Sky felt a slight wave of comfort when Alex put his hand in his. He didn't know what they were, or what they would become, what mattered was that Alex was there with Sky and he wasn't going anywhere. "It's okay," Sky said, pausing for a moment before continuing, "You don't have to say anything." He finished. His voice was soft-spoken, but filled with many emotions. He didn't know what emotion to really feel at the moment. After a moment of silence, like a light switch, Sky's realization hit him. What had just happened, Alex was the one to witness it all. Alex was the one to take Sky's outburst of emotions and see him almost dead on the floor. Sky knew it was bad, but he just pushed those thoughts away, now they all came flooding back. He couldn't just pretend like nothing happened. "Im not." Sky began but stopped himself. He didn't want to argue at all, but he didn't want to not say anything. So he thought for a moment before opening his mouth again. "Alex I-." Sky began, slightly squeezing Alex's hand. "I didn't just overdose by accident." He confessed, his words much quieter than before. "I couldn't deal anymore, it was too much, I'm too much. You don't deserve this Alex." Sky said, his words coming out without any thought. He stopped squeezing Alex's hand, and pulled it away. Looking away, he began to grow afraid of what Alex would say. As much as he wanted Alex, and wanted to be with him, he couldn't bare to put him through this even more than what he'd already been through.