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Hearing his comment about how she had called him a fat cow and now had mocked his arms, made her laugh. It was just a small laugh, a chuckle at the most. It was also slightly humorous to see his reaction to her studying him and the comment within itself. Her laugh broke off with a small cough. Probably from breathing in the smell of smoke. Yet smoke had been something she had been exposed to for so long, with the war that is. She didn't really think the American soldier was a fat cow. It had been just an immediate reaction to finding the American soldier in her face. He was quite on the smaller side compared to the other soldiers she had seen. Although it was hard to judge physical appearance in a military uniform. He also didn't look that shabby, some of her childhood friends might label him as attractive. In a sense, she could see how they might find him attractive. Just for her personally, she hadn't really been interested in having personal connections to others of the opposite sex. She also wasn't too attracted to the idea that men and women were expected to marry and have children. The idea of birthing a child brought a feeling of sickness to the pit of her stomach. It wasn't just birthing a child but also being that intimate with another being. She had always felt like that, even before the war. Daemon was way different than other soldiers. Perhaps that's why she was starting to feel more comfortable around him. He was childish, yes, but also kind of humorous. He had to be brave too, to defy orders like this and break the rules. He wasn't a doctor, he should have not taken the first aid kit and handed it to her. She should have not touched it but she really didn't want an examination or Lola touching her. Besides, she knew exactly what she needed and how to address simple wounds. She didn't have time to waste on silly questions like "when was the last time you ate?" Or "When was the last time you got your menstrual?" She wanted to get back before night. She was terrified of the protestors and the American soldiers outside of this tent. She really didn't want to stay and having a full examination would bring a lot of questionable things about her overall health that she would like to keep private. They could tell she was low-income. They could tell she had bigger problems than a needing a simple IV of fluids. So she took the first aid kit and began working. She had missed the exchange between Lola and Daemon. She had missed a lot of things as she focused on her wrists. They were ugly, deep burns that would take a long time to heal even if she had been high-income. She was a bit surprised that she had even asked Daemon for help but it didn't take a doctor to know how to wrap a wound. She figured that would be fine for him to do,something that wouldn't get him in trouble. In reality, she should be the one in the most trouble. She was using supplies that weren't hers, using supplies without a doctor license, and she had previously stolen bread from a building meant to feed the American soldiers. She had broken a lot of rules today and hadn't been caught. Not yet anyway. She was surprised Daemon hadn't given her the pat down before entering the American camp. She was even more surprised when he said he would help her. He hadn't beeen to fond in helping her previously, just judging by the way he spoke with her. She watched him as he moved closer to her and tapped his forefinger and thumb together before squatting. Her gaze betrayed her curiousity to why he did that but she didn't ask out loud. "If you try to kick, hit, or even bite me while I do this..." She crossed her left leg over her right leg and moved her wrist out toward him so he could reach to wrap it better. Her gaze remained locked on his face, looking for facial expressions. His tone sounded threatening, although she wasn't sure who would react that way toward a simple wrapping. She would get a serious wound, but not this. "I will hit you back, I'm not going to get into how many times that has happened on the field but that's your fair warning." So it had happened before, with other soldiers. She could see in a sense why that would be a normal human reaction but she had been hurt plenty of times within the years of war. She would never physically hurt anyone trying to help her. "I've been injured quite a bit. This time...is one of the milder times. You have nothing to fear," She spoke quietly, trying to comfort him and convince him that she wouldn't harm him. She hoped she didn't word it wrong,"I always end up at the wrong place at the wrong time." She hardly reacted to pain. When she did, it was mostly just a few hisses or curses. Her gaze dropped to his hands as they wrapped her up. He seemed rather skilled at this, like he had done it a dozen thousand times. But then again, he probably has. Once he finished, she moved on to the other wrist. She followed the same pattern as before; burn spray, Triple Antibotic, and then handed the wrap to Daemon. This time, she bit her lip to not utter any curses and she was well better prepared for the pain of the burn spray. She just give a large inhale and let out a small hiss. Why did something hurt so much if it was supposed to take the stings out of burns. "How long have you been in the feild?" She asked, blinking tears out of her eyes as she handed the other wrist to him. Her accent had been coated in the burning pain she had felt when she sprayed her other wrist but she was okay. She never had physical reactions to pain like the ones he had warned her not to do,"I apologize if that's something you can't share with me. You look about my age, that's all." Edited at October 14, 2022 10:52 AM by Ashes of Night
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A chuckle from Illiana was not what Daemon had expected, but he took it in stride with his evident pride unwavering. It’s usually never his intent to quite get people to either laugh or scowl at his comments, or theatrical antics. He does it for himself, because that’s just who he is. Lacking most of a filter led to plenty of unintended offenses to spew from his mouth, but it also made for humorous lines to be spoken from time to time as well. Relationships and Daemon have never quite mixed. There’s not been a single steady relationship he’s had, as the few he’d dabbled in turned dangerously toxic before a break up. Of course he’s had flings a plenty, but being strapped down with someone just didn’t sound appealing. It didn’t help Daemon’s never been considered ‘emotionally available’, which apparently most people found to be a necessity in a more personally intimate relationship. The expectations and silent standards in relationships are the primary reason Daemon prefers meaningless intimacies for a night before the exchange is over for good. Marriage was garbage to Daemon as well; a piece of paper binding two people for life? Sounds terrible. And children… Daemon does not have the patience for them. He hates kids with a passion. They’re gross, whiny, and require too much attention. So not once has he ever even considered settling down one day and going the family route, because that level of domestication just didn’t really fit who he was as a person. While Daemon didn’t understand the pretense of a thorough examination for