My Healer
Full Name: Bear Ashweaver
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Specialization: Healer
Dragon: Viscusvoréntomon
Appearance:
It's a little surprising that this large (albeit gentle-looking) 5'9'' and muscled man is a healer, but it's something one quickly gets used to. He comes from generations of blacksmiths and warriors, so being of a strong and slightly imposing build is basically written into his genetics at this point. Plus, he appears perfectly average when you see him next to his uncles and father (all much taller and muscular than their little Bear.) Anyway, it helps to have a strong set of shoulder when helping the wounded on a battlefield, whether that be moving then to safety himself, defending them with only his fists or even protecting them with his own body as a shield.
Bear is fairly attractive in his own right, with a strong square jawline and big sparkling brown-amber eyes. He has a friendly look about him, even when he is serious and focused on healing, making him appear so trustworthy. He has quite the mop of light brown and fluffy hair, trailing down to the slightly scarred nape of his neck, the length fairly medium in length but kept clean and mostly neat. Freckles splash all across his nose and around his eyes, accompanied by a few moles here and there - evidently a summer child, he also has very tanned skin. His hands, though appearing a little rough are quite gentle and meticulous, as he must maintain steady movements in undertaking medical procedures.
For clothing he sticks with the plain and simple, or whatever is easiest to keep clean. Hygiene is important in being healer obviously, and it's not like he doesn't often encounter blood. He's got a rock solid stomach though, and barely has a discernable reaction to wounds or injuries - he's been trained well for his craft. Bear also carries a short pocket knife which he uses to defend himself, alongside tools he has scattered all through his belt. Usually he carries a dedicated healer's bag with all the proper equipment, but sometimes he's been caught off guard so now he keeps his large pocketed belt filled with all kinds of things. That includes his old healer's guides which fit snugly into his back pocket.
Personality:
"May the guardians grant me strength- please DO NOT touch that!"
Anxiety riddled half the time | Protective mama bear | Giver of (usually incredible) advice | Undying loyalty to his friends & family | A tad reckless when those he loves are in danger | Self-sacrificial | Lacks confidence in his 'own' life | Good at putting on faces/masking his true feelings | Very hardworking | Intelligent | He needs a break but will he get one? No! | Often stressed but he doesn't let it show
Bear is first and foremost a professional, and he likes to present himself as such. With a tender but cool smile, and a soft and gentle tone he is effective in getting his patients (and often their anxious companions) to relax despite what are usually tense situations. As a healer who cares deeply for his charges, he makes sure to explain as much as they wish for and adjusts his care to those under it, knowing how important this is to them. Additionally he does his best to keep up to date with the newest advancements in healing and can appear to be quite the scholar. He doesn't particularly care about the academic sides of things, prefering to quickly (and very speedily at that as he's a fast reader) find new and better adapted solutions for those he cares for. Something about his polished presentation always succeeds in putting others anxieties to rest; it helps he can hide his own fears and anxieties under that same relaxed smile.
His friends and family however are a little more aware of his tells, even when he tries to use his 'serene healer' face against them. Signs his stress levels are rising can be seen when he starts running his hand haphazardly through his hair, or if he begins to leaf through one of his old healing guidebooks (he knows those old things off by heart by now.) His closest friends and family also know that while he may seem to sugarcoat things in order to spare their feelings from time to time, he would never lie to anyone. Every word he speaks is the truth, sometimes he just doesn't say it in a straightforward way. It's a little difficult to admit harder-to-say things, especially when it comes to situations of life or death... Or anything involving his personal/unprofessional life. Especially matters of love and loyalty.
On the point of loyalty, it is hard to find a person so committed to their loved one than Bear is. He's a kind and noble soul, but his desire to protect those he cares about extends even deeper than that. Whatever he can do to spare them from pain and anguish, he would do in a heartbeat even if that means subjecting himself to that pain, or even sacrificing himself. Some might notice that could have something to do with his issues of low self worth, but others will call it blind and true loyalty. His problem stems from his lack of skills with weaponary (and area his family has excelled in for generations - even developing a blacksmith together.) Compared to how they will bravely charge into battle, he finds his role as healer a little... unfulfilling.
But then he has the opportunity to save a life, and he is reminded of how valuable his skills truely are.
Another thing that ought to be mentioned about Bear is just how irritable his combination of intelligence and anxiousness can be. While it makes him pretty skilled in avoiding getting himself hurt in any way, it can make him overcautious at times which in turn makes him appear highly reckless when he makes more difficult decisions. As a result of not working through plans under lower levels of stress, when the stakes are higher he will simply charge straight into the fray without a second thought, even when this could cause him harm. It also makes him a massive worrywart, always hyperaware of the dangers in even day to day activities. The medical analyst in his mind can never seem to shut off, so he tends to overfuss his friends and family when they aren't in major danger. And when they do, he takes major personal risks to protect them however he can.
Skills:
Extensive medical knowledge - he's a professional healer after all. He is quick and effiecent in combat medicine, but is also handy in managing more complex injuries. Come to him with a common cold however and he'll probably just stare at you blankly.
Excellent bedside manner - Bear is masterful in the art of recieving and delivering information with a neutral expression. There are few things which would cause him to break the sterilised smile which he uses when he's treating a patient... or is trying to process information more privately.
General intelligence - He's a quick learner, and a smart puzzle solver. What he enjoys most are 'people puzzles' aka doing his best to solve his friend's problems. He doesn't like seeing them struggle through anything, so his advice should help them along right?
Strengths:
He's a people person, so he can get along well with pretty much everyone. Plus he's good at getting people to relax a little more, so can be good at gathering secrets.
For the most part he has a good control over his emotions and therefore is not prone to explosions of anger or anything else of the sort.
Bear is no weak guy. He's strong enough to defend himself in a pinch or two carry an ally to safety. Plus his slightly muscular figure means he gives big warm hugs.
Weaknesses:
No where near a combat specialist. He might be able to defend himself, but it depends on how scary his opponent is. He's not weak, but he's not a fighter.
Bear doesn't listen to his own amazing advice. So even if he gives you the greatest advice for a specific problem and then that same issue appears in his own life, no way he's following his own logical and sound steps. Why? Because he has to be a dumbass in some area of his life of course.
He would do anything to guarantee safety and survival of his friends & family. They matter more to him than everything else.
Crush: [Open to plot. ]
Partner: Nope.
Kin: [Open - especially for siblings]
Affiliations: [Open!]
Other: I also really like Saphira from Eragon :D
Apologies for the wait ;-;