Jax smiled against Noah's mouth,not allowing himself to think anything else but just focusing on Noah,which admittedly wasn't hard to do. He could definitely relate to what Noah said and smiled again he ran his hand over his face letting them run over his lips before sighing quietly. Jax wrapped his arms around Noah as he carried him to the bedroom and breathed in the smell of him,he couldn't resist. He did raise his eyes as Noah climbed on top of him wondering if he still didn't want to go that far with it. He ran his hands over Noah's shoulders just letting Noah do whatever he wanted. Jax felt a shiver as he felt his mouth on his neck and moaned almost silently and tugged gently at Noah's hair.

Noah lost complete self control when he heard the slightest moan out of Jax. "God, I want you." He bit every square inch of Jax's body, making probably the most hickeys a person has ever seen. He wanted to make sure that every person who saw Jax knew he was his. He growled at the thought, he didn't let a minute go to waste.

After sex, he dropped on top of Jax's body and groaned. "That was good." He chuckled as he was tired, he needed to sleep especially with tomorrow approaching. He let his head rest on Jax's shoulder as he started closing his eyes. "I love you Jax." He gave Jax one last kiss before falling asleep. His mind wandered around the memories of today and yesterday and everyday before that when he met Jax.

Jax smiled briefly at Noah and just let him do what he wanted with his body,moaning slightly as he bit around his body. He knew he could never get used to Noah being his and didn't ever want him to go,especially not on the mission he had to do on tommorow. Jax pushed those thoughts away as he just focused totally on Noah. Those were things he could think over the next day.

Jax chuckled breathlessly,and it wasn't just the sex that made him breathless. He chuckled again "Yeah" He ran his hand through Noah's hair,he smiled tiredly. "I love you too" he said "so much" he added as Noah fell asleep,tears filling his eyes. Jax nuzzled his head against Noah's,before falling asleep with a quiet,content sigh.

The next day Noah's phone got blown up by Jason texting him. Noah got up and checked his phone. "Shit." He put on some clothes and took a jacket of Jax's. He went over to the bed and kissed Jax on the forehead, "I love you." He wispered in Jax's ear before he quickly got his keys and headed to his car and quickly drove to the office. "Alright, I'm here." He was panting as he smiled, "How was last night with Jax?" Noah ignored the question as he went into his lair and got changed. He then went up to the office room and stood by Jason. "Alright! Lets go!" Millie looked at Noah and gave him papers. "Here is the plan since you missed the meeting. Good luck." Noah smiled as he followed Jason out to the car. The drive was silent, mostly because the only two people that were in the car was Jason and Noah. Keni was close by, probably right behind him. They would have preferred to do this at night but they didn't choose when they were going to do this undercover mission. Once they got to the club, it was very surprisingly full. The guards let the agents in as Keni parked the van a few feet away from the club. "It's go time!" Noah and Jason squeezed into the club, "I can't hear a thing…" The music was loud, loud enough to break down these walls because of so much vibration. The two went up to the second floor which over looked the first. They were searching amongst the crowd as they didn't see the guys they were looking for. They waited and waited, "Well since we don't know when the guys will come. Do you mind if I get a drink at the bar?" Jason looked up and hesitated to say yes, "Do not let him drink Jason." Keni came in through the ear piece they both were wearing. "Come on Jason! I'm dying over here, it's a club. What's the worst that could happen?" Jason rolled his eyes as he looked at Noah, "Fine, but I'm going down there with you." Noah sequeled in excitement. They both went down and went to the bar, yeah sure they ran into women who were hitting on them but they weren't here for the women. After a few minutes of waiting, Noah finally got his drink. He took a few sips and smiled, "See? Nothing wrong with a little drink. Now I gotta shit, watch the drink." Noah went disappearing into the crowd before Jason could even react. Of course Jason watched Noah's drink, that is until he got a message from Anna. He turned around and messaged her back. He felt someone go behind him but didn't look back since he just thought he was paranoid about being in the club. Finally he turned around and thought that the drink smelled a bit off. "Alright we can go upstairs now." Noah came back and grabbed the drink. The two went up and watched over the crowd. "Hmm, did you do something to this drink?" Jason shook his head as he did think it was just the alcohol kicking in and within a few minutes. Noah started to act strange. "Are you ok Noah?" He nodded as he collapsed but still awake. "Woah ok buddy, I think you had enough to drink." Jason put Noah in a chair while listening to Keni cuss him out for letting Noah drink. "I'm going to be right back ok? I'm just going to get some water for you." He turned around and went downstairs. He checked every few seconds to see if Noah was still there and within a second…."Noah!" Jason ran up the stairs and looked everywher. Jason was panicking, "Keni, I lost Noah!" Jason looked everywhere but couldn't see him. Shit! Jax is so going to kill me. Keni rushed into the club to find Noah, "Oh shit…" but there was something they never thought of could happen. "Noah just got kidnapped and drugged. Shit, what was I thinking?" Keni muttered as she looked at every corner of the club. "Noah!" Keni yelled for his name but gave up after 2 hours of constantly searching for him. Then word spread to Millie, "Don't tell Jax yet, he isn't ready for the truth." Jason returned to the office as he was sobbing the entire way. "God, Noah could… he could be raped right now." He finally reached the office and looked at the office's phone. He couldn't do it, he couldn't tell Jax Noah was missing. "Hey Millie… Can you please tell Jax that Noah is missing? Please, he needs to know." Millie sighed as she didn't seem what the problem was but she too couldn't tell Jax the truth but this is sometimes what she has to do. She picked up the phone and called Jax's number. It went to voicemail which wasn't good because Millie hates leaving them but she had to do. "Hey Jax. I just want to let you know that the undercover this morning failed due to Noah's drink being spiked. We currently don't know where he is and he is now in the M. I. A list. His case has been put on hold as he is not considered high risk. Thank you." She sent the voicemail with a few tears in her eyes. That call is the very last call anyone would want to receive at the office or the hospital. Millie went back to Anna and continued working with her.

