"Bae stop forcing me if I don't want to look at you then I don't have to." I say and again pull my face away from you while taking my hand out of yours and standing up." I don't care if you haven't told anyone about us, us being together is our decision they don't have a part in it." I say and walk inside locking the door with yuki inside but you out

I get up to follow you but I'm stopped in my tracks when you close the door and lock me out. "You wanted to know what I wasn't telling you. That's what I wasn't telling you. I haven't told anyone about us. I have told my family I'm gay. They don't know. I didn't even know til I met you. And now your getting mad at me for telling you?" I start rambling but knowing it's not gonna solve any problems I stop and chide myself for everything. I contemplate going to my apartment to sleep but decide to wait a little longer to see if you would cool off first.

"That's not why I'm mad Bae." I whisper against the door and open it for you." I'm mad because you forced me to look at you it brings up childhood trauma that I want to keep hidden. If I don't want to look at you then I'm not going to look at you. I don't liked being forced to do things." I say and keep the door open for you but I walk to the couch." I'm sleeping down here tonight."

"How was I supposed to know that Ace. We can't keep going like this. From now on no more secrets between us. Deal?" Iadk as I walk in closing the door behind Me and standing infront of the couch. I search your face for anything. For any sign that you are joking about sleeping on the couch. Seeing none I turn tail and head upstairs. "I'm taking a shower"

"Deal." I whisper and look away from you." I'm not joking about the sleeping on the couch." I say and look into your eyes before you walk upstairs." Don't slip that would just hurt you." I call up the stairs and turn on the TV looking at the stairs for a moment

I roll my eyes and finish climbing the stairs heading to the room. I dig in the closet and pull out a pair of sweat pants before going into the bathroom and turning on the water.

A sens of longing goes into my body and I look at Fire smiling faintly before walking upstairs into our bedroom and quietly closing the door so you don't hear me. I get a pair of white pants and change into them taking off my shirt and laying on the bed waiting for you to get out of the bathroom

I get undressed and climb into the shower letting the hot water soothe and calm me. I stand there for a little longer then intended before finally climbing out and drying off. I throw on the sweat pants before walking out of the bathroom drying my hair with a towel.

I keep looking at the bathroom door expecting you to come out already but you take a longer time so I stand up and walk to the desk and sit in the chair working out some of the wedding planning. I hear the lock of the bathroom click and see you come out." Hey baby." I say gently and look up from my work memorizing every line of your body then my eyes land on your lips they stay there for a while before I avert my gaze

"Hey" I say as I begin to walk over. "Whatcha doing?" I ask placing my hands on the back of the chair and peering at the screen. I fel your eyes on me and swallow hard. "Working on wedding stuff?" I ask risking a glance down at you.