from preferred, but so be it. Sezvam doesn't give up though, he requires people to see his brightness before the scars, before the heartbreak of truth, he's foreseeing and companionably when around good companions, who knows what could happen when he actually smiles and laughs--which is by far the rarest shit.

But in the end, his hideous temper is usually always flashing its bare teeth. He's unenthusiastic and fierce around others who are unknown to him; he's a man with a job to do and little to no play to give. That's without even mentioning he's also insensitive, challenging, and disruptive, but at the very least they're contradicted somewhat by being thoughtful as well. Sezvom would never admit to such acts though, he'll deny it. Try him, I dare you. There's a great deal of pain left on all sides because of this and his superior qualities, which plenty has been witness to, but who said it's all Sezvam fault--because in truth it's not. He reacts to others when they approach him as though they're better, as though they deserve to be treated like Kings. Fucking bastards. He's not all tooth and nail though, people have wished to have seen this side of Sezvam; they would only dream of how heroic and selfless he could be when he's in love, unfortunately, his undeserved essence will forever be something to deal with, whether you love him or not is your choice--just know he's a complex man.

With some help; it doesn't take long to understand Sezvam's sight and heart, but the fact he's smug and anguished is another reason why he can't trust himself around people, there's no one else who can match this man's heartbreak and anxiety of himself. As if that's not enough he's also inciting, unstable and hateful, but only for those who crave blood. Humans are somewhat confusing( coming from one)but at least they are not blood-sucking bastards. But even saying that humans seem to despise him even more. Even careful encounters have been ruined because of this and his burdensome approach, much to the aggravation of others. But Sezvam could find time in his busy life to be somewhat charming, he's a lady's man even if he doesn't want their attention or gifts. Men are weird but hot, simple, and short to the point on how Sezvam feels about his love interest. He's loyal and humble among true love, there is still some hope yet if you catch his eyes dancing toward you. Sezvam anguish and revenge tend to ruin whatever good comes from finding love one day.

You may not notice this when first meeting Sezvam, but he's monopolizing and callous because of what happened so many years ago. People would also assume he's unsophisticated, abrasive, and irresponsible, but you never hear from those people again after they've spoken that way to greatness. This might be the case in why Sezvam is feared, he doesn't take rejection or judgment easily even if he's judgemental himself...multiple enemies have been made because of this and his hypocrisy, but there's not much you can really do about it. You would assume Sezvam learned from his first mistake, but hurting doesn't just vanish within the air, he's loved and lost and loved again only to lose the battle of tug of war. Which made him visionary and deliberative if you look for it, it's not like we've encountered lucifer. Far worst moments have been given by Sezvam because people think he was born from the devil's balls, few know the truth about Sezvam, but at the very least you'll find out he's really just benevolent and committed to his work like the next guy. The worst he could be is understanding, genuine and hardworking, but those things are hardly ever shown without being narcissistic as well. People often prefer to judge a book before reading its pages, and that's the perfect explanation of Sezvam. Nobody's perfect of course and Sezvam has plenty of less flattering characteristics too. A sad story with no happy endings is the best book you'll ever read--so why not pick up the story of Sezvam and drown in anguish aswell regret hidden by pain.

Roxanne…you don’t have to wear that dress, Sezvam doesn’t look at gender and wonder who they are….or

where in the sense of right and wrong. Sezvam is a very judgemental man, wrong him first and you’ll never land a second chance with him–sure he’ll say he’s fine, or he understands; because Sezvam is woke enough to realize his own flaws and how to easily deal with them. Isolation works best if you lack attachment with others; and for Sezvam's case–he’s never obtained that attachment trait, he is wildly confused about people having abandonment issues because who cares? Who cares if someone leaves, there are more people out there waiting for your arrival than someone who would rather run like a little bitch away from their issues–or your own because they lack bigger balls to stick through them.

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You might be thinking, there’s no good side to Sezvam is there? Trust me, we’re far from done explaining Sezvam.

Sezvam is very deceiving when it comes to his life story, but if nothing else you should know he's actually just mentally tired and blurred from the realization he's trying to make up for all his losses. Of course, he's also reliable, merciful, and indulgent, but they're far less superior, especially compared to impulses of being cruel as well. Young Sezvam proved everything Adult Sezvam has said to others was right. Never trust people who have caged you--they seek nothing but death in their path. They seek nothing but the downfall of your humanity and soul. They would rather drag you down to hell with them, than uplift you above themselves. Oftentimes people will count on this and its usefulness when they're in trouble.

No one should be perfect though, Sezvam understands that--he expects flaws from everyone he has come to know or should know. His own thoughts though are not ideal for those who are small-minded and closed off to the idea of grasping any hope to understand the greatness in themselves. He would influence others to become their greatest monster, the best part is to never feel while you're killing because others don't. When they kill, they feel nothing! They don't have to deal with the loss once it's over--they don't have to deal with the crippling heartbreak once the lights go out, the dark void swallowing him whole as though he doesn't matter without that one person besides him. Having to glance over and see only a faint memory of what could be-- fortunately his lying assures this isn't the case very often. Sezvam is just too much for anyone looking to know him further than just the persona he puts up, but the biggest two things to know are that he's protecting and vigilant. Of course, he's also keen, charming, and accurate, but they're less prominent and often intertwined with being devious as well. His protective personality though is what he wants to be known for, other than the bastard with a lot to take.