(By the way M. I. A stands for Missing in Action. I think it's the correct term for this scenario although it is a military term sooo yeah… but Millie is just saying that Noah went missing and the agents can't find him)

Jax woke up instantly turning his head to see Noah before realising he had already left for his mission which brought about a whole lot of anxieties back from the previous day. He tried to shake the bad feeling he felt but he just couldn't,Jax showered and changed but still the same feeling. It was driving him crazy. He got his phone to tell Damien to come over,Jax didn't trust himself enough to go to just Damien's without making a detour. Damien arrived at his fairly soon and immediately noticed the worried look on his face and placed his hands on Jax's shoulders "It's alright,yeah?" He asked also starting to feel abit worried from just looking at Jax "Yeah..but what Jason told me yesterday..I can't stop thinking that something actually has happened" Jax sighed and slumped on the sofa. Damien sighed as he sat next to him,he didn't know what to do or say to help him but he did know nothing he could say would stop Jax feeling like that anyway.Jax was still just muttering to himself about the 'what if's' and jumped as he checked his phone. Damien instantly turned to him raising an eyebrow "I've got a voicemail" he spoke concern in both their eyes. Damien watched as Jax went into a different room and decided not to follow him.

Jax listened to the voicemail his heart race speeding up as he listened to what Millie was saying. It felt like a bomb had just dropped and he instantly felt weak. He walked back to where Damien was,tears spilling down his cheeks. Damien looked up knowing something had happened and hugged Jax who was trembling. "He's missing Damien" he whispered looking at him. Damien sighed quietly,this is exactly what he wished wouldn't happen and he knew it was only a matter of time before Jax changed different emotions.

(Okay,yeahh)

Jason and Anna were working on a different case, specifically their drug case as they weren't allowed to work on a low risk case yet. Jason was thinking about Jax the entire time, he wanted to comfort him but that was Noah's job. He sighed as he looked over at Anna. He rushed to get his work done, he did make a few mistakes but fixed them. It was around late afternoon and he finally got his work done about two hours earlier. He probably had never used so much of his brain in a single day. He got up and grabbed his keys. "I'm going to Jax's." He gave Anna a quick kiss on the forehead before heading out to his car. He couldn't stop feeling this terrible feeling he had. He was just going to check on Jax, just to make sure he was alright. He didn't plan on staying too long as he probably thought Jax wanted some privacy. He of course ran into traffic as he tried to rush to the apartment. So much for rushing. Once he got there, Jason parked his car and went up the stairs and saw Jax's apartment door. He took a deep breath and opened it, he saw Jax crying and knew he already heard the voicemail. He sighed as he went over to Jax and hugged him, "I'm so sorry Jax… It's my fault, I shouldn't have given him a drink." He looked over at Damien but didn't smile. His focus was on Jax

Damien sighed as he looked at Jax,he hadn't ever been like this, he had never seen him like this in all the years he had know Jax,and it was definitely worrying for him to see him like this. Jax tried to stop the tears but he couldn't,it was impossible. He just wished he could see Noah but that was useless. Jax tried to deep breaths to focus on himself or Damien or anything else but he couldn't think of anyone else but Noah. He buried his face in his hands and jumped slightly as Jason hugged looking up at him quickly. Jax furrowed his brow "The fuck..You gave him a drink?!?" He did feel slightly annoyed but sighed as he looked over at Damien who was shaking his head. Jax did know it wasn't worth getting angry at him,it wasn't really Jasons fault at all. "You said he'd be fine" he muttered under his breath but now he just felt angry at whoever had spiked Noah's drink. Jax looked up at Jason "Is anyone looking for him?" He asked remembering what Millie had said but he needed to know.

