I just can't stay motivated consistently. Some days I'm just up for doing my homework and I feel really great, other days I slack off for hours dreading something. Sometimes I avoid just one thing, sometimes I'm allergic to homework.

I have a desk I am trying to do my work on to separate myself from laziness associated with my bed where I usually slack off. I leave my big light on in my room because it keeps me from going into relax mode. I force myself to do math and reward myself by going out afterwards, but I can't always get outside. I listen to music a lot.

I can do notes. Just some music and picking out the most important stuff, summarizing. I like that. Never had an issue with Spanish. English is usually ok, especially reading. But math..

I can do it when I have just one section, I can split up the types of problems and get through one part at a time. I really slacked because I got assigned two sections, and the first one had one homework assignment and the second one had two assignments. I just.. couldn't. I guess I got overwhelmed. But then not doing it makes me more stressed out and thinking about it makes me want to do it even less.

And then videos are sometimes worse. I hate them. I can't listen to music or I'll miss the info and I can't multitask. It's ok when it's an art tutorial, but 25 minutes about how this or that impacted society and the historical effect.. I also just hate the video site they're on in general, because the stupid thing forces you to sit through the whole video and do the questions and if you leave without answering a question it brings you to the last one and you can't fast forward.

I don't mind school I just can't consistently do my work. If I could maybe it would be better. I just have no motivation sometimes.