So I accidentally cracked the screen of my school computer while I was playing a game on it (some random browser game) and the game was freezing while I was trying to survive and well I got angry and kind of grabbed the screen a little too hard.

I should have just stopped playing the game and destressed before trying again or just completely stopped playing it for the day. I don't know man, I'm a really competitive person with a bit of anger issues and I just wanted to complete a challenge. 😓

I hope my computer gets fixed soon (I haven't sent it in yet) because I do virtual school and I can do my work whenever but being behind in work is a hassle. I was really looking forward to this weekend too. (since I get to play online games with my friends) 😞

If any of you guys have some tips on handling stress/anger then I really need it. I do have some stress toys but I don't like to use them because I end up breaking them and some of them are too loud.

I still have to tell my mom that I have broken the screen on my computer which won't be fun because I'm not sure how she will react, but my mom is at work so I guess I will try to stay calm and wait until I can talk to her. The costs for the repairs should be covered since it is my first time breaking a school computer.

I do wish I could go back in time and stop myself from grabbing the screen, it would save me the anxiety and stress of it all. Speaking of stress...I had a few tests yesterday for my learner's permit but I failed them and that really stressed me out, I think the stress from that could have contributed to this little incident or I could be talking nonsense and they aren't related at all.