Jax raised an eyebrow at Noah, he really didn't get why he was acting like he was and couldn't help but wonder what he had been saying to Anna. He tilted his head slightly and bit his lip as he thought. He ran a hand through his hair after a while breathing out a sigh. Jax raised his eyes again as Noah started nipping at Anna's neck, he wasn't entirely comfortable with him doing that but it wasn't like he was going to say anything. He gave them both a confused look because Jax was completely confused as to what was going on. Jax saw what Anna had mouthed and furrowed his brow, he didn't really want to not do what Anna had said so got up and kicked Noah's ass twice as she had said. Jax gave him an apologetic smile and glanced back at the door wondering when Damien would get to his house.

Anna watched as Jax kicked Noah in the ass twice. "Woah." He was caught off guard and let go of Anna, "Not fair." He muttered as he got up, getting closer to Anna but she just backed up more and more. "I gotta go Noah. Your emotional support has left you." She smiled as she gave Noah a quick kiss on the neck, leaving a stain of red lipstick on his neck. "I'll be back." She smiled as she left, slamming the door behind her. "I miss her already." He muttered as he sat back on the couch, it wasn't like he was attached to Anna. Right? Well he was, he couldn't help himself but of course he respected her boundaries and stuff so it wasn't like it was awkward between him and Anna. He smiled as he opened up his arms, "I want you to cuddle with me. Please?" He smiled as he felt the pain in between his ass cheeks and his dick. The wasn't unbearable but still, it hurt like hell. "And why did you kick me!? I thought you loved me…" Noah actually couldn't believe Jax would actually hurt him which made him hurt even more.

(I'm going swimming again, I probably will be back in around two hours)

Jax just smiled apologeticly and shrugged slightly with another small smile. He watched as Anna walked away from Noah and looked between them again. He definitely felt disconnected from everything but just shook the feeling off. He continued to just watch them as they talked and Anna finally left. Jax smiled slightly at Noah as he sat back down on the sofa and wrapped his arms around Noah. He furrowed his brow as he listened to what Noah said and sighed quietly "I do love you, I'm sorry about that I just did what Anna said because she wanted to go" he glanced at Noah hoping he wasn't annoyed at him.

(Ohh okay,have fun!

I'm not sure I'll be able to reply later anyway the book I'm reading has affected me wayyy more than I thought)

Noah's jaw dropped, he couldn't believe what Jax was just now saying. "Oh so you take commands from Anna now?" He was picking a fight and he knew it, not all relationships can pass by without one argument. He crossed his arms while pouting like a child. He actually felt hurt by what Jax did and say, of course he wasn't going to say that because technically he already did. "Anna didn't need to go back to work, she just wanted to be around Millie. You need to learn how Anna gets her ways so you can avoid what you just did." He felt mad at Jax but more in a silly way rather than a serious and straight forward way. He thought about what he just said and sat there in pure silence for a few minutes. He sighed as he looked over at Jax, "I'm sorry I made it a big deal. It's just…" He took a deep breath and continued, "It's just Anna is my emotional support person. I always go to her if there's a problem or if I'm feeling down and she always knows what to say and do to help me feel better? You know? Everyone needs someone like that." He gave Jax a warm smile before kissing him.

"I love you." He smiled as he gave Jax another quick kiss on the lips.

(Oo, alright. I'm going to need the name of the book… like right now. 😂)

Jax furrowed his brow as he looked at Noah, he had no idea why he was saying that and got abit annoyed admittedly. He watched what Noah did and raised an eyebrow "Well, what was I meant to do, she clearly wanted to go" he spoke in a slightly annoyed tone though tried not to show it. Jax listened to what Noah said after in disbelief and shook his head "I'm not just going to ignore her though" he shrugged slightly not wanting to mention that he was abit scared of Anna. Jax just continued to look at Noah with a kinda clueless expression and was just relieved when he apologised and listened to what he said with a small nod. He did definitely get what Noah was saying and just offered a small smile. "Yeah, I know what you mean" he spoke. Jax bit his lip and smiled "I love you too" he wrapped his arms around Noah again only slightly apprehensively as he hoped it would be okay for him to do that.

