there are so many things i could complain about concerning travel but oh my. hotel showers.

like i know theyre gonna be bad i know the handles are gonna be weird and it might not drain right and the heat and water pressure aren't gonna be any good and the showerhead might be absolutely fucked and im prepared for that but still.

and normally the soaps are fine and whatever but this hotel? for some reason this hotel decided everything's gonna smell like cheap cologne and now i smell like cheap cologne and its both giving me a headache and pissing me off.

also the biggest problem is definitely that i always forget to bring a loofah or a washcloth or whatever so i have to actually touch my skin/figure in order to yknow shower and it makes me so dysphoric like normally im pretty okay with my body (no surgery no t) but having to actually touch it? ew no thanks dont make me do that. it just makes me mad.

also i always get my damn period while travelling and i always end up getting blood on the towels and then i feel so bad like i know they must bleach the towels but i got blood on them thats gross.

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unrelated to hotel showers but there are so many smells in cities oh my. i never really thought that smells were something that bothered me but i am apparently changing my stance on that.

i also lost the front of one of my everyday earrings (studs) in a previous hotel room and i dont have any replacements so now i have to wear these stupid hoops (theyre not that bad theyre small hoops pretty masc theyre just heavier than my normal studs and i can feel them when i shake my head)

anyway i want to go home