Me when I forget to put in my own character sheet >.>
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Name: Tamar Ilyin
Age: 11?
Gender: Male
Time spent: 2-3 months
Appearance:
Human Form;
Tamar as a human looks like the kind of boy you'd overlook in a park, but he'd be playing along with the others nonetheless. Dark hair, brown eyes that constantly probe the world around him, and still growing with some skinny limbs, reaching maybe 145. He's not your classic American melon boy - his parents are migrants. But from his accent, the way he holds himself, among other things - unless you significantly stereotyped him, you'd not notice the difference.
Wolf Form;
Being a juvenile wolf essentially, Tamar's fur colouring isn't fully defined yet. However, many of his features are beginning to present themselves in Tamar.
Tamar looks like an intermingling between a pure white, and mainly black. Tamar's fur type takes more up of his father though - long, fluffy fur that once all the puppy fur is shed, may appear slightly overweight.
Tamar's fur will also often come with a random leaf or two nestled in between it - his attitude to leaf litters and small playthings (I love it!) plays testimony to that. Despite his occasional resolve to clean his fur, at this age he still enjoys doing things pups like - playing around with an odd stick, digging small holes, and generally having a good time with it.
Personality:
(right... some of this may not entirely make sense because it's an adaptation of a different character, yikes)
As of now, Tamar has the stereotypical disposition of a child - small, guileless, innocent. Easily susceptible to ploys from outsiders, and yet to be trained in his parents' images.
He doesn't yet consider his actions before he does them - leading to a slightly brash little youngster that doesn't abide by many rules yet. He's destined to cool down later in life, however.
As of right now, there are some things that are apparent to him in white-and-black. First rule - "Mama is always right."
Too young to have yet gain a fully-formed opinion on the pack and his half-sister, he abides by the one rule - "Mama is always right." If not, it's his father that is right. One way or another, one of them are always right. To Tamar, they know all the knowledge in the universe, and he looks up to them.
Tamar still holds an extremely simplistic view of the environment of the pack. He doesn't question his pack member's decisions, but he does hold a simplistic view of the world that he is unaware that his actions may always have greater consequences, and that the small gestures that another wolf may exhibit mean something. To Tamar, everything in life is simple, and right. He does understand, however, that he will need to venture out alone without his parents to the big, wide world.
Tamar's curiosity is a major feature of his personality that will stick with him over he years. Tamar is inborn with a natural curiosity, leading to many small incidents. Like the one time he jumped into a massive dustbowl and showered the surrounding pack mates with flying dust. Like earlier, sometimes acting brash and thinking before acting has consequences - something he is slowly discovering.
At his current age, Tamar's interpersonal relationships are still black-and-white. He sees everyone as "good", without the little niches of doubt, worry, or intrigue. Tamar is still very gullible - he is easily influenced by the views and opinions of others (but Mama is always right!) and hence has very little personal opinions on others. He likes everyone and hates no-one (yet), as they would say.
His opinions (as scant as they are) resultantly swing back and forth significantly. Barely able to form opinions for himself, he goes backwards and forwards from one wolf to another, unaware that his movements have greater consequences than he knows.
Tamar doesn't lie. After all, no-one lies, in his view of the world. Everyone is usually right, and Tamar takes it all at face value without actually vetting it. He thinks everyone older than him is right - but especially his parents, as Mama is always right!
Overall, Tamar is a trusting, innocent one who looks at the world through a simplistic spectrum, and trusts everyone - sometimes to his disadvantage, but then Mama is always right!
Although gullible, Tamar exhibits a playful and curious nature typical of pups his age, and is always striving to find out more about the world, even in unorthodox ways.
The main problem with Tamar's nature is that he's too trusting. He trusts everything anyone says - even if it's false, because, in Tamar's view of the world, who would ever lie? If you told him to follow you, he would. The main problem is that, if you look on the dark side, Tamar could easily be influenced, and has the vulnerability to be taken away from what he knows, and believe and be taught something else entirely. That is the worry his parents may hide from him - being the rightful son of his father - and the worries he himself is practically entirely unaware of. Awareness comes with age - he does not fully possess that sense of rightness and wrongness.
Strengths:
Tamar is still exploring the boundaries of what he can and can't do (and I think I filled in a lot of this section under "Personality"), but some things that he seems to have developed an aptitude for;
- Memory recollection. Tamar, for his age, is suprisingly good at recalling a specific things someone said, or a certain leaf pile that he likes. Currently this trait isn't used in substantive ways (mainly recalling trivial things rather than important things) but that improves with time.
- Curiosity. Tamar has an insatiable curiosity that may have landed him in trouble in the past. But this fuel for learning everything couldn't be quenched, and hence Tamar still loves to do things he's simply curious of the outcome of.
Weaknesses:
- Lying. Like stated before, Tamar is absolutely pathetic at lying. He simply doesn't see why anyone would lie - after all, why would they? and takes most (if not all) things at face value. (But Mama is always right!)
- His innocence and gullibility. Tamar is at the age where he still can't tell if people are lying or not (and he thinks no-one lies), and hence has a very innocent and gullible profile. More unsavouries may decide to abuse this aspect of him before he grows out of it, but no-one has tried (yet) - this is something that his parents hope that he will grow out of quickly sooner rather than later.
- Same with the strengths - some weaknessess will be closed, some may be opened, but only as Tamar grows up will they become apparent and show themselves.