My Delta
Name: Bǫlverkr
meaning: malefactor or evil-doer
Age: Five
Gender: Masculine
Rank: Delta
Desired Rank: Content
Appearance:
A male of behemoth proportions due to his genes, Bǫlverkr stands at over the average height at 35 inches and weighs over 120lbs. His physique is a lithe yet muscular one, his legs giving him much of his height, as well as his fur being long and spiked at his neck. His body looks lanky, almost awkward from a distance with hardly any muscle, but don't underestimate him. Bǫlverkr's muscle is hidden beneath his pelt and can be seen easily in his chest and hind legs. He is stronger than he looks. By all means, he welcomes all to test it out if they truly don't believe him.
In terms of colouration, the male has unique colours with a mainly red tint. His entire pelt has a red/orange hue with black being overlayed on the top in an almost peppered look. Upon that black is a white layered upon that, and so on. His legs and underbelly are made up of a cream that is tinted with red once more.
His eyes are an amber and quite menacing/intimidating. Bǫlverkr's voice is a deep, raspy sound, and his scent consists of a strong smell of smoke, almost like a forest. fire. Additionally, the male has several scars upon his pelt ranging in both size and depth.
Personality:
Cunning - Manipulative - Resilient - Skilled - Opinionated - Ambitious - Selfless - Slightly Malevolent (?) - Aggressive - Vindictive - Determined - Loyal
Bǫlverkr is a male of complex personality. Is he bad? Is he good?
Could be be both?
The male is cunning for starters, able to think quickly and come up with different plans for a certain situation. He could deceit anything and anyone and is rather good when it comes to trickery. So, in a way, he is fairly intelligent.. simply in a manipulative, scheming sort of way. Indeed, Bǫlverkr is fairly manipulative, able to twist words and control things in order to get what he wants. On rare occasions, he also gaslights. A simple, "I'm sorry you think that." Or, "I don't recall that." often escapes his lips in order to harm or confuse the one he's conversing with. Granted, there are times where he will admit that he's wrong, but if he strongly believes that he's right, then it's a difficult arguement to win.
Now, he isn't all that bad. After all, he has some good traits. For one, he's resilient, always recovering rapidly in difficult situations. The moment he gets knocked down, he jumps back up again. Bǫlverkr doesn't like showing weakness, so even if truly hurt or in pain, he will simply carry on as if nothing is wrong. Though it is a rare thing for him to get hurt. You see, Bǫlverkr is highly skilled. He's skilled in hunting, in fighting, in leading, in thinking, in killing, you name it. Does he think of himself better than others? Perhaps, though he strives to help others and teach them what he knows, so it cancels out. Right?
As if his cockiness isn't bad enough, he's also opinionated. Well, he has a high rank, he sort of has to be, but he jumps into conversations if he disagrees. He's bold with his words, too, and can be quite good with them. He deceives easily, so of course he could use his words well, always choosing the proper vocabulary and knowing how to twist words around. That's perhaps the most eerie thing about him. That, and the way he stares at others, as if he could see right into their very soul.
Slightly malevolent, Bǫlverkr is the type to inflict harm upon an enemy without a second thought. In fact, he is malevolent towards anybody not of his pack. Call him sadistic, but he simply thinks of himself as weary. These are difficult times that need difficult measures. He's simply adapting. So yes, he will inflict harm and pain upon another, sometimes out of spite, sometimes for fun. He doesn't really care. Would he kill another? Sure. He has no empathy towards a stranger or others. In a sense, he does act like a psychopath at times and slightly mad, but despite being complex and rather evil in a sense, Bǫlverkr is a good individual at times.
He has some good qualities. He puts his pack before anything for starters and can be selfless towards them. He does his best for them and himself, after all, he likes his rank and the power that comes with it, but that's besides the point. Yes, he's hurtful, manipulative, and so on, but he cares for his pack, and that should say something. I mean, Bǫlverkr doesn't care for anything, but he cares for his pack. Not to mention he's loyal, always doing anything for them to ensure that they have an easier life. He is also ambitious and determined for them.
Loyalty and respect is big for Bǫlverkr. He treats both with great importance. If somebody told him that they loved him, wonderful, but if they said that they trusted and respected him? He would take that information right to his heart. Thus, if undermined or seeing himself or another be disrespected, Bǫlverkr grows rather enraged, a sight one never wishes to see.
Despite being manipulative, bad, slightly cruel, Bǫlverkr is also honest. He is one to never lie. Twist words, yes, but lie? No, even a wolf such as himself knows not to. The male is a wolf that keeps his word and sees through it, yet another good quality when it comes to him. Not to mention he is also welcome to company. One need not ask to approach him for anything. Yes, he can kill without a second thought, yes, he is deranged, and a murderer, but he's nice towards those in his pack. He wouldn't do anything to them, not unless truly motivated.
