Ash
How does your character feel about their own physical appearance?
They absolutely hate it. It's disgusting and terrible to look at. They can barely be around mirrors without panicking a little.
How does your character react in social situations where they're forced to be around strangers? What about friends?
Social... situations? Haha, no thanks. Please don't make them talk. They can't handle it. Please.Are they good at expressing their emotions or more stoic?
Uhhhh, no? They can't control their emotions well enough to hide them, but that doesn't mean they're good at expressing what they want to.When was the last time they cried?
Very, very recently.Where do they fall on the scale of introversion and extroversion?
Extreme introvert.
What is their outlook on life like?
"Please get me out. I don't want to be here anymore, everything hurts."Do they have a life philosophy?
"No one knows everything, most people don't know anything, so don't assume anyone understands what's going on or knows what to do. They don't."What is their alignment (ie. Good, true neutral, chaotic evil)?
True neutralDo they have certain words or phrases they use frequently? (ie. "Hmmm. Fuck.")
"S-sorry." Is by far the most common.How do they handle stress?
Panic attacks and self-deprecation.
Where do they like to go to unwind?
Unwind? HA
How adaptable are they to new situations?
They aren't. They can barely handle familiar surroundings.When was the last time they told a lie? Do they have a bad opinion of liars?
They don't lie, they'll just occasionally hold back a few details. Liars are... fine? They don't have a strong opinion.Do they make promises? Have they ever broken a promise?
No. And yes.What annoying or bad habits do they have?
Too many to name. Fidgeting, scratching and hair pulling (on themselves, not others), and stuttering are the most noticeable though.Are they prejudiced towards certain groups of people?
No?What's their sense of humor like?
Broken. Extremely dark and self-deprecating.What makes them sad? *cue the sad puppy commercials*
Thinking of their past, especially their ex, and seeing others hurt.What gets on their nerves?
Not much, mostly just seeing others being put down.What things do they like or obsess over?
Their appearance, the past, being good enoughWhat's the thing (physical or abstract) they want more than anything else?
Physical: Somewhere safe, anywhere safe
Abstract: A sense of peace
When was their first kiss?
Four, maybe five years ago. It was forced and the first step towards extreme trauma-
How did their first relationship end?
Very badly.
Have they ever been in love?
No.
Have they ever had their heart broken?
Yes, many times over
How do they flirt?
They don't, and they freak out a little if someone tries flirting with them
How do they display affection differently to their friends, families, and romantic interests?
Affection is... Well, it's hard for Ash. They're very, very uncomfortable with physical touch, and they aren't good at talking, so typically they turn to gift-giving and acts of service in all their relationships (not that they have many).
Do they get jealous?
Unfortunately, yes. They get jealous of people who are able to do things that they struggle so much with, they find it fair that talking comes so easily to so many people, and they're jealous of the fact that many people don't flinch when they're touched. It's simply not fair. They do their best not to show it, of course, but they do get jealous.
How do they react to rejection?
They're too used to it to show any obvious sign of disappointment, but inside it still hurts.How do they react if someone they aren't particularly interested in expresses interest in them?
They panic and space themselves as much as possible.How confident are they (with relationships or otherwise?)
There is no such thing as confidence when it comes to Ash, not in relationships, and not in common life.
Are they forgiving or do they hold grudges?
They don't hold grudges, necessarily, but they aren't really forgiving either. Really, they just won't trust you at all ever again.
Do they believe in redemption?
No. They've seen and been through too much to believe any of that bullshit actually exists.
What's their reputation like? Is it different in different circles? Do they like their reputation or would they like to be perceived differently?
Let's be honest here, most people either pity Ash or see them as weak. Or both. They're a nervous wreck and everyone knows it. Would they like to be perceived differently? Not really, they know that the people around them aren't wrong when they call them weak. Let the people say what they will. Would they like to change so that people can perceive them differently, though? Absolutely.
Do they like to think on their feet or plan ahead?
