|~| Bernard |~|
Name: Bernard Joosten Peirce.
Nickname(s): Joost, anything else you can come up with.
Age: 17.
Gender: AMAB Demi-Boy. (He/They)
Sexuality: Asexual Aromantic.
Poly/Mono/Both: None.
Birthday: July 6th.(Cancer.)
Blood Type: O.
Alignment: Chaotic Good.
Nationality: Dutch.
Role: The Matchmaker Sibling (2nd One Adopted).
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Appearance:
Bernard stands tall at an intimidating 6’ 2”, his skin tone a fair color with neutral undertones, adding to the fact of how intimidating he looks. He has many freckles on his body, something he hates due to the stereotypical redhead ideal.
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Bernard has a square face shape, meaning he has a broad forehead and a clean cut jawline, the whole thing on the broader side. His cheeks are rather full despite this, and that’s where a majority of his freckles reside. Now for the nose, something that Bernard rather likes, he has a roman shaped nose, meaning it looks like what people usually think of when they think about a ‘normal’ nose. His lips are pointy natural in shape, his most often seen expression is a cocky grin.
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His eyebrows are rather bushy, though groomed to not look terribly bushy, they have a slight arch as well. Finally, his eyes are an almond protruding hooded monolid shape and an icy blue in color. His face, square in shape, is framed by red hair, firey and almost orange-like in color, the style in what could best be described as a faded faux hawk.
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His body structure could quickly be described as a trapezoid, with broader shoulders and skinnier legs. Even having a mesomorph body type with a six pack. Something he’s incredibly proud of and swears to keep in good health, this is especially proven when taking into consideration the fact that this man weighs in at around 160 lbs, his BMI at a healthy 20.54.
Personality:
He’s cocky. And I don’t mean cocky in the way that he thinks he’s the best. No, I mean cocky in the way that he knows that him and his friends are the best people in the entire world. Always pushing them to do things in what he hopes isn’t an overbearing way, he’s also a bit of a matchmaker, always setting people up. His view isn’t exactly dumbfounded either, given his past and achievements, he’s got a rather good reason to believe what he does.
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Despite his intimidating look, he’s a giant teddy bear taking it to the extreme. He’s loud and soft, and definitely a bit of a pushover when it comes to his friends. They could walk all over him and he would never stop caring for them. This being said, he’s also overly trusting of everyone.
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Due to his stature and past status, he never really made a lot of friends, so social cues is not something he is keen on. He sometimes forgets what he was going to say and how he was going to phrase it, so at times he can be found stuttering through sentences with an uncertainty for the ages.
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Don’t let his awkward teddy bear persona fool you though, this man is extremely intelligent, having studied things since he was 10 just so he’d have a chance in this world. It’s why he's such a good matchmaker, he observes people and can usually tell what kind of person would be best for someone after a single interaction and conversation.
Likes: Reading, Plays, Making friends, Poetry, Sports.
Dislikes: Doing nothing, Being alone, People being mean to his friends, Rude people, Judgy people.
Strengths: Matchmaking, Strength, Intelligence, Height, Honesty, Stamina, Positivity.
Weaknesses: Charisma, Prideful of friends, Too trusting, Awkward, Clumsy, Gullible, Overly positive.
Hates: Hating things.
Fears: Being abandoned, Being judged, Losing those around him.
More Emotional/Logical: Definitely more emotional.
Allergies: None.
Physical Disabilities: None.
Mental Illnesses: Mild Anxiety.
Addictions: None.
Both/Right/Left-Handed: Right-Handed.
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Background: Revealed through roleplay.
Themesong(s): I can’t actually think of any for him… Feel free to suggest some though.
(Family Only) Affiliation: WIP
Times In The System: Once before this family, since he was 10.
Time In Family: 4.5 years.
Additional Information: Bernard’s voice is closer to the deeper end of the spectrum, not so deep it sounds like CORPSE, and definitely not gravelly or screechy… It’s a smooth kind of deep, the type that most people can only dream of having. Because it doesn’t sound deep until you do a double take. It's not low or high either, it's right in the middle.
|~| Gorōta |~|
Name: Gorōta Sanae Peirce.
Nickname(s): Five, anything else you can come up with.