So, while he's bad, he's also good in a complex, intelligent, psychopathic, twisted way.
Kin: Ráðgríðr is his sister.
Orochi is his nephew.
Levi and Ezra are his sons.
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Affilations:
Ráðgríðr - Younger Sister : Bǫlverkr doesn't understand his emotions very much, but he knows that he loves his sister more than anything. Maybe not love, since he doesn't know how that feels, but he's willing to do anything for her and obsesses over her. When he begins protecting and obsessing, then that's his version of love. She understands him and doesn't see him as a monster. While he is often heartless, he would never harm her, and she knows that. She's his sister and his blood, and he cares for her greatly. He would kill for her (quite literally), and knows that she would return the favour. When plotting, she is the one he confides in. He keeps nothing from her, and would harm anybody that hurts her in any way. He does his best to protect her. Nobody ever protected him, so the least he could do is give his sister what he never had
Levi, and Ezra - Children : Bǫlverkr would kill for any of his children. Any of them.
While he doesn't understand his own emotions, he understands that he would do anything for them at anytime. He favours them. He obsesses over them. They're his to protect. He teaches them whatever he knows, similar to what he does with his nephew. However, Bǫlverkr tends to limit himself around them in fear that they end up taking after him. He doesn't wish that upon anybody, especially his own children. Despite not speaking much about his feelings towards them, Bǫlverkr is proud of them, even if he doesn't let them know it. One could see it in his eyes, how they flash with gratitude and pride when looking at his sons. However, those looks always end with regret and fear. He doesn't want them to turn out like him.
Orochi - Nephew : Bǫlverkr favours Orochi. It's his sister's only offspring and his only nephew. While the male isn't a very good role model, for some odd reason, Orochi sees him as one. Thus, Bǫlverkr tries to be on his best behaviour for him and teach him anything he knows, which is limited when it doesn't involve gaslighting, killing, or deceiving others. But hey, at least he's trying to be good. That should show that he actually cares. Yes, he is unsteady and rather insane, but he still cares.
Neziton - Best Friend : This individual is Bǫlverkr's closest friend. Why, it's his platonic soulmate. You see, Bǫlverkr had bonded with Neziton, and when that happens, the male grows obsessed and possessive over another. He is the sole individual in which Bǫlverkr can whisper any secrets to. The male has an odd bond with this individual to the point that it can be seen as odd. Anywhere Neziton goes, Bǫlverkr goes. Anybody Neziton speaks to, Bǫlverkr joins in. Despite his state of mind, Bǫlverkr trusts Neziton and sees glimpses of himself in him. Why, they even help one another.. or try to. Two unstable individuals attempting to help never goes well, but Bǫlverkr tries his best because Neziton is his friend. He is completely loyal and devoted to his companion and would do just about anything for him when asked. Like any others he has bonded with, he would kill for Neziton without any remorse, though wouldn't dare hurt a single hair upon him. If anybody other tried, Bǫlverkr will murder them. It's as simple as that.
Yelena - Forbidden Relationship : Call it forbidden. Call it against the laws. Call it a scandal. To put it plainly, Bǫlverkr isn't allowed to be friends with Len. It's unheard of, a delta and omega, but Bǫlverkr doesn't listen. He bends the rules when it comes to her. She was his friend since a young pup, and simply because she's an omega changes nothing. Bǫlverkr still does his best to protect her. He speaks to her, helps her, does anything for her. It's against everything, but he'll do it. Why? Because Yelena is his friend. He cares for her in a different way. In an odd way. He isn't quite sure what it is, but he cares. If others find out, so be it. Bǫlverkr isn't ashamed to know her. He isn't ashamed to approach her. She's his other half. His saviour. She helps him and understands him much like his sister does. She sees him and isn't afraid of him. Instead, she makes him want to try and change. He can't turn his back on somebody like that. So let him lose his rank, let him being shunned for knowing her, Bǫlverkr would risk it all to remain being near her. To even see her. She holds a place within his withered, twisted heart, no matter what. Despite being a delta, he is Len's pawn.
Jemisha - Mother of his Children : Bǫlverkr favours Jemisha among many. How could he not? She's the mother of his children, and so she is treated kindly by him. She is held up there on his list along with the others. While he isn't sure how he feels towards her, like the others, he would protect her and do anything she desired. Like many, Bǫlverkr is afraid to be around her. He knows that he isn't stable and doesn't want it to rub off on her. He wants to be near her, but he's afraid to. Just like he's afraid to be near his children and nephew. He doesn't want them to see how he can be. He doesn't want to poison their minds with his words and actions. So, Bǫlverkr strays away, even if it hurts Jemisha. He continues to stray away, because in his mind, it's better than tainting her with his presence.
Crush: He doesn't know. He doesn't understand his emotions or what he wants. He is conflicted.
Mate: None