someone who wouldn’t even be here long, he knew enough to know it wouldn’t do Illiana much good anyway in the long run. Perspective wise, there was no point in trying to tend to the things that couldn’t be aided in the present in a timely manner. Obviously Illiana didn’t have many means -or funds- to continuously and properly tend to her every ailment. It’s the state Illiana was in physically to him that led him to make the judgment call that she wasn’t a threat. So a pat down or thorough questioning just didn’t seem necessary. She seemed adamant about wanting to get in and out of the medical tent anyway. Now if she had begun to ask multiple questions and inquired a lot about the all-American place… then he would have grown skeptical about her intentions. But Illiana didn’t seem to like Americans in the way that she just wanted to leave as soon as possible, so therefore, she didn’t seem to be of much concern. Daemon wasn’t necessarily sure why he tends to tap in sequence, whether it be his fingers, his gun strap, tables, cups. If he’s in thought over something, or making a decision, he taps whatever he can. The soldier wouldn’t consider himself OCD, although he expresses a few of those tendencies associated with it. It’s never quite been brought to his conscious attention, it’s just been a subconscious display he’s made since his youth. Daemon’s eyes stayed trained to his task at hand, which was wrapping Illiana’s wrist. That meant he wasn’t too focused on her body language or facial cues at the moment, but he said what he felt he needed to when it came to tending to her. The soldier was focused, his face reflected that, but he did briefly glance up to her as she began to speak. "I've been injured quite a bit. This time...is one of the milder times. You have nothing to fear.” A faint grin of what could be perceived as sarcastic gratitude was what he gave in response, before down casting his gaze back to her wrist. Was it worth asking how extreme of injuries she’s endured? Amid this war, he’d bet she’s experienced quite a few. "I always end up at the wrong place at the wrong time." Daemon gave a snort, but because he understood that statement. “You’re not alone there.” He muttered under his breath. Daemon knew very well that his luck exceeded many people’s, but that did not make him exempt from shitty moments. Daemon was mindful of her reactions during his wrapping, but he didn’t relent in his task until he was finished. Silently he spectated her routine with her other wrist, his gaze only briefly moving to Lola; who no longer seemed to care about either of them for the meantime. And the other guy, who was quiet and busy enough in the back for Daemon to have momentarily forgotten his existence. When his blue eyes moved back to Illiana, it was to take the wrap and wait for her to extend her wrist. At least she wasn’t whining, Daemon has seen too many females whine and cry obsessively over lesser wounds than Illiana’s. So that made her easier to work with overall. As much as he had been enjoying pushing Illiana’s buttons -which he wasn’t above continuing- she was at least tolerable to the egoist. "How long have you been in the field?" Daemon paused in his wrapping to glance up at her, seeing her expression though, he assumed this was a way for her to channel her focus onto something other than the pain she was experiencing. He doubted she genuinely cared, which he didn’t mind, but he’d play along. "I apologize if that's something you can't share with me. You look about my age, that's all." Continuing with her wrist, Daemon had a subtle smile. “I can’t get into dirty details, but I can say this is my sixth year of service. I started with the Marines, had two deployments that lasted for a little while, and now I’m on loan to the Army due to the war. My temp transfer expires in a few months, but we’ll see if I manage to get back to the states or not when it does.” Daemon said in a lower tone, explaining as much as he was allowed to, especially with other ears in the vicinity. “I’m 24, by the way. You look about 22, 23 maybe. 26 at the absolute most.” Daemon commented before his eyes moved back down to the wrist he had just finished wrapping. The soldier withdrew his hands and placed them on his knees, observing her face for a moment to see if his comment had been well based. But beneath the obvious weariness, and pain she was currently experiencing, he could see she was around his own age. He’s always been a good estimator, but lately he’s seen many German individuals that look much older than they probably are. Stress will do that to a person, Daemon assumed. As would the many other things people are experiencing in the war.
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She simply let Daemon work on her wrists. She didn't mind having him help her, even the occasional touch that would happen as he wrapped them. If it had been Lola, she would not have been able to feel the same way. She was starting to grow more comfortable around his prescence, and secretly she didn't mind him as much as she thought she would have. And for the moment, she could ignore the soldiers outside and the woman in the room. She seemed less interested in the two and focused on whatever she was doing on her computer. Her gaze briefly flickered to it, wondering if computers even looked the same. She used hers to learn fluent English back before the war. She had been considering moving the United States and becoming a doctor there. Of course, everything since then had been a distant memory. For once in years, her heart ached for a normal. She wished she had moved on to study medicine. She wished the war hadn't happened so much. Her attention flickered back on Daemon when she heard him respond to her being wounded several times. Of course, she expected him to be snarky toward it but he wasn't. Instead, he just simply said that she wasn't alone with the heavy amount of wounds she had received. It drawn the curiosity for her to ask how many times but she wasn't sure if she would like the answer to that. For some reason, serious injuries made her heart drop to her stomach. Someone being injured a lot also had the same effect. So instead of questioning, she just let him work. For the moment, she had completely forgotten about their company and seemed to lose all the discomfort she had been feeling. Of course, the feeling of content was only temporary. Soon, she would have to step out of the tent and meet thousands of American gazes. Of course they would be drawn to her, after all they didn't see German citizens very often. She was sure of this. "I can't get into the dirty details, but I can say this is my sixth year of service. I started with the Marines, had two deployments that lasted for a little while, and now I'm on loan to the Army due to the war. My temp transfer expires in a few months, but we'll see if I manage to get back to the states or not when it does." He gave her a lot of information, probably more than what she could comprehend. There were lots of terms she didn't understand as she wasn't a soldier or knew their terminology. It was interesting though. He seemed to have a good step into the future whereas she didn't have a clue. He was already nose deep into his career where she was just trying to survive in the city she was currently in. It was a little overwhelming, the success difference between them both. "I'm 24, by the way. You look about 22, 23 maybe. 