Age: 16.
Gender: Male.
Sexuality: Closeted Demisexual. (Heavy Male & NB Lean.)
Poly/Mono/Both: Both.
Birthday: September 5th.(Virgo.)
Blood Type: O+.
Alignment: Neutral Good.
Nationality: Japanese.
Role: The Peacekeeping Sibling. (Fifth one adopted.)
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Appearance:
Gorōta resides at a height of 6’ 0”, though his back is usually hunched to where he looks 5' 10". His skin tone is a pale bisque with neutral undertones. He has plenty of freckles on his body, though especially at his cheeks, nose, and shoulders.
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Gorōta has a rather oval face shape, meaning he has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, but the middle of his face is wider, the whole thing on the smaller side. His cheeks are rather sunken despite this, and he swears that it’s just because he is always so busy, usually being said in a dismissive tone as he works. Now for the nose, something that rather dislikes, he has a hawk shaped nose, meaning it starts off the same way a ‘normal’ nose would, and then goes off the deep end at a slight angle, the tip of it a bit lower than the nasals. His lips are downturned thin in shape, making slight, timid frowns as his most often seen expression.
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His eyebrows are rather thin, though with a slight arch. Despite them being thin and rather straight, the right eyebrow has a scar that starts a bit above the eyebrow to a bit under his eye. Finally, his eyes, the right of which he hates with a burning passion, they are deepset hooded in shape and a dark gray in color at his left one. His right eye, is missing, leaving only a socket that he prefers people would just not ask about. His face is framed by black hair that is most often found messy and in his face, the tips of all of it going just below the ears in length, the back going down to the nape of his neck.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular, a long torso matched with long legs, everything about him screams lanky. Especially when taking into consideration the fact that this man only weighs in at around 122 lbs, his BMI at 16.54 and being underweight by 15 pounds. He doesn’t even seem to notice the fact that he’s underweight, dismissing attempts to tell him by stating that he’s busy. He also sports quite a few scars too, the most prominent one is at his right eye, the other ones are mostly on his arms. Though, there is one at his neck, that he leaves completely unexplained, just like all his other ones too.
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Gorōta is someone that cares about what people think of him, and it’s fairly obvious with how he dresses. He usually wears a gray or light blue collared shirt, blue jeans, a black cardigan, and gray/blue tennis shoes. Or more likely than the black cardigan- A black jacket with a white 5 on the back. As for accessories, the most obvious and his only one, is an eyepatch to cover his right eye.
Personality:
Gorōta is not the type of person someone would see as a people person. Stuttering with practically any sentence unless if he starts ranting, he can’t tell any social cues apart. He also ends up fidgeting under any type of stare, refusing to make any eye contact. He can also be jumpy around new people, and will often try giving nervous chuckles out to try and calm his own nerves, the tactic never really working.
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Within friend groups, he is seen as the peacemaker, always trying to keep everyone from killing each other and keep fights from happening. Despite his awkward and timid outlook, he hates hearing people fight and yell, so he’ll try to keep that from happening at any costs. Despite having his own problems to deal with, he’ll put his friends’ problems above his own and try to help them through theirs before even trying to acknowledge his own.
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Paranoia is something extremely obvious when it comes to Gorōta. Preferring to be prepared for anything, he’ll often think about absolutely anything that could go wrong, no matter how unrealistic it is. Due to this, he can oftentimes be found pacing while stroking his chin like a madman trying to think. Due to this paranoia of his, he’s more likely to lie right off the bat and then regret doing so immediately, but be unable to admit the truth because of his timid nature.
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He’s stubborn when it comes to basically anything, even with his awkward nature. Though, he’s easily intimidated and if you scare him enough, he’ll back off. But usually, it’ll take more than just some yelling and staring to scare him enough. Because when he really sets his mind on something, it’s more likely that raising a hand at him or getting into his personal space will get his attention.
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He's very rooted in fear, and maybe some subconscious level of shame. It's hard for him to believe everything will be okay or that he's actually good enough for the people around him. He tends to put anyone else before himself, even if he doesn't necessarily like them, just because he sees their lives as more important than his own. He has a very, 'I probably won't achieve anything as great as everyone else, so why even bother?' sort of outlook. He tends to think of himself as helpless, hopeless, and cowardly. Not really ever seeing(or looking for) the good in himself.
