__________ MADDIE __________
"You will pray you never crossed the first entity of your hellish world."
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Name
A woman of many names. You'd recognize her as anything she tells you, but for now, her name is Maddie. She'll throw in a last name when needed, which is probably the randomest thing you'll ever hear so she sticks with the first.
Alias
She has been known to go by a number of mortal names, her most recent being Maddie.
Age
As old as the world... she is the first to exist after all.
Gender
When you think about a god of chaos, you'd assume male. However, thoughtfully wrong, this one is female as rarely cited. There have been times where they take on a different identity, but for now, female is what she has chosen.
Pronouns
She/her/hers
Though not much else bothers her.
Deity
Greek - Chaos - Considered one of the first entities to exist
Sexuality
A woman likes what she likes, especially as a god. However, love interests has never been her thing. She's had more of a female lean in the past, though that's not to say anything isn't possible.
Appearance
Credit: Malachitinous on picrew
Maddie is an interesting being to gander at. As a god, you'd think she take on a more interesting form. Instead, she stands at six foot evenly with a slim build, but almost to the point where she looks like she could disappear at a moments notice. A lot of her joints and bones are quite pronounced, especially in her hands and face. She has highly defined cheekbones, long fingers with dark painted nails, and a tendency to linger in a way that is startling. By no means is she the type to scare you or intimidate you, but she finds that her first encounters with some are... questionable. She has a flat chest and not much for the end either. Luckily, it's never been a concern for her. Maddie has a considerably dark skin tone - almost black. It normally appears to be a blackish green in most lights. You can't see much for scars or freckles or other beauty marks throughout her skin, but that's not to say it's clear and perfect. The texture of her skin, if you look closely, is almost reptilian like with mini scales. She believes this is a cause of living for so long that each time she goes through another lifetime, her skin becomes more and more bumpy. She has noticed some bigger clumps of these scales growing on her wrists and neck as well.
Maddie's face shape is something of a round oval with highly defined features because of how slim she is. She has high cheekbones with sunken eyes, and a small nose that is particularly close to her face. Her eyebrows are dark black, even more so than her skin, and are at a certain arch towards the end of them. Her lips are full and might just be the only human thing about her as they are a stunning red in color. As for her eyes, they are devastatingly blue. They are shaped like any other eyes, but there is no apparent pupil or iris. All of her eye is blue, but if you were to looo close enough, you would see the lighter blue for her iris and the even lighter, almost white for her pupil. Luckily for her, she is able to change this, but has never bothered. She already looks alien enough, why try to escape it?
As for her hair, it is long and rather straight. It doesn't have much for texture or wave or anything of the like. It's the same color as her eyebrows, being the pitch black against her skin, which she thinks helps her not look so menacing. It reaches to about the end of her back, but the one thing about it is it's slowly becoming thinner and thinner. While she doesn't necessarily have bald spots or anything, her hair has gotten thinner. This makes her appear even more unwell and not taken care of. However, she believes there isn't much to do at this point. Beauty was clearly never a worry for her.
As for attire, Maddie wears rather revealing and open clothing. She likes the elegance of most dresses and silk robes, so you can normally find her wearing that. She finds herself being extra hot on hot days and decent when it's colder out, no thanks to the sun. Maddie also wears a number of rings and necklaces, most pale colors to stand out against her skin. She enjoys decorating, especially herself, so you can always find her to be looking as presentable someone like her can be.
Personality
Youd think that being around for so long, you would be considerably powerful with an immense amount of respect and honor. But for Maddie, that simply is not true. Upon her creation, she has been considerably reserved. While not considered to be selfish, her life has never been dependent on whose more powerful than who. Maddie has found that her own power comes from being dependent on herself, not those around her. She's considerably independent and has never had a need to ask for help. That isn't to say it's entirely impossible either, but don't expect her to come begging for something from you. She's simply not the type and probably never will be either. Her life has been an adventure of ups and downs - letting people bring her down has never been part of that. She believes that asking for help would be some form of reliance, and aren't we all individuals?
