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Tbh, I don't have good experiences with anyone who tried to help with my problems. I got more problems from people who tried to help. So, like, I'm pretty much going to keep internalizing all this shit and not letting anyone see because fuck everything raw in the nuts, including myself B)
Sirris said:
I get what you mean, I'm scared to discuss my problems for that reason. Which is probably why I'm so depressed... Lol Like I don't have good experiences with therapists as you can see. Lmfao
ASomeonePerson said:
@Sirris F to the therapist.
I'm likely not going to get therapy anytime soon. I want to hog all my trauma to myself and not go through any of it at all. I'm scared that once I go through therapy and, like, y'know, ~work through my problems~, I'll stop projecting all my shit and my writing will stop being interesting—
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HOSEA AND LENNY BRUH
BRO WHY YOU SUMMONING MY TEARS |
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Honestly, when the game reached that point, I was just so emotionally dead inside that I didn't have any sadness left to express—
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What about Arthur??? I cried for days... lmao
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Yeah, I think I'll do the same. Nothin's helping with either of us it seems. I know it's not good to bottle this shit up, but sometimes only you can heal yourself. It's up to the person suffering to be honest.
ASomeonePerson said:
Tbh, I don't have good experiences with anyone who tried to help with my problems. I got more problems from people who tried to help. So, like, I'm pretty much going to keep internalizing all this shit and not letting anyone see because fuck everything raw in the nuts, including myself B)
Sirris said:
I get what you mean, I'm scared to discuss my problems for that reason. Which is probably why I'm so depressed... Lol Like I don't have good experiences with therapists as you can see. Lmfao
ASomeonePerson said:
@Sirris F to the therapist.
I'm likely not going to get therapy anytime soon. I want to hog all my trauma to myself and not go through any of it at all. I'm scared that once I go through therapy and, like, y'know, ~work through my problems~, I'll stop projecting all my shit and my writing will stop being interesting—
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CAUSE I CAN
But regarding therapisits - I went to therapy for roughly eight months, and it was good. Like I felt better, but when you talk about issues that you have, it feels sorta stale? Like that's what you're supposed to do. Talk about your issues, solve them, find out what's going on with you, etc. And during the time I was talking to someone I was feeling better, but my mental health is still lowkey shit, I just don't feel like telling my momma who would be like "why'd you say you were done then?". Yeah. That's my experience.
And just talking to people who try to help just makes things worse. I don't care if I trust you - that shit is literally my entire being - my depression, anxiety, insomnia, etc. And if you were to spread that, I don't know what I'd do? Because for me, I do a very good job of hiding that B) |
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Lmfao, I literally trust no one in my life when it comes to my mental issues; it's why so many of my OCs are so mentally damaged and 99% of the plots I come up with are extremely depressing. When I made the mistake of trusting someone, she came around and tore out my heart. Not doing that shit again. Internalizing everything is the way to go in my universe ;') |
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Yeah, that's why I believe that sometimes it's up to the person who is suffering. I think if they are willing to get better or get help then it should be easier for them to get better then someone who doesn't want help and isn't willing to get better. |
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I don't think that anyone else can actually 'fix' you. You feel what you feel, nobody else determines that. Yeah sure someone could come along and distract you from those thoughts and feelings, but honestly, not everyone sticks around, no matter how good it may be :") So like, you're the only person who can fix yourself, and plus you know yourself best. That's my thought on it. It's not that therapy or talking to someone about your feelings is useless, but I personally think it really doesn't do anything. Not in the long run, at least. |
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The exact same thing happened to me. I was willing to trust the one person I loved more then anything with my problems and I was hoping he would actually be there for me. But he was just too cold, emotionless, too invested in his work then to be with me. It broke my heart but I was happy I had the chance to even be with him and make so many great memories. Don't get into a relationship that you know might not last. Don't say yes to a marriage proposal when you're young. Big mistake, it happened to me and I'm still suffering for it. Biggest mistake you can ever make. Lol
ASomeonePerson said:
Lmfao, I literally trust no one in my life when it comes to my mental issues; it's why so many of my OCs are so mentally damaged and 99% of the plots I come up with are extremely depressing. When I made the mistake of trusting someone, she came around and tore out my heart. Not doing that shit again. Internalizing everything is the way to go in my universe ;')
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Tru tru. Pizza's better at distracting than fake friends, anyway. |
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