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FiNe I'll go study >.> Spotify isn't working anymore dammit I should maybe eat breakfast nah I'll be right |
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Yes definitely go study >.< |
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*proceeds to make online flashcards for tech but then procrastinates by talking to friends* |
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Three art pieces done in the course of six hours - I'm setting personal records over here :0 |
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good job, sister- is this during your free time? Dad's talking to mum on the phone and I can tell she doesn't trust him with me :/ or me or him
and I need to decide soon if I prefer living with dad (which I do) or if I want to live with her but I don't know asdfghjkl;' |
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Yup! I don't have soccer or anything to do this weekend because I'm quarantined, so I figured I can get schoolwork done over the weekend. but I'm kinda happy ^^ Boop. that's,,, not great. If you want to be with your dad, then be with your dad. I'm sorry, it sounds so hard to have separated parents. |
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that sounds good, sister ^^
a bit less stress on your shoulders, I'm assuming
the problem is, I do kinda want to live with my dad but I'd feel bad either way. If I live with dad, mum will get sad and it'll become more awkward everytime I see her (she already accuses me of not loving her and hating her everytime I go over there with dad and just plays the victim kinda) and Coco is sad because well... he's Coco and I love him but dad's flat doesn't allow pets qwq
but if I live with mum, then I get way less freedom which I hate, a bunch of hugs and kisses and kinda just being controlled in general, along with a side of being yelled at every other day because I don't like having conversations and being social and I'm worried dad will get lonely. Mum at least has support workers that come most days, which is another thing because I get distracted by all the people at her house all the time. And she listens to music a lot really loudly and she can't sing but that isn't the point
I'm really angry at myself now because I feel like I'm just hating on mum and acting like dad's an innocent angel (which he isn't, but mum always says that my brother and I hate her and love him so I don't even know anymore). And I do want to live with dad but I just don't know how to tell mum
don't mind me every possible situation is asdfghjkl;'
it is kinda hard, I guess :/ I don't like being alone in the house with mum because sometimes we get into a fight and she yells at me and stuff
I sound so fricking ungrateful she just loves me too much, I guess, and has to be in control all the time (in the words of my oma) so when I defy her in any way she goes a tad aggro |
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Oh hun. I'm sorry you have to go through this and deal with this decision. If it will make you happier, than go with your dad, I think. Is your mom willing to talk this sort of thing out without getting too emotional? |
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Queen Scarlet - Yeah, good question... >.> :o I know! I won't ground you.... I'll just spam your PMs. >:D . . Oof. >.< That kind of a decision sucks. >~< . Maybe try what Daughter said? I honestly dunno how to help you there. Other than, if you need to rant, my PMs are always open. ^^" |
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Winter Month: 2 
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