Wolf Play : im so tired (big vent)

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11:15:39 Ecifircas

Venn, hey! I'm okay... just tireddd. I randomly decided to enlist in the Marine Corps. I suck at everything so they figured my strength might be running... suck at that too, so I've just been working out all night. It hurts. You? Lmaoo. And I figured you'd be itching to mess with your codes with palettes finally back on.

Zeraphia, lol. I look like a horse. As a religious person, I know sometimes they're weird about cutting their hair so whenever I haven't cut my hair in a while and the ends get all gross, I know I have horse religion nut hair, lolll.

Lackadaisy

11:15:33 Stray, LT | H/H

Vah,

I think Feo's state of mind is that he's some precious, gorgeous idiot that he needs to cradle otherwise he will shatter into a million pieces if he stubs his toe

He definitely does not believe Lucius is self-sufficient, but it would make sense that Feo would want something to take care of now that the other mysterious boyo is gone

Zeraphia

11:14:08 Space Pirate Captain

Spite guardian--pffft

Zeraphia

11:13:55 Space Pirate Captain

Spirit

There you go. Career goals.

Vennenum

11:13:44 Venn/Venne

Spite is a fair motivator.

"Spiter Guardians"
I can see that happening.

SpiritGuardian

11:13:06 Hibernating human

Vah, that'd genuinely be funny. Me going to college for law just to prove to venn that coding is more like stepping on tacks.

You know maybe I'll actually do that, I wanted to go to college but I didnt know what for.

Zeraphia

11:12:58 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

XD Lucius has trophy-husband vibes and that's all he's got going for him.

Everything else is questionable.

Lackadaisy

11:12:28 Stray, LT | H/H

Vah,

..okay, fair enough

Zeraphia

11:12:08 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

Not a single one. But hey, at least he looks pretty--

Zeraphia

11:11:57 Space Pirate Captain

Eci

A... what?

Lackadaisy

11:11:55 Stray, LT | H/H

Vah,

0 brain cells. Not a single one.

Zeraphia

11:11:37 Space Pirate Captain

Spirit

I'd make some lawyer + spirit/ghost/guardian joke but I don't have the thoughts.

Vennenum

11:11:04 Venn/Venne

Eci! How're ya?
Totally not procrastinating on fixes. lmao

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11:11:00 Ecifircas

Damn being mixed race. I feel like whenever I try to grow out my hair I just look like a Mormon pony.

All uneven and so long, lmao.

Zeraphia

11:10:47 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

XD well, so was Atlas and he went walking right up to him too.

He's... the whole self-preservation is not entirely solid. And he's kind of mad. 0 good thoughts.

SpiritGuardian

11:10:00 Hibernating human

Venn, also I havent made a palette in a solid two months.
But maybe I'll get into a coding phase once I find all my fixes for the code

The Reaper

11:09:49 Reaper / Grim

A stick-? XD

Lackadaisy

11:09:31 Stray, LT | H/H

Are you kidding me??????

That could-

It could be a /murderer!!/

And all he has is a fucking stick?!

How did he fall in love with this man -

SpiritGuardian

11:08:55 Hibernating human

Vah, Thankfully I'm not blonde so It'll be like- i don't know actually.

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11:15:39 Ecifircas

Lackadaisy

11:15:33 Stray, LT | H/H

Zeraphia

11:14:08 Space Pirate Captain

Spite guardian--pffft

Zeraphia

11:13:55 Space Pirate Captain

Spirit

There you go. Career goals.

Vennenum

11:13:44 Venn/Venne

Spite is a fair motivator.

"Spiter Guardians"
I can see that happening.

SpiritGuardian

11:13:06 Hibernating human

Zeraphia

11:12:58 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

XD Lucius has trophy-husband vibes and that's all he's got going for him.

Everything else is questionable.

Lackadaisy

11:12:28 Stray, LT | H/H

Vah,

..okay, fair enough

Zeraphia

11:12:08 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

Not a single one. But hey, at least he looks pretty--

Zeraphia

11:11:57 Space Pirate Captain

Eci

A... what?

Lackadaisy

11:11:55 Stray, LT | H/H

Vah,

0 brain cells. Not a single one.

Zeraphia

11:11:37 Space Pirate Captain

Spirit

I'd make some lawyer + spirit/ghost/guardian joke but I don't have the thoughts.

Vennenum

11:11:04 Venn/Venne

Eci! How're ya?
Totally not procrastinating on fixes. lmao

SACRIFICE

11:11:00 Ecifircas

Damn being mixed race. I feel like whenever I try to grow out my hair I just look like a Mormon pony.

All uneven and so long, lmao.

Zeraphia

11:10:47 Space Pirate Captain

Stray

XD well, so was Atlas and he went walking right up to him too.

He's... the whole self-preservation is not entirely solid. And he's kind of mad. 0 good thoughts.

SpiritGuardian

11:10:00 Hibernating human

Venn, also I havent made a palette in a solid two months.
But maybe I'll get into a coding phase once I find all my fixes for the code

The Reaper

11:09:49 Reaper / Grim

A stick-? XD

Lackadaisy

11:09:31 Stray, LT | H/H

Are you kidding me??????

That could-

It could be a /murderer!!/

And all he has is a fucking stick?!

How did he fall in love with this man -

SpiritGuardian

11:08:55 Hibernating human

Vah, Thankfully I'm not blonde so It'll be like- i don't know actually.

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11:08:50 Ecifircas

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im so tired (big vent)

December 30, 2023 09:52 PM

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I've just been so tired recently tbh. I have no motivation for so many things. Not too long ago I got diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. Lately it's been hard to do the most simple shit like brushing my teeth or eating or even getting out of bed. I feel so alone in my head :(

I try talking to others, roleplaying, being the happiest person I can be but in reality I'm actually so tired and I don't know how much longer I can go on.

I've gotten into therapy but I haven't had a single real session. They've cancelled all three fucking sessions I've scheduled. I'll probably have to get another therapist but i am so fucking tired. And I'm so tired of waiting I just want to get help already.

I'm on depression medication, but I feel like it's not working at all. I feel like nothing's ever going to work. I've been so depressed for the past 4 years I feel like I'm never going to get better. Like nothing is ever going to help me. With every week I lose more and more hope for myself and my future - I can't even imagine a future for myself other than one where I'm not alive anymore.

My mom says she's here to help me but I really don't even know if I believe that. She found out that I was trans and told me it was just some "result of my depression" and that "im living in some kind of fantasy world I need to wake up from" what the fuck??? literally what???

Absolutely nobody in my family supports trans people or even queer people. i feel so alone. I had attempted just last month and my mom was just pissed at me and kept bringing up that i "didnt even consider how it would affect other people"

I just recently began dating my best friend of a couple of years. I've felt feelings for her since sometime in May. But I've had so many bad encounters with relationships that I am so so scared I'm going to do something wrong or shes going to stab me in the back like many people ive let walk all over me. She's so amazing and sweet and caring and really? I don't believe she would do something like that. But I've grown to have such bad abandonment issues its not even funny

I feel so alone in my head. I don't want some hotline. I want authentic human support if anyone could provide some.

but if not, its okay i guess. i needed to get all of this out. It's become almost impossible anymore to pretend everything is okay

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