26 at the absolute most." She was a little shocked that he could have guessed her age almost spot on. She had been told her whole life that she looked younger than she appeared, round faced and still having blonde hair. Perhaps the war had been aging her physical features. She couldn't be sure though. It had been years since she took a look at herself in the mirror. She gave a nod toward his guesses,"23, I think. It's hard to keep track." "I've always wanted to go to the United States," she told him, keeping her voice soft and quiet. For some reason, she didn't want the others in the room to hear about her past dreams,"After and during school, I spent time learning and speaking English fluently. I had everything ready to go when the country closed it's borders and travels down. I wanted to study medicine." She sighed softly, resting her head on her hands. She was starting to struggle with keeping her mind active and awake. The pain and her wariness were starting to show on how she presented herself. Talking about the past had brought new disappointment to the table. It reminded her of a future that she had at her fingertips before it got ruined for her,"But you know, I'm not sure if that me and this me are the same person." After a few moments, she stood up and shook the tiredness away from her. She couldn't fall asleep. She still had to get back safely, and judging by how the light had changed in the room, she didn't have much time. A flash of fear shown in her brown eyes. She definitely wouldn't make it back, even if she had the energy to. She quickly sprayed the rest of the burns, the ones she could see around her stomach area. She wasn't sure where else she was burned. Every single burn had become a solid burning ache which felt similar to the aches she felt all the time through her body. "Did I get every one?" She asked Daemon, standing still with her arms crossed around her chest. She felt awkward being exposed in what she was wearing. Her jacket normally covered It but she knew someone had to look at her and make sure she didn't miss one. She didn't like others looking at her. She was sure each time they did all they saw were her shitty clothes and how dirty she was. She wasn't even sure herself what she looked like but she knew it wouldn't have been good. She knew her clothes should have been thrown away a long time ago, she knew her hair should have been washed a long time ago, and she knew she needed a lot more food and water than what she had been trying to get by with. But those were uncontrollable things. Making sure that her burns didn't get infected was something that she could do. Edited at October 14, 2022 06:50 PM by Ashes of Night
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If Lola hadn’t been at the very least sure of Daemon's ability to properly wrap a part of an appendage, then she would have intervened. Burned wrists were probably one of the most mild of wounds he’s worked with, and even though it wasn’t a high pressure scenario, he treated it with the same fast but efficient diligence instilled into him. It wasn’t just the basic medical that had been so fiercely placed into him, but the overall drive of a soldier since a very young age has been there. Daemon’s always known what he wanted to be since he was 5 years old. Running around in camo clothes, clunky boots, and water guns as he ‘defended’ his home from atrocious -but invisible, make believe- enemies. He was never the kid afraid of the dark, or scared about a monster under his bed. Daemon was the kid that would charge head first down creepy, dark basement stairs to retrieve whatever his father tasked him to fetch. Daemon was born with a lionheart, and he’s always been sure about what he wants out of life. And what he wants, he takes. He’s bold; does exactly what people say he can’t -or shouldn’t. Perhaps he’s a bit more reckless with his life because of his ego, but it’s gotten him this far. It’s these stronger willed personality points that also enable Daemon to walk around as if he were 6”5. It certainly doesn’t always make him an easy individual to be around all of the time, because his stubborn ass refuses to acknowledge when he’s wrong, and insists on doing things his own way. Then again, his decisions and actions are usually calculated enough to be successful. Regardless of how dangerous, seemingly stupid, and utterly reckless they can be. Injuries were like talking about music to Daemon; it was a lax topic. He may not have the largest of marks littering his body, but he’s experienced many injuries over the entire course of his life. Most minor, a handful faring over mild, and probably only two that could be considered ‘severe’. Well, those two worse moments in terms of injury definitely sucked at the time, but now it’s something Daemon can laugh at. Maybe even brag about, because one in particular hailed him a hero to his squad. And that had definitely boosted the Specialists ego. Whether his terminology made sense, or whether she completely understood what he meant was something Daemon didn’t ponder. He still would have answered the same. The soldier does enjoy talking about himself after all, there are just some things that are frowned upon to discuss with any kind of civilian. Let alone a foreign one. But he was certainly not short of being proud of himself in general, his accomplishments, and where he stands in life right now. The kid from Cali definitely had a rockier, coveted personal life to start off with. But he substituted misfortunes by seeking fortune with what he had, and sometimes in places he shouldn’t have. But Daemon had only one regret in life, but it was one that was out of his control. Taking her nod as a sign he nailed her age, Daemon smiled to himself as she verbally confirmed. "23, I think. It's hard to keep track." She thinks? Daemon’s brows furrowed in the slightest, but he didn’t see how someone wouldn’t labor over wanting to keep track of a day that celebrates them. As a narcissist though, his birthday is his favorite holiday. Which happened to be New Year’s Day, so celebrating his special day was something Daemon always had fun with. He supposed the days might just blur together for someone like Illiana right now though. "I've always wanted to go to the United States.” It didn’t go unnoticed that she spoke in a quieter, softer tone. Which held his attention. “After and during school, I spent time learning and speaking English fluently. I had everything ready to go when the country closed it's borders and travels down. I wanted to study medicine.” It made sense why she spoke English so well now to him. “Where there’s a will, there’s a way. I doubt you’ll be getting much of what you want anytime soon, but if you want something bad enough, then you’ll find a way to get it. I know from experience.” Daemon winked with a confident smile, but he full-heartedly believed that. Being relentlessly ambitious though meant he’s never settled for less than what he wants, so therefore he’s always found a way to get exactly what he desires. And more. If Daemon had to break that down into a science, he’d say it would depend on perspective as well. Daemon believed he deserved what he wanted just the same, and belief is a powerful thing when