Jason didn't know how to respond, he should know but he doesn't. This was something that Jason never liked, talking to families about their loved ones. He took a few deep breaths, "Noah seemed so excited to get a drink and we didn't know when the guys were coming so I said yes. It was a very small drink and I know I said he'd be fine but, things happen when going undercover." He tried to explain the best he could but it didn't seem to work. He looked at Jax and wanted to scream, this was probably the first night Jax would have to spend without Noah since they first met. He immediately took the blame to himself, he deserved to be yelled at by Jax, and probably Damien too. He thought about the question Jax asked and well, "No, we aren't looking for him. You heard Millie, he's low risk and I can't do anything about it." He felt really bad for Jax when he said that, it's basically telling him that Anna and himself can't look for Noah because there are higher priorities and higher risk people. He sighed as he looked at Jax and gave him a big hug again.

Jax listened to what Jason was saying,still shaking and tried to calm his breaths,he squeezed his eyes shut. Atleast that momentarily stopped the tears. Normally he wouldn't want anyone to see him like this but right now he couldn't care,he just wanted Noah. Jax shook his head slowly,he was angry but not at Jason . He just didn't know what to do,it felt like to him there wasn't anything to do. Jax sighed at what Jason told him,it did annoy him and he wondered if he could try find him but knew it would be pretty much useless,especially if he wasn't at the club anymore. Jax ran his hands over his face,he felt a hundred different things but the worst thing he felt was missing Noah. He wondered what would happen if he never saw him again...Jax shook that thought off,he couldn't think it.

Damien sighed as he looked between them,he knew how shit the situation was and was frustrated that he couldn't do anything to help.

Jason groaned as he thought of something to say, if Jax really wanted too he could go try and hunt Noah down. He shook the thought off, Jason wouldn't ask Jax to risk his life for Noah. He didn't know what he could do to make Noah's case a higher risk. Noah does know what to do in every dangerous situation and he wasn't on medication. He thought about it for awhile, if he were to actually search for Noah, he would need to close out a case they already had. So that's that, Jason would just work harder and move through the current case so he can get to Noah's case. That is unless Millie already assigned the case to a different pair of agents which she mostly likely didn't. He stopped hugging Jax and looked at him for a good while. He couldn't help it, this was his fault and if Noah hadn't drink, he would still be here. Jason would say something but the one thing he couldn't promise to Jax is him finding Noah because as soon as they get information that Noah is in a different country, there's nothing the FBI can do. He tried to not think that, but for now the first 72 hours are critical and Noah is mostly likely still in the country. But out of the blue, "You can try to look for him. I did a little research and apparently the guys who grabbed Noah are still in New York." Now that wasn't much help, New York City is a huge city, it's asking someone to search a needle in a haystack. "Maybe you know a few of your criminal friends who might have information? Since I'm restricted in giving you information and doing a case without , you definitely have the upper hand." It was a suggestion but if Jax loved Noah the way he says he does, he should consider it.

(Noah's POV)

His head was spinning as he really tried to see what was going on. He looked down, striped naked. He winced as he looked around. His body felt like it was being held down by bricks which immediately told him that he was drugged which he wasn't surprised. It wasn't a room, more like a warehouse. He scanned the place, so sunlight was coming from above meaning he was either still in New York or out west which probably wasn't the case. He felt the temperature, yep still in New York. The warehouse seemed pretty lit up with the broken roof, allowing sunlight. He felt his skin burn so he definitely was here before he woke up. He groaned as he tried to identify the drug the people used, he was good at identifying drugs but it was hard not being able to see the pill. He looked around, no one was here so that meant that the people who kidnapped him were focusing on himself or he was going to be transfered to somewhere else. He looked around some more, trying to find a window to see exactly where he was. He definitely could say he was on the outskirts of the city but not too far away from it. The sound was silent as the only thing he could hear were screams, it gave him the chills as he immediately felt scared.