Jax smiled again at Noah and blushed as he saw him blush. He looked down at him and rested his head on Noah's,he had just really missed him and realised how empty he had felt with Noah gone. Jax also realised how weak he had felt without him. He chuckled quietly at the thought and smiled as he felt Noah hugging him tighter. Jax looked at him wondering why he was crying but just ran his hands around Noah's back gently "It's okay" he muttered if Noah was worrying about anything. He looked at him wondering if he had just imagined him saying that but just knew that those words always hit him and just made everything so surreal,possibly unbelievable but also made everything feel so great. Jax rolled his eyes at himself in his head before running his hands through Noah's hair again. "I love you too,Noah" he spoke realising how he hadn't ever meant words more than those. "Forever" Jax added wrapping his arms back around Noah.

(Ohh okay,dw,I know that feeling all too well loll)

Noah held onto Jax tighter, he almost let go because he thought he was suffocating Jax. He chuckled at the thought and loosened his grip. He couldn't help but think about a life he always wanted with a lover, he always wanted what Anna and Millie have, of course everyone wanted what they had. They had the wealth, the stability in their marriage, they love each other unconditionally (well not to the public), and most of all… They didn't go through 10 marriages or had to date 50 guys to find each other. Noah got jealous by even thinking about it. He groaned as he looked at Jax, everything he ever wanted was right here in his arms. He for once thought he had what Anna and Millie had. He felt like he was truly loved by Jax and that right there was enough to make him cry even more. He bit Jax's shoulder to muffle his sober and his sounds when he cried, biting down harder by the minute. He did slightly hoped that he wasn't hurting Jax and loosened his jaw then licked the place he bit down, silently apologizing for biting him.

(Sorry it took a while to respond, I had writers block plus I was wayy into my book. It's literally amazing!)

Jax smiled again as he looked at Noah with a content sigh. Of course the circumstances could be better but being with Noah was distracting enough so that it didn't seem like they were in a hospital. He rested his head on Noah's shoulder chuckling quietly as he felt his grip loosen. Jax was surprised he didn't mind it either way. He looked back at Noah concerned as to why he was crying again. He hated not knowing what to do to help Noah and just figured he could ask if there was anything he could do. "Are you okay?" Jax asked hoping he wasn't worrying or thinking about what had happened. He wasn't exactly uncomfortable with Noah biting him and just smiled at him again when he licked it. Jax was happy and content with him and realised that he would feel like that whenever Noah was with him. It kinda make him think of how Noah was like his home,instead of a literal place. He chuckled quietly again and closed his eyes feeling slightly tired.

(Don't worry about it! Ohh cool,what book?)

Noah started panting, mostly because he was hot with his skin up against Jax's. He muffled his groans by clenching onto Jax's chest and his lips up against his neck. He didn't want to answer Jax's question, mostly because he just didn't feel like talking about what happened to him. He tried to ignore the question as long as possible but the question stuck around his mind, just forcing him to say something, "I'm fine." His voice was low and almost was muffled. "I love you, you don't have anything to worry about." He partly smiled as he started kissing Jax's nape, slightly moaning while at it. He couldn't help himself, even if he could.

(It's called The Bodyguard. It's amazing! It's on wattpad, it is mature though but damn it's so good! It's really a story like enemies to friends then friends to lovers. It's so good! The couple is gay soooo)

Jax smiled to himself dazily,he did feel slightly dazed but knew that was just because of him being tired. All the past days events hit him as he thought them through,it had definitely been the worse thing he's ever experienced,he shook the thoughts off it wasn't like he wanted to remember. Jax wasn't even aware what time it was at the moment but didn't care too much either,he was just content with Noah. He was almost asleep when Noah spoke and he looked at him with a nod. Jax smiled at what he said after that "Okay,I love you too" he spoke quietly wrapping his arms around Noah's neck before closing his eyes again wanting the moment to never end.

(Ohh okay,yeahh I'll probably check it out!)

Noah was dead asleep when all the sudden the door opened. "What the hell?" He muttered as he lifted his head, it was AJ and Quint. He groaned as he buried his head in Jax's neck, not wanting to talk to the boys. "Surprise!" AJ lifted his arm and revealed a bag then sat it on the desk. "I don't accept gifts." Noah peaked up to look at Quint, he then looked at Jax. "He's sleeping. Get the fuck out." Quint looked confused, "Well damn, sorry." He smirked at Noah then left the room. AJ was left in the room, "Well do you want me to leave?" Noah groaned as he flicked his middle finger at him. AJ rolled his eyes as he left. He really didn't feel like talking to anyone expect Jax.

(Yeah it's amazing! Ah I'm literally obsessed with the book now, I can't stop reading it but I know something is going to happen Julian and It's going to make me cry. It's so emotional. Oh by the way it's Romance/mystery/a bit of thriller)

It didn't take Jax long to fall asleep although he did have to stop his mind going to thoughts he didn't want. He was still half asleep when he heard voices in the room but was still too tired to look up to see who it was. Jax soon fell back asleep although ignored the buzz he felt in his pocket.

Damien had already gone back to his house and was surprised how quiet it was. He sat down on the sofa as he wondered about Jax and Noah,he knew they would be okay with each other now but thought about how the day had been. Damien was just glad Jax had found Noah because it had definitely worried him to see him like that. He wandered over to his room before thinking of Jason and wondering how he was. Damien fell asleep among those thoughts.

(Ohh sounds good! Well apart from it being emotional,I probably shouldn't read more after downloading two really sad books but I do love them lol 😂)

Noah groaned as he woke up officially, it was around late afternoon. "I want my own bed." He muttered, the hospital bed wasn't that bad but he definitely missed his own, he's always in Jax's bed, he almost forgot how his own bed felt like. He did need to pee so he tried to get up, he grabbed the IV and jerked it out of him. He walked to the bathroom and definitely fell trying to take a step. "Woah!" He hit his chin on the hard floor as his mind suddenly forgot to walk. After a few minutes of laying there, he finally got up and walked to the bathroom. He didn't close the bathroom door since it was just Jax there. Once he was done, he opened up the door and walked down to the cafeteria, not wanting Jax to know he was up. He grabbed some salad and sat down, figuring what Jax's reaction would be if he didn't see Noah when he woke up.

(Lol)

Jax woke up,blinking sleep from his eyes and yawned wondering if he should go back to sleep because he still felt tired and worn out. He did open his eyes fully slightly forgetting where he was for a few seconds and then realised before looking around for Noah. When he didn't see him Jax sat upright,instantly awake,and slightly worried. He looked around the room but saw he wasn't there. He tried to take a few deep breaths to calm his heart race speeding up and just told himself to calm down since Noah had probably just gone somewhere quickly. Jax tried to stop overthinking everything that happened but knew he wouldn't be able to relax and got up deciding he'd just check if Noah was around the hospital. He walked towards the cafeteria guessing he might be there. Jax sighed instantly seeing he was sat down eating and felt his heart race slowing,he shook his head quickly and ran a hand through his hair before walking over to Noah and sitting down next to him.

Noah smiled as he watched Jax get close to him. "Hey babe." He just couldn't help himself, it's like he was drawn to him. He immediately kissed Jax when he sat down. He finished eating his food before leading Jax back up to his hospital room. He closed the door and gave Jax a very long and steamy kiss. "I want to go home," he looked down muttered then added, "I want to go to your place." He rested his head on Jax's shoulder while silently crying. He grabbed onto Jax's waist to help him stand up. He had very mixed emotions and feelings and the one who stood out was fear. He felt his spine have chills as he tried to not look like he was nervous.