Maddie believes in what is individuality. She will do what she does and you will do what you do no matter what. She's not one to judge though, as throughout the years she's encountered a number of different types of beings. There hasn't been a single one that hasn't been interesting to her - mortal or immortal. She constantly finds herself wondering what it would be like to live a normal life. Live a normal lifespan, not see the bloodshed she has, not endure the suffering that the world does as a part of it... she's intrigued by normality. Maddie knows that she could try to live the way a mortal does - wake up, get dressed, go to school, get a job, get married, have a kid or two, retire, and pass away and become one with what she walks on. But that's impossible for her, and yearning for something she can't have wouldn't be the best move would it? A waste of time.
Maddie spends a lot of her time in solitude. While a deep and philosophical thinker, she will always be the observer. Most conversations with her are considerably short and straight to the point. Interaction has never been her strong suit and she can never exactly find the reason why. Her life has been a cycle of seeing beginnings and ends, thus making her believe that part of her reason for being isolated and alone most of the time at her own will is so she does not have to get close to anyone to continue said cycle. There is a certain heartbreak that she feels if she were to think about it for too long. Maddie resembles mostly everything in the world except for interaction - one of the most defining things about humans.
When this woman does speak, she says a lot without saying anything at all. While by no means passive aggressive or blunt, Maddie does not beat around the bush in any way. Perhaps it's her habit of short lived conversations, but she gets straight to the point. When she speaks her presence is strong although her voice may not be the loudest in the room. She's deadly honest and a great critique, probably because of her constant observing. She picks up on body language, small details of a being that some may overlook the first or second time around them. Maddie has a way of reading people like no other. She's able to pick up on a number of feelings within a room and she uses that to dictate how she will react. Maddie is still a being, but uses her logic over emotion to decide what to do.
Logic, logic, logic. You'd believe that with Maddie's solitude that she would be a lot more emotional. You know, having time to think and all. In reality, she's never been actively emotional for a while. Of course she has feelings, but to deeply feel is something that she hasn't experienced. Again, part of this is because she doesn't let many get close, and in recent years, hasn't at all. When it comes to make a choice, it comes down to the logic. How beneficial is it? Is it worth doing? You could call her selfless for this as well as a lot of choices she makes have nothing to do with her. She's never been the type to go out of her way to make something more inclusive of her and benefit her more.
There is a certain wisdom and motherly nature to Maddie. Her life has been full of loss and gain, over and over again, and yet she remains kind. She's never turned to darkness or revenge on those who have wronged her. While she doesn't exactly believe in second chances, she does believe that it's easier to let things go instead of trying to end one's life because of it. It is everyone's first time living, so why blame them? Maddie enjoys the philosophical, deep, remarkable questions. While she normally has small talk, you can see her eyes light up at the mention of 'what else is out there' and so on. How do things work? Why do they work? How often can you find yourself in a cycle? How much more is there? Certain questions make her remember why as a human being it's okay to reveal certain parts of yourself. She's great at giving advice as well and is quite comforting.
The one thing that surprise most about Maddie is her fiery attitude. Her duties are done with care and attention. She doesn't rush things. She likes things to be in order and presents herself as something of a leader when a task is in front of her. Again, completed for those around her, not herself. Maddie, when in a serious confrontation or just a heated conversation, she is passionate with her words and makes her opinion known. Her viewpoints are never questioned as someone with reason and knowledge not a lot get to experience in a singular lifetime.
Backstory
When you live as long as she has, you forget most things.
Strengths
+Motherly
+Kind
+Devoted
+Hardworking
+Honest
Weaknesses
-Physical Strength
-Forgetfullness
-Isolation
-Quiet
Likes
+Peacefullness
+Quiet
+Adventure
+Discovery
+Philosophy
+Homemade meals
+Plants
Dislikes
-Loudness
-Obnoxious beings
-Genocide
-Emotional thinking
-Being considered weak
Affiliations
PM me!
Tiho
Maddie isn't one to hold grudges. She hopes not to, considering her logic of life. However, she finds herself strongly disliking Tiho. She felt invaded by him and his brother when they arrived on what was her world. She went into isolation shortly after their arrival, and yet, nothing seems to have changed. Maddie, although forgetful, does not forget the way others made her feel. Tiho has a place in Maddie's mind for the reason of disrupting her world and not doing anything about it. But as time has went on, she's cared less and less. You can't change the past. Tiho is what she would consider a simple acquantance when necessary.
Theme Song
TBA !
Summer Month: 2 
Night 
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