it’s channeled into the right thing. “But you know, I'm not sure if that me and this me are the same person." The seriousness he felt in the moment, just from judging from Illiana’s energy and her way of expressing herself had made Daemon internally uneasy. He’s never exactly been good at handling sensitive or even semi-serious or hearty conversation. So naturally, he responded the best way he knew how; through humor. “Well obviously you now and you then aren’t the same person. Unless you made it a habit before the war to still run around in frumpy clothes, and unwashed, tangled hair.” The more teasing smirk on his face at least expressed that he didn’t mean for that comment to be offensive. Rising to his feet and backing away just before Illiana got to her feet, he rocked up on his heels to stretch his legs from holding his previous crouching position. While he lowered, his gaze caught the fear that flashed in Illiana’s eyes. For a brief second he wasn’t sure what could have rattled her, but he deduced it was the impending setting of the sun. What occurs at night doesn’t bother Daemon personally too much, but even a moron could take a guess at why it would be nerve wracking for a civilian. While she sprayed the rest of her burns, Daemon allowed his gaze to travel the space of the tent in wait. "Did I get every one?" Fixing his sights back on Illiana, Daemon instinctively already began to move his gaze over her, despite her evident awkwardness with her arms crossing over her chest. Signaling with his finger for her to spin so he could see more than just the front, he tipped his head faintly to the side to gauge any other visible burns. “It looks like your clothes took most of the heat -pun intended.” He smirked, releasing his close observance of her. “From what I can see, you’re good.” He added with a light shrug, but he wasn’t going to encroach on her space to ‘thoroughly examine’, that would be uncomfortable for the both of them. “If you think you’re done here, I’ll walk you out.” Daemon said, switching his gaze from Illiana to Lola, with the medic only looking in their direction for a moment, and ultimately moving her eyes back to the computer in front of her. With no opposition from the medic, Daemon looked back to Illiana. He assumed she wanted out sooner rather than later, but he took his time reaching for his gun again and slinging the strap back over his shoulder. He had every intention to at least walk her back to where he had found her at his post, since he was still technically on duty for a little while longer.
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Where she was located...was hell as soon as the sun set to say the least. She had taken recent refrudge within the heart of the violent protestors .If it wasn't the protestors, it was the German soldiers getting drunk and firing their guns toward old abandoned buildings for "fun". If it wasn't the drunk German solders, it was the gangs trying to steal even from the homeless. Well, in reality they were homeless too, just of a higher class than hers. With all the dangerous activity, she hadn't slept at all. It was too scary to sleep, even or her. Every night, she feared that she would be shot or stolen from. Not that she had much of a will to avoid both of those scenarios . She was piss-poor with anything but an old bed sheet to lay on. So the sinking sun did concern her. Berlin used to be a peaceful beautiful city but now it was downright dangerous. As if the explosions and fires weren't threatening enough, she had to deal with arrogant drunk German soldiers.She could've guarantee er safety past sunset but it was the only place she could find. Only place where she hadn't been attacked, that is. She did wish for something different, something more comforting. At this point, having a lifestyle like Daemon's seemed preferred to her. At least he had more than the clothes on his back to survive. He also would never have to watch his country be torn apart. He didn't have to worry about shelter, food, or anything in the world. That could have been her if she had chosen to leave Germany sooner instead of staying to take care of her sick mother. But thoughts like that disgusted her. She wasn't selfish and would have never left her mother. Her mother was sick with Dementia and needed her. It had been tough, watching her mother forget who she was. That's not where it stopped. Her mother had started to do better around the start of the war. But then the war hit...and her mother...well her mother was known for saying the first thing that popped into her head. To keep it simple, her mother did something brave and will forever be honored in Illiana's mind for that bravery. She noticed the American soldier's attention finding hers when she spoke about studying medicine. He didn't seem to be mocking her inteligence anymore, perhaps he had given that up after getting to know her further. She wasn't sure why she was even telling him this, in the long run it wouldn't matter too much. Soon he would be safe in his own country without a care in the world. Whereas she would still be fearing her safety at night and starving. "Where there's a will, there's a way. I doubt you'll be getting too much of what you want anytime soon, but if you want something bad enough, you'll find a way to get it. I know from experience." She was a little surprised by his answer. He didn't look at the type to be a great motivational speaker or care even a little to encourage her. She gave the faintest hint of a smile toward him. Maybe he wasn't such an arrogant fool after all. "Well obviously you now and you then aren't the same person. Unless you made a habit before the war to still run around in frumpy clothes, and unwashed tangled hair." Now that seemed more like something up his cup of tea. She chuckled a little with a head shake. She had been a clean freak and a perfectionist before the war. Nobody would ever catch her around with frizzy hair, much less dirty and tangled hair. It must be pretty bad for an American soldier to recognize it immediately. "Is it really that bad? I haven't seen my reflection in years," She spoke once she had stood up. That was true an it had probably been equally as long since she had washed or brushed her hair. As much as she craved for a shower, she knew it was impossible. Showering was something for the privleded these days. Once everything was sprayed down, she waited for Daemon to assess her. She spun when he gestured for her to do so. On her skin, there were other marks. Some of it was just dirt but there were also lots of scars and scrapes and bruises. All from old injuries that did heal somewhat cleanly. It was more prominent on her back that consisted of heavy sunburnt areas and scars. Once he gave her the al clear, she smiled and gave a nod. She wanted to get out of here before Lola changed her mind. Before the examination was rebought to the table. If she had any fresh wounds, she would have told the woman about them or taken care of them herself. She didn't need an examination. While Daemon took his time grabbing his gun, she took her own time and untied the ribbon from her hair. She shook out from of her curls that had a few tree limbs and dirt tangled within. Her hair had mostly fallen from the high ponytail anyway. She refixed it, fighting the ribbon tightly to make sure it held up her long thick hair. Grabbing her jacket, she gave a small sigh. Although it was slightly tempting to make Lola pity her and get fresh supplies like clean clothes, a shower, food, and water...she still couldn't risk the bruise it would put on her dignity. Not to mention risk them finding the loaf of bread in her jacket and her losing her food. "If you think you are done here, I'll walk you out." Her attention flickered back to Daemon, realizing that he was all ready to go. She gave a faint nod, her gaze following his to Lola. The doctor just looked at them and returned back to whatever she was doing on the computer.Carefully slipping her jacket on, she walked to where Daemon was waiting on her. "Dankeschön," She called to Lola and added in English,"Thank you." Edited at October 15, 2022 02:27 PM by Ashes of Night
