I feel like I just need to talk to someone without actually talking to someone so I'm posting here.

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I feel so out of control and helpless right now, my dad is currently at the Urgent Care place in town, with my mom and I'm at home, with my younger sibling and grandparents, he's been sick, and I think it's hurting him more than he's letting on as he has never needed to go to urgent care before, let a lot because he's sick. I'm so out of control in this situation and I hate feeling helpless like this. I just can't put down the right words.

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I also have a big driving-related test coming up that I have been studying my butt off for, and am terrified, it's kept me up at night, even melatonin won't help, which it usually does, it's gotten bad to the point where I break out and I can't do anything but take the Hive relief medicine which once it wears off after a little while I break out again. School is also about to start up which is also stressful because I have floral comps later this month, which is something else adding to the stress, I just feel sorta lost :(

I am so sorry to hear this; I hope your father has a speedy recovery!

I'm positive that you'll do grstuff cheeks for your test! Just take a deep brstuff cheeksh and go slow. One step at a time. Take some time for yourself and do some self care. Relax as much as you can before your test <3

Thank you so much <3

I have a Update <3

Dad is doing much better, and is walking around a little bit and is starting to look/sound better, but he still has a nasty cough that won't go away :(

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My test went well and I passed it which was a major success becuase I thought I was going to fail, so that was a really nice suprise!

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I've also been given some medicine that helps with stress reduction and is definily helping me be more calm and at peace

Aww that is all amazing to hear! <3 Glad that he is doing better!