Jax followed Noah into the restaurant and looked around, it was a place that he wouldn't ever have thought to go to but was glad that he was with Noah. Although of course Jax thought anything was better if Noah was with him. He went over to the table and smiled at Noah as he got his chair for him. Jax looked at him with a small nod and smile "Okay,thanks" he bit his lip as he was just in total adoration of Noah. He chuckled at the thought and looked up at the waitress "A blue lagoon cocktail please" Jax spoke with a quick smile. He noticed that Noah was looking through the menu and scanned it aswell, deciding pretty quickly on what to get. "For the meal could I get the baked feta pasta" Jax spoke with a small smile as he looked back at Noah.

Noah wanted to slam his head in the wall, he had no idea what to choose and it only made it worse when he saw more of the menu. He stared at the words 'New York strips' he drank his entire glass of water and began to sweat, sure he's had both but he needed to choose only one. He heard what Jax said and nodded slightly, "Yeah that's sounds good. I don't know what to eat…" He glanced around the room and smiled when he recognized someone. He was sitting alone at one of the tables. He looked away and finally decided to go for the steaks. After a few minutes of waiting the waitress came back with the drinks. Noah took his first sip and smiled, it was good. "How's your drink?"

Jax looked at Noah for a while, before back at the restaurant. He did find it abit daunting being in such a fancy place, it wasn't exactly uncomfortable for him, Jax just hoped he wouldn't look too 'rough' that was mostly just what he was worrying about. He tried to push away the thought and relaxed into the seat telling himself to just enjoy it. Jax smiled quickly at Noah hearing him speak, he couldn't hlame him for not knowing what to get. "Sounds good" he smiled at Noah as he picked the steak. He took the drink when it arrived and took a few sips before looking at Noah "It's one of the best cocktails I've had" Jax spoke honestly with a smile "Thanks again for bringing me here" he smiled again and just wanted Noah to know how glad he was.

Noah felt nervous, he had never really been on an official date in well forever. He hated the fact that he was inexperienced at this moment and tried to think of ways to make it not look like Noah was completely clueless on what to talk about or do. He drank most of his beer as he stared at Jax, but shifted uncomfortably since he felt like Jax was uncomfortable. Which made the whole situation weird as he nodded at what he said, "Your welcome!" His voice turned up as he covered his mouth, "Sorry, I didn't mean to speak that loudly." He chuckled nervously as he looked down at his hands. He wanted to start a conversation but didn't know where to start. He took a deep breath and looked back at Jax, "So… your family? How was your life when you were a kid? And don't ignore the question please, I'm trying really hard to not let my inexperienced self take over." His British accent came out and he didn't even know it. He rested his chin in his palms while his elbows rested on the table.

Jax smiled slightly at Noah as he sat back in his seat, taking a few more sips from his drink. He chuckled at what Noah said and smiled "It's alright" Jax spoke with another chuckle. He looked at Noah, noticing he was looking and wondered what he was thinking. He listened to what Noah asked him and bit his lip. Jax couldn't help but smirk as he heard Noah's British accent, it was definitely cute. He sighed at the question Noah had asked though and would have wanted to avoid it but sighed. Jax thought over what he could actually tell Noah but shook his head quickly, he wanted Noah to know about his past. He shifted in his seat slightly "Well, I mostly just lived with my mum for most of my life, my dad abused her and I don't really remember much but she left him when I was still fairly young" Jax started speaking before carrying on "I never really got on with her though, she would either shout at me for things or be completely out of it, most of the time just drunk" Jax bit his lip with a sigh "I mostly just had to care for myself and school was never really that important to me, I got in trouble constantly and just dropped out about halfway through high school. I had friends who obviously weren't great and they got me into the life of crime, mostly just dealing and robberys" Jax said and added "So I mostly just carried that on all throughout my teens" His gaze was on the floor and he didn't particularly want to look at Noah's reaction but soon glanced up anxiously.

Noah heard what Jax said and it honestly made him feel a lot of different emotions. So obviously Jax didn't like his father and his mom got wasted a lot, of course he didn't expect any other story from him since all the criminals he's investigated had pretty much told the same story. He was a bit surprised when he heard Jax say he dropped out of high school, was he impressed? Definitely not but he slightly didn't care. High school sucked for him too, but he couldn't imagine what Jax's life must have been. He smiled at him, him and Noah were complete opposites but somehow they managed to balance it all out. "You deserve more than that Jax, I want to give you everything. I want to give you the world, I want you to live your life the way you've always wanted. And my childhood was terrible by the way, well maybe not like yours." He chuckled, trying to lighten up Jax's mood. "I love you Jax, and I want you to be happy now. You've gone through enough suffering, it's time you let yourself free." He smiled as he thought back at him terrible moments. "I've been through so much pain. Trust me, having to kill someone and having to choose someone's life to save is absolutely the worst. All the people I've killed, it wasn't worth it. But hey, I haven't killed anyone since like a few months ago. I really hope you haven't killed anyone just for the sake of it." He chuckled at the joke as he stared into his eyes, he gave him another warm smile.