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Daemon would probably -hopefully- never have to experience seeing his own home state, and nation, trifled and ruined by a war on its soil. The occasional unruly protests were one thing, but consistent war where he lives would piss him off. Protecting and serving is exactly what he would still do though, regardless of where he is. American assets and ultimately his homeland is what he defends. The U.S. Embassy in Berlin was the first thing the American soldiers took precedence over when arriving in Germany, now it's fairly abandoned. It did bother Daemon that something that belonged to his own nation was left to be defiled, plenty of individuals have scribbled their slanders and protests about Americans -and just the war in general- in Germany, but there was nothing valuable left to defend. Outside of what Daemon does now, he couldn’t say he had a concrete life outside of the military. He definitely has the funds to at least start a comfortable life wherever he wishes, but what would he do if he were to start living domestically? Climbing ranks and being in action was where he found a lot of thrill in life. Doing mundane things like working the 9 to 5, it just didn’t sit well with Daemon. He valued his life the way it was now, and the course it was taking. And his love for what he does would never waver. It would sound awful to the normal ear, but Daemon could only hope something absolutely terrible and tragic happened to his mother. Just so she can call him, and he can laugh at her. He couldn’t wait to show up to her funeral one day, spit on her grave, and go back to work. He felt the exact same way for his little sister. Conniving bitches is what they are, only out to reap off of the misfortune and misery of everyone else. Perhaps it's where Daemon first learned to enjoy inflicting hurt onto others, but only because he had been used to receiving it. His father was similar to Daemon; enjoyed being on active duty elsewhere, so he wasn’t always present. Daemon never resented his father from the extended times away though, and Daemon never did complain or whine about the less than nurturing treatment he had been dealt from his mother. But it just wasn’t a soldier's place to bitch about misfortunes, Daemon had learned that at a young age. He is not exactly a motivational speaker, nor someone whose advice should always be followed. He shared what he believes works best for him, but fails to acknowledge that his way may not always work for others. Sometimes it was a bit surprising though; the various types of wisdom he spews from a lifetime of accumulating different experiences. And other times, he definitely gets the ‘are you insane?!’ look. It’s really fifty-fifty when it comes to what he may say. Daemon took Illiana’s chuckle and slight shake of the head as the sign that she did in fact not parade around like a dirty homeless woman before the war. He certainly prided himself on cleanliness and hygiene, but why wouldn’t he dedicate special time to upkeep himself? Daemon was pretty enough to deserve often upkeep. The only thing that ever fought him was his hair, but it didn’t need much work to maintain its own stylish, untamed pizzazz. Slicking it back only works for so many hours before it becomes disobedient, but he likes the challenge his hair presents him. "Is it really that bad? I haven't seen my reflection in years.” Daemon didn’t mean to blink in a way that said ‘you seriously want my honesty?’, but that’s definitely how his expression came across. “One; yeah, it’s in pretty gnarly condition. Your hair is the epitome of every hairdresser's worst nightmare, and I’m saying that in the nicest way possible.” Daemon iterated, because he certainly could have been less delicate. “Two; that is the saddest thing I’ve heard in a while. Everyone deserves to see their reflection, horrid or not, but everyone should be acquainted with their reflection.” Coming from someone who likes to check themselves out on a daily though, she just spoke sin to him. His eyes even briefly traveled around the tent to find a visible mirror, but to his dismay there wasn’t one. So now he had a new mission; before dumping Illiana, this woman was going to be seeing her damn reflection in whatever he could find before getting back to his post. The various marks on Illiana that his eyes had loosely traveled over was something he didn’t allow his gaze to linger on, nor would he inquire about them all. It was difficult on the streets, even he knew that as a spectator. Besides, he never did know which scars carried memories some people would rather forget. So while he could talk all day about his own, Daemon was respectful enough to not push for others to do the same… it was one of the few things Daemon wouldn’t push an individual to share. "Dankeschön.” The medic looked up from her computer upon hearing that, her eyes training on Illiana before she gave a thin smile. “Thank you.” Lola added a nod of her head, before lowering her gaze down once more. Unsurprisingly, Daemon gave a dramatic scoff as he stepped out to lead the way. “All she did was sit still and look pretty, which for the record, I could do a better job of any day.” He affirmed quite seriously, but it’s probably the fact that he was so serious about being better at sitting still and looking pretty that probably made it more humorous than he intended. Would he debate the subject though? Absolutely. Flicking his gaze to the other American soldiers that began glancing in their direction, Daemon would offer a subtle nod when necessary. Mostly to communicate that who he had in his company wasn’t a troublesome individual. But still, now he was sure he might get pressed later as to why he of all people chose to deliver some German girl to the medic tent. But the answer was simple; Daemon wanted a reason to stretch his legs beyond his corner post. And Daemon using other people as a means to benefit him was… well, it was a very Daemon thing to do. Keeping his voice purposely low for his next vocalization, he spoke so only she could hear him. “What exactly were you doing in that building earlier?” He asked, not in a demanding tone, but of genuine curiosity. Daemon hasn’t let it go since she mentioned it earlier in the tent, and he bit his tongue long enough. They may still be around other Americans for the better half a few minutes during the walk, but he could only hold back so many thoughts and questions before he can’t really hold them back anymore.
