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Mark said "all I ever wanted to do was to be there for my family and yet everytime I want to take a pause in acting. Someone has to tell me not to. No one sees how much pain it's causing me. I just wanted to be a great father for our kids." Tears began to roll down his face as he look at her. Mark had always dreamed of being there for his kids but he felt like they never needed him. Mark put her head where his heart was so that she could feel relax and calm. Mark decided just to keep acting. |
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Andrea listened to him, but she pulled away from him when he put her head against his heart. She looked at him as she knew he needed more care than she did. "Then don't act for a while. Quit acting if you want. If it's causing you that much stress and pain then stop acting. I'd rather be the only person getting income from acting than you having to be so stressed out and unhappy because you have to continue acting. You should've told me how unhappy acting is for you," Andrea explained to Mark. She put his head against her heart since she knew he needed it more than she did. |
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Mark pull away from her and said "I love acting but I guess my family doesn't need me at all." Mark left their room and he went downstairs to the guest bedroom as he was crying. Goren snuggled up to Mark as he could tell that he was having a panic attack. Mark was feeling sad as he was pushed Goren away and he just rock back and forth on the floor as he was not caring about if he got sick or not. Goren began to whine and bark as he needed help with getting Mark. Mark decided to just keep acting until the day he passes out from acting. |
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"Mark," Andrea said with a sad tone as she saw him leave the room. Andrea stayed there for a minute, but then heard Goren start to bark, so she got up and went into the guest bedroom where Mark was and saw him on the floor. "Mark, I'm really sorry for hurting you. I never meant to hurt you at all. I accept any decision you make on your acting career and will support you in any way I can. I love you and I'm willing to do anything to make you happy," Andrea said to Mark as she hugged Mark as she was bent down to his height. |
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Mark said "it's fine. I will be okay with acting since it feels like my whole family does not need me at all. It hurts but I know everything will be okay." Mark look at her as he was telling her how he felt but he knew that no one would care since he was a guy and guys were just supposed say that they are fine. Mark look at her as he was glad to see her. (Sorry it's short.) |
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"But we do need you. We need you more than you know and it hurts all of us when you have to leave for filming but we always know you're going to come back to us. It hurts me more than it hurts the kids. I don't know if you've ever noticed but when you leave I hurt myself," Andrea explained before pulling up her sleeves to reveal her scar wounds. Andrea continued to explain how she did need him but she knew how important acting was to their family and didn't want to scare him by telling him that she needed him. |
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Mark was surprised and he kissed her scars as he removed his shirt to show his scars to her. Mark said "I want to stay home with you. I want to take a break from acting if that is okay. I want to spend time with everyone." He look at her as he was not wanting to go back to work at all as he felt safer with her. (Sorry it's short again.) |
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Andrea flinched a little from pain as her scars were still kind of fresh as he kissed her scars. When Mark showed Andrea his scars she hugged him. "You can stay home. I don't want you to leave. I feel like I might end myself if you're not here to save me. I feel like a danger to myself with all these voices in my head that keep coming back," Andrea explained to Mark as she didn't want to let him go. Andrea stood up and took off her shirt to reveal more scars and helped Mark to his feet and walked with him to their bedroom with their shirts before closing the door behind them. "I want to do so many things with you and I don't want you to ever leave," Andrea said as she tossed their shirts to the side before getting on the bed and looking over at Mark. |
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Mark listened to her and said "I don't blame on leaving you anytime soon. I want to stay close to you. I love you so much. You can do whatever you want to me. I want you to be happy." Mark got on the bed and he kissed her as he was feeling happy. Mark was wanting to make sure that Andrea was happy. Mark was looking at her as he was feeling calm as he stayed close to her. (Sorry it's short.) |
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"I'm glad. I want to be with you every chance I get. I hate leaving you, but I know we have to sometimes," Andrea said before Mark kissed her as he climbed on top of her on the bed. "I'm very happy you're here with me. I think I should go to a therapist for my Schizophrenia. I don't want to kill myself, but these voices are making it very hard for me to stay sane at times. I have to do something," Andrea said to Mark as she ran her hand across his cheek and smiled. |
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