Jax smiled slightly at Noah, he definitely felt better having told him about his past, it wasn't something Jax liked to remember but he found he hadn't minded telling Noah. Of course that was because he wanted to be completely honest with him. Jax had alot of regrets about his past, sure he had some good memories but they were definitely in the minority. He bit his lip again trying to not sigh. Jax looked up at Noah again as he started talking and felt himself blush although smiled. He couldn't believe he had someone like Noah now in his life. He was definitely curious to know more about his childhood but didn't want to ask, not wanting Noah to feel pressured to answer. Jax smiled again at him as he listened. He tried not to sigh as Noah talked again, he hated hearing that he had been through pain and had bad memories. Jax shook his head "Nope, not killed anyone who didn't deserve it" he chuckled as he looked back at Noah "I'm sorry about all the bad things that have happened to you though, you definitely don't deserve that" Jax shook his head quickly as he looked at Noah, just losing himself in how good looking he was.

(I gotta go for a while, probably abit longer than an hour)

Noah didn't know what to do so he shifted in his seat, that is until Jax spoke. Wait what!? He made sure he heard Jax right but almost fainted when he knew what he said. Jax killed someone!? Noah's head was spinning but he finally calmed down, it wasn't like he hasn't killed anyone because he definitely has. He chuckled nervously at Jax, "Yeah it's fine. People don't respect agents like me. I've been called names, they think we can kill people without getting arrested just because we work for the government but that's isn't true. If you kill someone it's similar to what normal people have to go through, you know? Of course you get benched, I think I would be fired if it wasn't for Millie being our boss since she has a saying in court since you know? She has power, but don't worry! I haven't killed more than ten people." He smiled as he sat on his hands, he was slightly uncomfortable but just delt with it.

(Ok!)

Jax smiled slightly at Noah as he wondered what he was thinking, he did think if he should ask but shook the thought off. Jax turned his attention back to Noah as he was talking, he shifted slighty at what he said, of course he hated that people had called Noah names but when he was a criminal he had also disliked agents. Jax did feel abit guilty but nodded at what Noah said. He would be lying if he said he wasn't abit surprised that Noah had killed people but then again he knew he was an agent so knew that that sometimes happened in the job. Jax smiled at Noah although couldn't help thinking that Noah seemed abit uncomfortable and thought about changing the subject. "So, how did you meet Ryan and Jason?" Jax asked, it wasn't entirely a different topic but it was the first thing he thought of to ask.

Noah blinked a few times after Jax had asked him that question. He chuckled nervously as he started his story, "Well I met Jason through Millie, in which her crush at the time was Anna and Anna is Jason's partner. I remember when we all applied to the agency Millie was dying to be partnered up with Anna. They were friends in collage and the ADIC just so happened to assign all of us in 28 fed. So Millie was extremely disappointed when she found out that Anna had been assigned to someone else and she came crying in my apartment about three am in the morning and she told me the entire story. That's when I first heard Jason's name, this was like the first week we started. Anyways, I go into the office the next day and Jason is standing there flirting with Anna and Millie is standing next to me. Her reaction was priceless, she cussed Jason out!" Noah paused while laughing to death, after a few seconds though he continued. "I saw Jason's face when Millie went all out on him, he automatically knew Millie had feelings for Anna and well… Jason being Jason, he turned the girls around and made them kiss. It was actually hilarious, I was just watching and almost fainted when I saw Anna and Millie kiss. So yeah that's how I met Jason. Ryan was a little different. I met him in high school, we didn't know each other and well we were the biggest players in the game that time. I mean we would kiss every women we saw. So I dated this one girl, she happened to be dating Ryan at the same time and the girl thought she could be smarter than us. So I met Ryan at a gas station and we planned a prank on the girl we were dating. It was a very good but brutal prank. So yeah, my stories about meeting people aren't plain." He laughed as he looked at Jax's reaction.

(I can't believe I came up with those stories in like ten minutes.)