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He puts helping in front of everything, no matter what. No matter how he feels about someone, or how they may have treated him- If they're hurt, he's not going to leave them behind or let them die. He'd rather save a villain then let them die, even if it means they'll kill him instead. This carries over for the people he cares about, though he often beats himself up about how in the heat of a moment- He'll freeze up, unable to move and do anything if the need arises. He would love to say that he'd take a bullet for a friend, but his freeze reaction makes that impossible. And he hates himself for it, because if he could? If he didn't freeze? He'd be catching bullets for strangers or literal murderers even.
Likes: Learning, Helping, Sewing, Movies, Coffee, Books/Reading, Success, Open areas.
Dislikes: Fights/Conflict, Loud Noises, Being asked to pick sides, Attention, Failure, Large crowds of people, His eye getting commented on/asked about, Small spaces.
Strengths: Stealthy, Realistic, Observant, Lying/Hiding things, Intelligence, Preparing/Planning, Empathetic, Listening, Inventing/Hacking, Health science.
Weaknesses: Cowardly, Paranoid, Compulsive liar, His right eye, Easily guilt-tripped/manipulated, Lacks all physical strength, Awkward conversations, Easily intimidated, Not much stamina, Overly caring.
Hates: Conflict, Arguing, Failure, His eye.
Fears: Being useless/worthless, Being completely alone, Claustrophobia, Losing friends.
More Emotional/Logical: It depends, he seems more logical when someone meets him, but he’s definitely an emotional kind of guy about some things.
Allergies: None, thankfully.
Physical Disabilities: Asthma. His right eye.
Mental Illnesses: Depression, Anxiety, Selective Mutism, C-PTSD, and Anorexia Nervosa.
Addictions: That the family knows about? None. But in all actuality, probably quite a few.
Both/Right/Left-Handed: Both, was born right-handed but after what happened to his right eye- Yeah, he's learned to write and do everything with his left hand, though he still knows how to use his right.
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Background: Revealed through roleplay.
Themesong(s):
Doubt by Crywank.
Notches by Crywank.
Anxiety by Blackbear.
Trees by Twenty One Pilots.
Heavydirtysoul by Twenty One Pilots.
Level of Concern by Twenty One Pilots.
House of Gold by Twenty One Pilots.
Car Radio by Twenty One Pilots.
Screen by Twenty One Pilots.
Smithereens by Twenty One Pilots.
WHY by NF.
Black Bile by The Comedown.
Second Chance by Shinedown.
Iridescent by Linkin Park.
One More Light by Linkin Park.
Good Intentions by Dappy.
DROWN by AViVA.
(Family Only) Affiliation: WIP
Times In The System: He was in the system once before this family, since he was 9.
Time In Family: 5 months.
Additional Information: Gorōta’s voice is on the higher side of the spectrum, not screechy or gravelly, but quiet and holding back. It’s what many people would think a scared voice would sound like, but it’s just his regular one.
|~| Jass |~|
Name: Jasutina Kyoko Hiroshi.
Nickname(s): Jass, whatever else you can come up with.
Age: 16.
Gender: Female.
Sexuality: Lesbian.
Poly/Mono/Both: Both.
Birthday: August 1st.(Leo.)
Blood Type: A.
Alignment: Chaotic Neutral.
Nationality: Japanese-American.
Role: The Bass/Flirt.
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Appearance:
Jasutina resides at a rather average height of 5' 8". Her skin tone is fair with warm, reddish undertones. She has plenty of freckles on her body, though especially at her cheeks, nose, and shoulders.
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Jasutina has a rather oval face shape, meaning she has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, but the middle of her face is wider, the whole thing on the longer side. Her cheeks are rather full despite this, and she swears that it’s just because she is always busy with music. Now for the nose, she has a duchess shaped nose, meaning it’s a straight-edged nose that has been ranked one of the best noses, a ‘normal’ nose, if you would. Her lips are pointy natural in shape, making smirks and grins as her most often seen expression.
