"Why did you lash out at me when I first got here? Dont lie to me." Mayhem asked, that curious look in her eyes gleaming mischievously.

" I cant answer that, Alpha..I guess because I was jealous. " Ash said looking at her for the first time " I.. didnt mean to be so harsh with you. "

Mayhem fell quiet. Maybe she was right, maybe she was better off alone in the city. Trapped in a kennel somewhere. The dog was thinking, and accidentally said it out loud instead. "We're going back to city once you guys are weaned." Mayhem muttered, and held her breath when she realized Ash would have heard it.

Ash glared at her " Mayhem.. Please dont leave becasue of me.. " he said stepping back from her, his ears pinned back. He then ran off to find River to tell him

" What?!" RIver said running to the den " Mayhem.. you cant be serious.. Well if thats what you want, then I wont stop you. But I will have to find a new Alpha then. " he refused to go near her now. After what he heared from Ash. She really cant meant this. he thought looking away.

Mayhem knew. If she ever wanted to leave, now was the time, but she couldnt leave her puppies. The dog whined, her head down. Mayhem had slight tremors, maybe her seizures from before were returning. She was scared.

River noticed but he left her alone " Ash.. your in charge for now. I need to think."

Ash sighed as his Alpha left the den again before looking at Mayhem " You cant be serious, Mayhem. You know how bad that would be to this pack? He loves you, Mayhem. That will never change. "

"I cant stay. I'm not meant to be out here, I'm meant to be stuck in the city where I cant hurt anyone like they did to me." Mayhem was hiding something. Her heart rate was increased, and her mind foggy, the dog didnt know what she was talking about. "Crow needs us-"

Ash snarled " If you go back, you're dead meat." He knew he was partly right " You cant do this, Mayhem. But like Alpha said... he cant stop you. Only you can stop yourself. " He nuzzled her gently before standing up " Please think before you make a rash mistake you will regret. " those where his last words to her before leaving the den and going bak to the herbalist den.

River was facing towards where he first met Mayhem, silently whining. please dont go, Mayhem he thought.

Mayhem was not thinking straight, and she started to fire off yelps and snarls of fury and she fought like she was struggling for air.

Ash pinned her down and held her " Mayhem, relax. please" he pinned her gently, with both his front paws. " I know something is going on, You just need to tell me. "