i love windy evenings, however as soon as it turns into me being alone at night while its windy (doesnt even have to be, the wind just makes it worse) i start hallucinating things and get paralysed with fear

i know there cant be someone staring through my window at me because it's too high up but what if they had a very long neck well now im more scared because dudes with long necks are scary!

i know there isnt something following just right behind me as i come back from the bathroom, because that'd just be silly. but i still have to hurry and close the door and hold it shut for as long as i can just in case there is

i know damn well somebody isn't in the living room next to my room watching the tv. so why can i hear it on? i can hear voices that isnt the goddamn wind please just be quiet