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It was very true that she hadn't had an opportunity to see herself. She probably didn't want to either. She used to be a cleanfreak, a perfectionist. She used to shower almost three times a day-sometimes four if it had been a particularly busy day. Before the war, she was often busy and involved in the community. She volunteered at a homeless shelter, participated in dance wave, and spent time working at local hospitals. She wasn't by any means popular back in the day, but she was a good dancer and very involved with community work. She thrilled herself in being busy. The more things she could do per day, the better. When the country closed its borders, that's when the true hell reached out. It wasn't soon after until technology had been taken away from civilians, the government became frantic for soldiers, and then soon after...her house was burned down. After that, she had spent the rest of her life jumping place to place. She tried her best to live, that's all she was trying to do now. "Oh, yeah, it's in pretty gnarly condition. Your hair is the epitome of every hairdresser's worst nightmare, and I’m saying that in the nicest way possible." She arched an eyebrow at him. She could believe everything he had just said about her hair. It's just that she could do nothing to take care of it. Curly hair was temperamental, especially hers. She didn't have the supplies to take care of it or the energy to try so she just let it be. "Two; that is the saddest thing I’ve heard in a while. Everyone deserves to see their reflection, horrid or not, but everyone should be acquainted with their reflection." Her eyebrow arch raised again. She was quite aware that the American soldier was conceited and full of himself. She just didn't think it was surface level too. She had obviously been proven wrong. She personally didn't think she needed to see herself, she could feel every inch of dirt dig in her skin. She didn't need to be reminded of that. Perhaps things would have been different if she had went through the examination and then appeared to Lola's mercy. That's what she would have expected would have earned her a shower, a decent meal, new clothes, and a place to stay. But that wasn't within Illiana's nature. Besides, however nice all of those things sounded, she knew she would never be comfortable taking shelter here. Not without Daemon by her side. Even then, she wasn't quite sure if she could handle of the soldier's wonderful personality for that long. So instead she thanked Lola and moved on. The female doctor still acted cold toward her ad prickly. In a way, she could get how. After all, she had sort of done Lola's job for her and didn't get a single thing she wanted to do in this situation. But then, the American doctor should have expected it. German civilians came here when they were desperate but not desperate enough to have their privacy evaded. Even Daemon didn't seem too impressed with her behavior though. He gave a scoff as he walked past her to lead the way. She mentally prepared herself for the stares and stepped out to join him. "All she did was sit still and look pretty, which for the record, I could do a better job of any day.” She found herself agreeing with the American soldier for once. Lola hadn't been too helpful during that time,"She's probably still offended that I didn't allow her to evade my privacy and you sort of did her job for her too." Illiana gave a small shrug. If Lola wanted to be offended, that was her business,"You shouldn't speak to people like that. Around here, it can get you in major trouble." Her voice had dropped as soon as they were out. Almost immediately, she was met with the stares. Feeling uncomfortable again, she jogged up to Daemon and walked beside him. She was mindful of his space, finding comfort in walking next to him rather than behind. She noticed that he kept on nodding to them time to time. A bit of curiosity flashed in her eyes to why he was doing that. Maybe it was a nonverbal communication to state something important to his military friends. "What exactly were you doing in that building earlier?" She froze in her tracks. She had not expected to hear that question from him. She froze, her gaze dropping to the ground to hide her fear from him. The question brought her heart to the bit of her stomach. This was it. She was done for. He was going to turn her in for being a Heimatlos Räuber. She was going to lose her food for the next months and get punished. In her mind, she could already imagine Daemon calling the German soldiers and them sentencing her to 50 lashings for breaking the rules. The German government isn't as tolerant as they once were. It wasn't going to be pretty. "I-I-I" She stuttered at a failed attempt to lie. She was a horrible liar. She couldn't get the words out. She didn't know what to say or do. This American soldier was going to get the German soldiers. They were going to punish her cruelly, that is if he didn't beat them to it. Edited at October 15, 2022 11:05 PM by Ashes of Night
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Arched eyebrows from Illiana aside, Daemon stood by what he said. While he does fare into being more deceptive and lying when it comes with specific benefits, he was fairly blunt more often than not. When it comes to reflections though, Daemon found a source and semi-sense of identity resided within them. Sometimes it’s worth looking yourself in the eyes, and seeing if there’s a person you’re worth being proud of reflecting back at you. Or at least it was that way for Daemon. No one had been more of a friend to Daemon than his own reflection. He was his own hype man, he was proud of everything he was, and he was proud of who he saw looking back at him. Not just in terms of looks -but boy does he fancy himself- but for who he’s become as a man, too. It made no sense to Daemon why people wouldn’t take advantage of certain things. He despised pity just as much as most people, but if it benefited himself in a certain way, he had no shame in playing whatever card he had to. Generally, the most he can do is tone down his snarky nature and turn up his ability to charm. Whether it be charming individuals by being the exact kind of person they wanted to see out of him, or if he played the role of a flirt to get what he wanted from a female. There was no remorse he had in manipulating or using people as tools, and nobody usually came away angry. Because a good manipulator is one that gets in and out before anyone even notices they’ve been played. And by the time they do notice? Daemon’s long gone. So he’s careful with who he uses, but it is a ritualistic habit. "She's probably still offended that I didn't allow her to evade my privacy and you sort of did her job for her too." Daemon tsked his tongue in response. “I didn’t do