(It's called Holding the man..God I literally felt sooo disconnected from reality 🥲)

Noah smiled back at Jax, he slightly jumped when he wrapped his arms around him though. Noah felt a little disoriented but shook it off, it was something he didn't want to feel but also just couldn't ignore it within seconds. He kissed Jax again and smiled even more, "I'm bored, I hate staying in the same place for a long time. I need Anna!" He groaned as he tried to entertain himself by getting naked and toying with Jax, it definitely helped his boredom but not by much. He licked all across Jax's chest and up his neck and soon enough, his lips found Jax's. He smiled as he kissed him, forcing his tongue inside Jax's mouth. "Can you help me cure my boredom? Please." He muttered as he sat on top of Jax, completely naked and leaned down to kiss him again. It wasn't like he wanted sex although he would be completely fine with it if it did turn into sex. He smiled at the thought as he let his hand roam across Jax's body, slowly removing his shirt.

(I will definitely look that up)

Jax loosened his grip abit feeling Noah jump, and ran a hand through his hair and rested it on his nape, just keeping one hand on Noah's waist. He smiled quickly as he looked at Noah trying to understand what he was thinking but it clearly didn't seem to work because he still felt abit lost. Jax heard what Noah said and nodded, he could definitely understand what he meant but that did remind him of Damien because he was just like that. He glanced at Noah as he got naked and smiled slightly as he started touching him. Jax couldn't help but moan as he felt Noah's mouth and tongue against his. He just shrugged at what Noah asked "I can try" Jax was just being honest and did hope he could help him. He let his hands run over the muscles in his back as Noah got on top of him. Jax just had a sudden thought as he felt Noah's hands lift his shirt "Shit-" he muttered under his breath. He placed a hand on his chest, pushing him back gently "Sorry, I just remembered Damien's coming over soon" he smiled slightly and not long after he heard Damien's footsteps heading up the stairs to his apartment and opened the door. He glanced at Noah quickly and wandered over to the door seeing Damien who just looked at him fairly accusingly.

Noah felt like he was in another world, that is until Jax pulled him away from him. He felt hurt by it but didn't make it a big deal, he gave Jax a weak smile before getting up and going into the bedroom to change. He was slightly worried that Damien could see his naked ass as he went into the bedroom and slowly closed the door. He put on some new boxers and black shorts, he didn't bother to put on a shirt. Once he was done, he opened the door back up and smiled when he saw a glimpse of Damien's body by the door. He went over to the couch and picked up his clothes. He was still hurt by the fact that Jax pulled him away, he was really looking forward on having sex with Jax. At some point, Noah just wanted to grab Jax's ass and fuck him right in front of Damien. Once his mind went that far, his entire face turned red as he paused in the middle of the room and thought about what he just thought of. He shook his head like a wild animal, he continued to pick up his clothes and put them near the bedroom door to let himself remind him that he needed to do laundry. He went over and sat on the couch, waiting for Jax and Damien.

Damien raised his eyes as he looked at Jax, he definitely had the most amount of hickeys he had ever seen and chuckled because honestly he wasn't surprised. Jax caught on to what Damien was looking at and blushed which only made Damien smirked, there wasn't many times when he had a chance to tease Jax like he teased him so was always glad at an opportunity. "Yeah, it's like I can count how many times you guys have had sex" he spoke with a smirk pretending to count the hickeys, Jax hit him "Damien.." he just said which was enough of a warning. Damien chuckled as he walked into the flat and saw Noah, raising an eyebrow instantly "I didn't interrupt anything did I?" He muttered to Jax, a smile playing on his lips. Damien did watch as he saw Noah stand in the middle of the room,bright red and smirked with a small chuckle but didn't mention it and followed Jax as he turned to go over to the sofa. Jax sat tentatively next to Noah, giving him a small smile before Damien sat beside him looking between them. Jax sighed as he didn't really know what to do.

Noah chuckled nervously at both the men, he suddenly felt uncomfortable showing his half naked body to Damien. "I-I'll be right back." He had an unsure emotion on his face and looked down, slightly having a panic attack. His body was probably the most insecure part of his body, especially now. He walked into the bedroom and put on a shirt and changed into long baggy black joggers and a sweatshirt. He was so insecure about his body now, he didn't know why. He didn't want Damien or Jax to see any skin. He tucked his hands in his pockets and put his hoodie over his head. The only you could see was his face and his feet. He walked out of the bedroom and walked over to the couch and sat next to Jax, a little too close but he didn't mind. His heart rate was through the roof, he wasn't surprised if Jax could hear it. He didn't smile at Jax or Damien, instead he just laid his head on Jax's shoulder and closed his eyes. After a few minutes of sleeping, his phone rang. Noah was dead asleep, not even a fire alarm could wake him up. Of course it was Ryan calling him but he didn't answer.