I should be happy, but i feel so tired, I feel like I'm gonna cry after every little thing, I feel like I've been getting more aggressive or something lately, [Mod edit: removed inappropriate content.] , but my parents recently installed a camera on the front porch, it didn't matter much to me at first but when they told me to stop punching the [Mod edit: removed inappropriate content.] doesn't feel the same and my emotions have started to feel useless, my parents seem to notice but they go about asking me in the wrong way, instead they say they can't handle anymore secrets because my sister almost met a guy online, so when they saw I was upset they told me to tell them, I wasn't allowed to keep it to myself and it wasn't because they were worried about me letting my emotions out so they could help, it was because they didn't want secrets, I'll probably say more later