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Her eyebrows are rather thin, though with a pronounced arch. Despite them being thin, they are extremely easy to see due to the color. Finally, her eyes, they are deepset almond in shape and a dark brown, almost black, in color. Her lower eyelashes are thicker/longer than her top ones. Her face is framed by red hair that is always in an asymmetrical bob, and has obsidian highlights in it.
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Her body structure could quickly be described as an hourglass, a long torso matched with long legs, along with a smaller waist. But don’t worry too much about how thin she seems to be, she weighs at 130 lbs, her BMI a healthy 19.76, though it is on the slimmer side.
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When it comes to clothing, she isn’t one to really care what she looks like to other people, and has been called a punk before simply due to how she dresses. She often wears a dull pink blouse, a black cropped faux leather jacket, black skinny pants, and black strap-&-tie leather boots.
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As for accessories; she wears white fingerless gloves that go up to her elbow, multiple ear piercing, and a simple black choker. With make-up she dons black mascara, obsidian lipstick, and obsidian painted nails.
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As for scars, she really only has a few. One on the palm of her left hand, a burn scar. One on her right elbow, a cut from some accident that happened when she was young. A small one on the left corner of her lip, such a small cut scar that it’s basically impossible to see. One on her left forearm, also from an accident. And finally, one on the back of her right hand, which was also from some random incident. Most of these are hidden by her signature gloves though, and the only one that isn’t is the one on her face.
Personality:
She is loud and rebellious, getting into trouble more often than not. Though, she can usually get out of it on her own too. She’s fairly smart, if she actually applied herself, but her laziness tends to win through when it comes to school and learning. She would much rather be at a concert rather than the loud hallways of school, even though a concert would probably hurt her ears more.
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She’s rather friendly and outgoing too, though a bit teasing. She’ll tease everyone and anyone at a moment's notice. She’s also impulsive and stubborn, never admitting if she was wrong. Though, with close friends and family, she’s extremely sensitive and open, a comforting shoulder to lean on if need be. Though, if anyone else manages to see this, she’ll act like it never happened.
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She’s quick to stand up for what’s right too, even when other people don’t. If someone is lying about something that is rather big, she’ll spill. So she is definitely terrible at keeping secrets due to this, though, if she tries hard enough/has a good enough reason, she can lie/keep a secret like there’s no tomorrow. She’s also extremely flirtatious, with everyone, and will compliment the heck out of anyone she deems cute/hot, even if she isn’t actually interested in a relationship with them.
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She’s also an adrenaline junkie, always looking for danger and something exciting. Though maybe that’s also because she’s easily bored, always giving out smart or sarcastic remarks and insults to people she doesn’t like. Egging them on. She takes anything and everything as a challenge.
Likes: Music, Fire, Spicy Food, Sweets, Sour Food, Exploring, Sarcasm, Art, Compliments, Pranks, Concerts, People, Socializing, Parties, and Night.
Dislikes: Silence, Day, Dairy, Bitter Food, Being Alone, The Cold, Heights, Beaches, Moody People, Tea, Lies, Annoying People, Goody-Two Shoes, Boredom, and Authority.
Strengths: Bass, Singing, Stubborn, Courage, Confident, and Demanding.
Weaknesses: Silence, Lying, Hot-Headed, Sensitive Ears, and Careless.
Hates: Being told what to do, Authority, and Mundane things.
Fears: She fears being left alone forever, forgotten by those she loves and cares for. She doesn’t want to be left behind, and she doesn’t want to leave anyone behind.
More Emotional/Logical: Definitely more emotional. She isn’t an adrenaline junkie due to logic, after all.
Allergies: Lactose-intolerant.
Physical Disabilities: Do her sensitive ears count? If not, then none.
Mental Illnesses: Mild Insomnia.
Addictions: None actually, though she definitely gives off the vibe of someone that would be addicted to something. Well… Maybe adrenaline.
Both/Right/Left-Handed: Both, defaults to right.
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Background: Revealed throughout roleplay.
Themesong(s):
I Like It Loud by Cash Cash.
Hurricane by Panic! At The Disco.
Wish You Were Gay by Billie Eilish.
Ocean Eyes by Billie Eilish.
Miss Jackson by Panic! At The Disco (Ft. LOLO).
Far Too Young To Die by Panic! At The Disco.