her job. Remember? I'm not qualified. I simply performed basic assistance to an individual that did not consent to being handled by the on staff medical technician.” He countered, which was a prettier way of saying he totally pissed Lola off by stepping in. But if he had to spin that to his superiors? It was legitimate enough for him to just barely skirt out of discipline. "You shouldn't speak to people like that. Around here, it can get you in major trouble." Daemon did send a raised brow and a faint smirk Illiana’s way, but only because he knew very well what she said wouldn’t affect his behavior. “I’ve been around here long enough to know what kind of trouble I can keep up with, and I’m doing just fine so far. And if my mouth does land me in a tight spot, it’ll be far more enthralling than standing and staring on a street corner anyway.” Daemon rebutted, but he was fairly good at weaseling his way out of serious trouble in all aspects of his life. It’s not like he really spoke to many Germans either, soldiers or non, he simply let them be. And they did the same with him. For now, anyway. But Daemon could never promise that a comment wouldn’t slip out in the direction of any German soldier or citizen that really irked him. But he’d cross that bridge when he gets there. As she jogged up closer, his eyes only briefly judged the distance she chose to keep beside him, but that proved to him she was being consciously mindful of his space. He definitely barked when she invaded it once, but at least the message was received. And in turn, it allowed him to be far less hostile than he could have been. And he supposed his fellow soldiers would know if he was specifically irritated with someone as well, because it would show through his demeanor and overall behavior. So the nods were a silent affirmation that he, in fact, had everything handled. As soon as Illiana came to an abrupt halt, Daemon did as well as he half-turned to face her while furrowing his brows. Her reaction to the question was one that, to anyone, did not seem good. It concerned him more than he’d admit, but only because if she committed a serious offense and he overlooked that, well he’ll get more than a slap on the wrist for sure. She couldn’t have set the fire… maybe… but did she have something to do with it? She lowered her head as if she had done something truly terrible, so what? Murder? If it was self defense, Daemon could understand and look the other way at. But what did she get herself into? "I-I-I-” By the time she finished stuttering, Daemon gestured with his head forward to signal for her to keep moving before this drew the attention of other soldiers. “I think we should keep moving, now.” He said in the same lowered tone, but this one carried authority to it. Even if she had tried to lie, Daemon’s intense icy stares when he locks eyes with people tends to pull the truth out regardless. Or at least he’s able to know when he’s being lied to. “Just answer me yes or no on this; were you responsible for the fire, or for any lives being lost?” Daemon asked, because the answer to that question would determine how he chose to act. Serious offenses were the only thing Daemon was concerned about, but he was also more… open minded than most people. Such as, he definitely believed some people deserved to die, or be killed. Especially some of the gang members and soldiers he’s heard stories about… taking advantage of women in the worst way. If Daemon were to ever witness such a vile act himself, hell yeah he’d step in and kill anyone he had to. Regardless of the price he would be paying. Daemon wasn’t exactly someone who stuck firmly “to the book” either, but only because the world does not play by the book. Rules can be bent, morals flex, and some crimes should be committed. As long as Daemon can find a pretense of justice behind crueler acts, then he can condone it.
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She didn't know what to say or do. He hadn't asked her that at the beginning or patted her down. She thought she would have gotten away with it. He hadn't even attempted to look inside her jacket when she had it off. He had been full of mockery, yes, but as it came through procedures he hadn't been traditional or searched her. So hearing this question caused dread and shock pierce her. She hadn't expected him to ask it. She had lowered her gaurd, started to adjust to the presence of this soldier. She had even laughed a few times and teased him. Clearly, it had been a mistake. He must have been playing some sort of game with her. He had to of been trying to gain her trust so she would more than likely trust him. Then hit her with the big question: what was she doing in the building? Of course, the easiest answer would just be to come clean. And she would have, if minor crimes didn't weigh the same as large ones. Germany couldn't afford to emprison those that did crime not correlated to the war. Instead, they had moved to physical, painful ways to ensure citizens wouldn't break the rules. Stealing bread had the same offense as murder did. "I think we should keep moving, now." The tone of his voice caused her to immediately glance up to his eyes. His expression was as dead serious as his voice. He knew she had done something she shouldn't have done. She hadn't done a good job of covering it up but he knew. That meant it wouldn't be long until the German soldiers knew too. His voice betrayed that moving wasn't a choice and if she didn't move now...who knows what he was capable of doing. If he did use his gun on her, nobody would stop him or even raise an eyebrow. She had such a low status that she doubted anyone would notice her death. Closing her eyes and taking a sharp inhale, she forced her legs to keep walking. Her feet dragged a little but most of that was due to preexisting tiredness from the events of today. She kept a large distance away from him, afraid that if she walked to close then he would grab her and treat her like he should have as soon as he found her running from the fire. A German soldier would have punished her at that very moment. They wouldn't have even patted her down. They would have assumed she had stolen something. "Just answer me yes or no on this; were you responsible for the fire, or for any lives being lost?" She immediately shook her head, feeling slightly offended. It was only after a few moments did she realize that he couldn't see her reaction. Not with her travelling behind him. "Do you honestly think I'm capable of such evil?" Her voice was hushed, so quiet that she doubted that he could hear her voice. She still didn't make any effort to move closer. She now no longer trusted Daemon, now that he knew she had done something she wasn't supposed to. "No," She added more firmly and then sighed,"But they'll say I did-the German soldiers. As soon as you tell