You can hate and insult Sezvam all you want, even make fun of him--he's unresponsive to all of them; all you'll receive is a simple confused raised brow and a scoff because deep down he knows--he knows you're just another speck of blood sack ready to be harvested and then, and only then you'll be nothing more then a lifeless body added to a list he keeps on him. And that's without even noting he's also disorganized, intimidating, and miserable.

Okay, we've been touching on Sezvam's bad traits and how much of a dick he can be, but those who can spare time and the energy for this man will not regret knowing him. He was known before the scars and the revenge-seeking blood lust as easygoing, affectionate, and encouraging, but like spoiled milk, you can't keep that shit anymore. His eagerness though, was what made him a strong man, he used to feel as though he could do anything to help anyone--as though them giving up gave him the strength to do what was right...or is right. But how the fuck did he end up being the man he's known for now? No more laughing, no more joking around--no more wishing these creatures could change or how their life wasn't as great as he was because Sezvam used to believe they couldn't hear him plead. They were brainwashed to think like this--he used to think they had no choice, that some were forced and others were just born like this so they knew no better. Ain't no way Sezvam used to think like this right? There's no record of Sezvam not trying to give these people second chances. They gave him chills but his mentor always told him second chances were to be handed out rightfully not taken.

It takes a while to get to know Sezvam because he is now used to lurking in allies like a weirdo; after his mentor passing and the death of a child, he became infamous for his no-mercy rule. His dedication though, to kill them is by far the most sadistic crap you'll ever see, literally, once he sees them it's over--quick and speed is what he's good at. On top of that, he's grown to be thoughtless, reckless, and obnoxious, about these creatures' feelings. To him, they shouldn't exist no matter how far they're gone. Some might catch a glimpse though of Sezvam being childish about life-and-death situations, some even call him absurd for his snarky remarks about dying, as long as he isn't turned into a monster--he'll be glad to finally leave and never come back.

It used to be easy to know an open person like Sezvam, but some things in life have changed. While he was loving and caring about EVERYONE, others used and abused this trait til it was twisted and burned to the ground---suffocating Sezvam under the weight of its own responsibility. Of course, he was also funny, entrusting, and heartfelt, but they're in shorter supply now that he's been through some hard life decisions, especially considering they're mixed with being amoral as well. Sometimes you might hear a faint voice that used to be Sezvam screaming to let out, screaming to be fixed or loved. But there will always be rage inside, if someone could help him get through this pain--he'll forever be grateful. But no one wants to train or tame an animal once it's been abused to think it's alone--people would prefer to put them down, to kill them because understanding what happened would take too much of their time from snacking on unhealthy junk food and watching their shows that make their life even more meaningless than his.

So be it. Kill Sezvam. See how that goes you, sick bastards.

Likes: Sezvam hates everyone, haha just kidding. He likes cuddling and walking in the moonlight. But that makes it hard because who would want to walk with him, or be near him when all he talks about is ridding the world of vampires? Sezvam likes the simple things that make him seem human, reading, tug-of-war, biking, and eating dinner. Does that make him a bad guy? I mean he can't really do the things he likes because he's the master hunter--but still. Just taking the time to talk to him and making sure he's not stabbing walls would be enough. Bastards.

Dislikes: Sezvam dislikes a list of things. That includes the list he carries around, he writes people's names just to have the pleasure of crossing them off once they are killed---either by natural causes or him. He dislikes having to prove he's much more mon serious in person to gain respect. Pitying Sezvam gets you nowhere either, he prefers if you think he deserves this life--makes it much easier to leave it once someone finally puts him out of his misery. He hates anything sweet, don't try to give him anything sweet.

Crush: None

Children: No

Strengths:

Weaknesses:

His past: Okay I'll have to explain this, Sezvam killed a child--- someone's child... someone's son. He never thought he'll do it but the child was charging at him, protecting some vampire that probably adopted them or something. Sezvam didn't have everything figured out back then and decided to reason with the child first, but children don't listen--they protect what's theirs even if they are in the wrong. Sezvam being himself shoved the child out of the way and lunged for the vampire--in which the child blocked the way of his stake and well....killed the boy. Sezvam since then felt as though it was his fault....his mind goes blank and his breath goes cold.

Helpless vampires: Ugh, imagine being so powerful--so strong you suddenly become helpless in a simple situation. Sezvam can't kill you if you aren't attacking back. Bastards.

Being turned: Sezvam always feared being turned, and with that thought, he tries to cover his neck any chance he gets. It's a reflex and therefore he can't help it.