Additional Information: Jass has a voice made for singing, her range is wide and she can speak low or high. Normally, she sounds smooth and on the lower side of the spectrum; only slightly though.
|~| Adbrei |~|
Name: Adbrei Akaiti Kennaway.
Nickname(s): Good luck not getting killed. His online name is FaultIn4k.
Age: 16.
Gender: Trans Man. FtM.
Sexuality: He does not wanna think about this. (Gray-Ace and Homoromantic.)
Poly/Mono/Both: Both.
Birthday: June 20th. (Gemini-Cancer Cusp.)
Blood Type: B-.
Alignment: Lawful Neutral.
Nationality: Rarotongan-American.
Role: The Mess.
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Appearance:
Adbrei resides at a shorter height of 5’ 2”(157.48 cm), though he almost looks 4’ 11” (149.86 cm) because of how hunched his back always is. His skin tone is ivory with yellowish undertones, which adds to his overall sicker look. He has absolutely no freckles on his body, making him seem somewhat like a vampire in that respect.
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Adbrei has a diamond face shape, meaning he has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, and the middle of his face is wider, the whole thing on the smaller side. His cheeks are rather sunken, and he gives no reason as to why, as if he just doesn’t even notice the fact. Now for the nose, something that he really hates, he has a hawk shaped nose, meaning it starts off the same way a ‘normal’ nose would, and then goes off the deep end at a slight angle, the tip of it a bit lower than the nasals. His lips are downturned thin in shape, making frowns or thin, straight, pressed lines as his most often seen expression.
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His eyebrows are rather thin, though with the slightest of arch’s. Finally his eyes, which he hates with a burning passion, are a deepset hooded in shape, with heavy bags underneath them. He has to squint them to be able to see anything, either that or wear his glasses… Which he practically refuses to do. As for the color of his eyes, he has heterochromia, with his right eye being a deep navy blue and his left being an amber-brown that seems orange in certain lighting. His face is framed by black hair that is most often found messy and in his face. The back is rougher than the front by a long shot, and the tips of all of it go just below the ears in length, the back going down to the nape of his neck.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular, a short torso matched with slightly longer legs, everything about him screams bony and small, as his middle name’s meaning would suggest. Especially when taking into consideration the fact that this man only weighs in at around 95 lbs, his BMI at 17.37 and being underweight by 7 pounds. He doesn’t even seem to notice the fact that he’s underweight, never giving an excuse. He also sports himself quite a few scars too, mostly at his forearms, with one long one on either forearm. Some are newer than others.
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As for clothing, he usually just wears a simple black hoodie, a random long-sleeve shirt he grabbed whenever, a random pair of jeans, some mismatched socks, and a pair of worn black tennis shoes. He doesn’t put much effort into it, obviously. Though he absolutely cares how people perceive, he tries to pretend he doesn’t. He also has a pair of glasses that he’s supposed to wear, but never does. He also usually wears his binder, whether or not it would be safe to do so.
Personality:
Adbrei is not the type of person someone would see as a people person. Stuttering with practically any sentence unless he starts ranting, he can’t tell any social cues apart. He also ends up fidgeting under any type of stare, refusing to make any eye contact. He also gets very jumpy whenever near people, new or not.
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Adbrei has quite the anger issues too, if he gets angry… Broken arms are in the near future(his own or someone else’s). Either that, or a panic attack. Oh, but definitely an onslaught of verbal bullets. He does not mess around with those.
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Left alone, he becomes very panicky and very self-destructive. Left with people(new or just people he doesn’t trust), he gets very panicky and very other-people-destructive. Put simply, he gets panicky and destructive no matter where he is or who he’s with.
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He’s stubborn, not giving up whenever he sets his mind to something. He’s also very family/friend oriented, even if relationships are strained.
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Despite everything, his self-esteem could be far worse than it is. He knows what he can do, and with those things, his pride is rather high. He also knows his limits though, his drawbacks that make some things harder for him and others. His self-esteem is most affected there, making him less likely to accept change unless it hits him in the face.
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Adbrei has a lot of trouble making friends; he never knows what to say, how to act, and his social anxiety does not help. Meaning, he’s adopted the lone wolf style even though he absolutely hates it.