They try to plan ahead
Do they struggle with impulsiveness?
Yes, very.
Do they have any nervous ticks?
Many. Mostly fidgeting, scratching, and hair-pulling, thoughWhat are their most positive and negative character traits? What about their most prominent character traits?
Positive: Protective
Negative: Wow, there's a lot of those. Uhhh, anxious, probably
Prominent: Probably also anxious
Do they have any regrets in life? What do they feel most guilty about?
Yep. Well, honestly, they don't feel super guilty about any, most of the regret isn't their fault.What achievement are they most proud of?
Leaving August (their ex), finally
What is their first memory?
Nope, nuh-uh
Their fondest memory?
They don't really have one...
Their worst memory?
Aaaand, there's too many of those. Pick one.
What smells remind them of the past?
Smoke, alcohol, blood, mold, dust, sweat, rotting food, and chemicals (don't ask-)
What's the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen?
Outside.
What are their greatest fears, both physical and abstract?
Severe Phonophobia, Hemophobia, Glossophobia, and mild ClaustrophobiaWhat are their goals or ambitions?
Uh, well, honestly, they already achieved that. They're free from August (well, physically free anyway.)
Do they have a fatal weakness?
Literally all their mental health issuesHow do they react to criticism, praise, or other judgments cast on them?
They really don't care about any of it. Praise is good if it's from someone they care about though.Are they competitive? How so?
No.Has anyone ever saved their life?
Ha, noooWhat things are they very opinionated about?
Mental healthHow do they respond to threats and conflict?
Panic and run, or freezeAre they trusting of strangers? What about friends?
No and no. Trust no one.How do they defend themselves weapon-wise?
Daggers mostlyDo they have any special skills or training?
No
What causes, people, or ideas, would they put their lives on the line for?
Literally any... for other reasonsHow do they treat their hierarchical superiors/inferiors?
The same all the way aroundIf they could change one thing about themselves, what would it be?
They can't change everything? Then why change anything?
Do they have family? If so, what is the nature of their relationship and how do they feel about their family members?
We don't... talk about them
How do they treat their friends?
Friends? What are friends?
Do they have a nemesis? How have they made enemies in the past?
August.
Um, well, August is the only 'enemy' they ever had, and it's not their fault at all.
What kind of people do they get along with naturally? What unlikely people do they count as allies?
None and everyone
What was your character's background like? How have they developed personality-wise from childhood?
Nope. You don't get this, wait 'til the RP ;)
What is the worst thing they've done to someone they loved? What about an enemy?
The same for both. Leave
What's their personal moral code?
Whar the fuck are morals? They just do what they've always done and survive.
Were they ever bullied (or have they bullied others?)
Yes, they've been bullied. No, they've never bullied anyone.
If they could travel back in time, what event would they alter?
Meeting August
What would they ask a fortune-teller?
"When do I die?"What advice would they give their younger self?
"Leave. Leave home, leave the people you think are your friends, leave before you meet August. Just leave."What do they love to hate?
Themselves?
Where do they go when they’re angry?
Away from people. As far away as possible. They'd rather not accidently hurt someone.What is their current occupation? And do they like their job?
ExiledWhat are some of their past jobs?
None, really
Do they have a talent?
Depends who you ask.What is their educational background? Are they more intelligent than average?
Normal for an Everylong kid, they're about average Everlong intelligenceWhat's their ideal life that they would be happy living?
They can't even start to fathom that.
What possessions do they use daily?
Uh, nothing really
What possessions do they value?
None
Do they believe in the afterlife?
Nope.
What are their religious views?
They don't believe in anything
How would they like to die?
They don't care.What is their zodiac sign? Enneagram sign?
Zodiac: Aries (March 23)
Enneagram: Four (Individualist)
What are their eating habits?
Not good, they don't eat as much as they should.What's their living space like?
Kind of messy, but it's organized chaos.Do they like to party? *tunes lute*
No.Ale or wine (or water)?
Water, for sure.