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Adbrei has trouble speaking up when something is bothering him, more likely to stay quiet and let it happen than to try and stop it. He’s a coward, and an easy target for bullying. While he could fight back, his biggest reactions of freeze or panic don’t exactly help with that idea. Especially if cornered.
Likes: Stargazing, Space, Reading, Sewing, Winter, Open Spaces.
Dislikes: People, Bright Lights, Neon Colors, Loud Noises, Small Rooms, Crowds.
Strengths: Intelligence, Eavesdropping, Empathy, Hiding, Climbing, Sewing.
Weaknesses: No Imagination, Stubborn, Temper, Coward, Clumsy, Destructive.
Hates: Extremely Sweet Food, His Brothers, Pity, Being Misgendered.
Fears: Severe Haphephobia, Mild Claustrophobia, & Mild Autophobia.
More Emotional/Logical: Most definitely emotional.
Allergies: People? Haha, none.
Physical Disabilities: Half Blind Left Eye and Near-sighted.
Mental Illnesses: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety, Depression, & Developing Anorexia Nervosa.
Addictions: None.
Both/Right/Left-Handed: Both, predominantly left though.
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Background: Revealed through roleplay.
Themesong(s):
disappear - eli..
Alone - Lund.
Feel Low - Lil Happy Lil Sad.
I Could Never Be Loved - Powfu.
Nobody - shinigami.
Slow Down - The 5:55.
Afraid - The Neighborhood.
Doubt - Twenty One Pilots.
i’m so sick of this - guccihighwaters.
CLAUSTROPHOBIA - 3OH!3.
Myself - NEFFEX.
worthless - eli..
Sick Boy - The Chainsmokers.
Back In School - Mother Mother.
Overwhelmed - Royal & The Serpent.
No Friends - Cadmium ft Rosendale.
DEFEATED by XAM.
SECRETS by XAM.
GOODBYE by XAM.
THE DEVIL by XAM.
BAD THOUGHTS by XAM.
FADE AWAY by XAM.
Additional Information: His voice is closer to the higher side of the spectrum, though he tries to make it lower most of the time. It doesn’t sound gravelly, screechy, or smooth. It sort of sounds like a hiss, actually. Breathy and defensive most of the time.
|~| Rev |~|
Name: Revan Rafe-Hassen Rowland.
Nickname(s): Try it, I dare you.
Age: 16.
Gender: Male.
Sexuality: Gay.
Poly/Mono/Both: Both.
Birthday: January 14th. (Capricorn.)
Blood Type: B.
Alignment: Lawful Neutral.
Nationality: British.
Role: The Rich.
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Appearance:
Revan resides at a shorter height of 5’ 5”, though he looks 5’ 9” because of a simple thing called 4-inch heeled boots. His skin tone is an ivory with yellowish undertones, which adds to his overall sicker look. He has quite a few freckles along his nose and cheeks, something he hates because they remind him of... A few things.
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Revan has a diamond face shape, meaning he has a smaller forehead and a smaller chin, and the middle of his face is wider, the whole thing on the longer side. His cheeks are rather sunken, and he gives no reason as to why, as if he just doesn’t even notice the fact. Now for the nose, something that he’s glad about is the fact that it is an aquiline shaped nose, meaning it's the stereotypical 'normal' nose. His lips are downturned thin in shape, making confident and sly smirks/grins his most often seen expression.
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His eyebrows are rather thin, though with the slightest of arch’s. Finally his eyes, which he hates with a burning passion, are a deepset hooded in shape, with heavy bags underneath them that are hard to ignore given the circular glasses that he has to wear due to his terrible eyesight. He has heterochromia, with his left eye being amber and the right one being a gray-purple, an actual eye color, though he’ll wear colored contacts to make them both seem amber in color. His face is framed by bright yellow hair that fades into a bright purple, the hair is dyed and at times, black roots can be seen coming up. The back of his hair is fluffier than the front by a long shot, and the tips of all of it go just below the ears in length, the back going down to the nape of his neck. It’s usually in his face, hiding the power mark on his forehead, though it's not exactly messy hair of any kind... It's pretty professional-like, though with a slight unkempt aura around it, like he made it look like that without even watching or thinking about what he was doing, which is probably the case.
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His body structure could quickly be described as rectangular, a short torso matched with longer legs, everything about him screams lanky and maybe even bony. Especially when taking into consideration the fact that this man only weighs in at around 107 lbs, his BMI at 17.80 and being underweight by 5 pounds. He doesn’t even seem to notice the fact that he’s underweight, never giving an excuse and when he does it’s always work.
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As for clothing, he tends to wear more comfortable clothing unless in public. Green hoodie, a random t-shirt, loose jeans, black tennis shoes. As for in public; random collared long sleeve shirt, jeans, and heeled boots that add four inches to his height. Of course, he also wears his glasses.
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As for scars, he has one hidden within his hair and one at his stomach, both look years old though the stomach one does look older. He also has quite a few on his arms, though even the newest one looks to be at least a month or two old.
Personality:
He is a very serious person, practically refusing any and all emotional attachment. It's a fear of his, to lose someone close to him, the best way he seems to be able to not experience that is by not getting close to anyone. He's very antisocial and awkward, so don't expect too many big speeches. Though he is extremely intelligent when it comes to things like technology, math, science, and history. He will most likely end up rolling his eyes and scoffing at someone for getting a problem or equation or even, question, wrong. Even in day-to-day life with questions like, 'how do you spell something?'
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He also has a lot of perseverance and cares for those he knows deeply, even if he won't admit it. He also seems to have quite the ego, though it's usually faked, and whenever it’s real, it’s shattered by the smallest mistake, or sometimes, even insult.
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He tries not to let things get to him, but he's quick to anger if someone he cares for does something extremely reckless and/or they could’ve died. He’s also loyal to a fault but if something almost happens to someone he knows/cares about, he’ll cut them off from his life, even going as far as to tell them not to contact/talk him ever again, right after getting onto them for doing whatever it was, it’s how he’s lost many friends.
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Other than that, he’s also an insomniac by choice, hating the nightmares that plague his sleep otherwise. The only time you’ll ever see him sleeping is if he passed out from exhaustion and you managed to find him wherever that happened to be at. Accompanying the insomnia, most notably, is probably the intense feelings of guilt that he tries to hide with his confident facade/face.
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He has the tendency to put off his problems at any given time, trying to ignore them and just... Run from them... As quick as possible. He doesn't want to deal with them, doesn't want them, and doesn't feel like he should even have them. So he pushes them deep down and focuses on others problems' rather than his own. Of course, without them realizing that he’s focusing on them, obviously.
Likes: Technology, work, books, tea, coffee, researching, having his ego stroked, horses(will never admit it), solitude, and crowds.
Dislikes: Not having service, people thinking he’s dumb, people blaming him, losing people close to him, making mistakes/failure, having to do speeches, having nightmares, solitude, his mum/mentions of family, and crowds.
Strengths: Technology, Puzzles, Academic-like stuff, Lying/Keeping Secrets, Running.
Weaknesses: Physical strength, People, Socializing, Making Friends, Mourning.
Hates: People, being blamed, having no service, not having his phone, giving speeches, nature.
Fears: Having nightmares, mistakes/failure, being blamed, losing those he’s close to, getting close to people.
More Emotional/Logical: Though he acts as if extremely logical, the reasoning behind this is completely emotional.
Allergies: None.
Physical Disabilities: Nearsighted.
Mental Illnesses: Depression, Insomnia, Anxiety, and C-PTSD.
Addictions: Coffee?
Both/Right/Left-Handed: Right.
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Background: Revealed in roleplay.
Themesong(s):
Dollhouse by Melanie Martinez.
Run and Go by Twenty One Pilots.
Youth by Troye Sivan.
Stand Out Fit In by One OK Rock.
Castle by Halsey.
Born For This by The Score.
Shots by Imagine Dragon.
Bet My Life by Imagine Dragons.
Harder Better Faster Stronger by Daft Punk.
The Search by NF.
Polarize by Twenty One Pilots.
Message Man by Twenty One Pilots.
Heaven by Troye Sivan.
Additional Information: Revan’s voice is near the middle when it comes to high or low, though teetering towards higher. His voice is smooth too, a practiced kind of smooth though, where it usually sounds monotonous and confident and deeper.