them I was in there, they'll punish me without a question." Her voice was shaky. Every limb in her was shaking. She had been caught and they were going to know. They neared the end of the American camp and the American gazes. As soon as they were out of sight of the Americans and there wasn't anyone around, she stopped and leaned against a tree trunk to catch her breath and try to calm down. But of course the American needed to know what she had done. He wouldn't fully believe her unless he had proof. That's how Americans worked. "I, um, well, you see.." Taking another deep breath, she reached into her pocket and pulled out the bread loaf. She tossed it toward him and then crossed her arms around her body,"Here." The bread loaf was wrapped in plastic that had a welcome message written in German. There was also a picture of the German flag and American flag. For the most part, the bread was unharmed, except for a few spots where the plastic had been burned off. It was unmistakingly the bread for the American soldiers. Now he knew what a lowlife she was, taking bread meant for the American soldiers as a welcome and thank you gift. Edited at October 16, 2022 01:00 AM by Ashes of Night
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Daemon honestly expected a simple answer to follow his simple inquiry. And now, he himself was questioning his actions that led to here. Props to Illiana though, because it takes a hell of a lot for Daemon to question himself. Which consequently, irritated him though. However, he did not let that show, not where he knew his fellow soldiers would be able to decipher that. Usually his judgment calls are always so spot on, but how far off was his judgment of Illiana? Daemon wasn’t sure he wanted to know. At best he felt wronged, but only to deflect from the fact that he was very much the fuck up in this situation. While he didn’t know what she did, he knew the way she had acted in the middle of the camp was enough for her to raise some eyebrows. She just looked guilty, and guilt was a weakness. That’s the difference between citizens and soldiers; they acted like prey, he was a trained predator. Soldiers were trained to look for weakness, for faults, and Illiana had just displayed such blatant, weaker behavior. He knew he was to be considered a shark among minnows, but a minnow that acts like a minnow is one that doesn’t last long. At least when he turned to start walking again, she was following. And as tempting as it was to snap at her to pick up the pace, that would have roused even more eyes to turn their way. Keeping his eyes glued to the sights in front of him, Daemon waited for her response to his question. "Do you honestly think I'm capable of such evil?" If he hadn’t already been straining his hearing to hear any kind of comment, he knew very well he would have missed that. Honestly, no, Daemon did not think Illiana was capable of that kind of evil. But he did believe in people committing what they believed to be necessary evils. He was also sure at one time in history that there were soldiers who didn’t expect the children they were accepting with open arms to be strapped down with bombs… so look where assumption got them. A very brief flash of anger danced through his eyes, but at least he was facing forward, as it was only meant to express how upset he was with himself. ‘Protocol is there for a reason’, but he was cocky. It’s never been a problem until now, but was that luck, or good judgment calls that have gotten him through? "No. But they'll say I did-the German soldiers. As soon as you tell them I was in there, they'll punish me without a question." That he didn’t doubt, no offense to the Germans, but most of their soldiers were bigger pricks than he was. “I don’t report to German soldiers.” Daemon replied coolly. But he really didn’t. That's what his superiors were for. If there was an issue involving German citizens that would require the German military, he was ordered to report through a chain of command. He reports to his Sergeant, and the Sergeant reports to the Colonel, and they handle conversational affairs with the German militants. It was most likely set up that way to avoid tiffs between American and German foot soldiers, but Daemon was not expected to communicate with any German soldier directly. They weren’t his superiors, and he didn’t treat them as such. Simply, Daemon avoided and ignored them when possible. Flicking his gaze between faces until they exited the camp, Daemon stopped to face Illiana, watching as she leaned against the tree. His finger had been furiously tapping his strap for some time now, but he was very much in thought as his gaze bore onto the German woman now. "I, um, well, you see…” Daemon’s gaze moved down to where she had reached into her coat, and naturally he tensed and took on a defensive position. Never has he been met with anything good when a civilian reaches into their pockets since he’s gotten to Germany, and a show of mistrust crossed his face as his hand gripped his gun, but he did not point it at her. Once his eyes adjusted to what she actually pulled out though… defense and mistrust shifted to confusion, his hands leaving the gun and its strap as he caught the bread. "Here." It was… bread. Bread? From the slightly burned plastic, to the flags, it was then he was able to understand. She stole bread. Bread. Daemon started to laugh, quietly, but he couldn’t help it. Giving a faint shake of his head, he held the bread out as his eyes met Illiana’s figure. “Are you fucking kidding me? A loaf of god damn bread?” Daemon tossed it back, his hand moving to pinch the bridge of his nose for a moment. “I literally felt my blood pressure rising back there, and all for what? Fucking bread.” It was just as irritating as it was humorous to Daemon. Bread! He was half certain she had actually done something worth getting shunned for, by him anyway. Lowering his hand from his face, he relented a small sigh. “Personally, I don’t give two shits about the bread. Hide it, obviously. But seriously? Next time borrow something worth being really afraid over. Like alcohol, or expensive jewelry.” Daemon lowered his gaze and muttered, “bread”, whilst shaking his head once more. He was almost disappointed, mostly because that was all she had apparently taken. It was bread, to live off of. That’s why he didn’t slander the action as ‘stealing’. In this scenario, it was long term ‘borrowing’ to Daemon. Now if she had been after alcohol, he would have been pissed. It’s the one substance almost every American soldier looked forward to indulging in on their down time -including him-, and that is not something to mess with. But bread? God, nobody would even notice it was missing. A few heavier set guys might have noticed a decline in something like Doritos or Twinkies, but there were no obsessive bread lovers. It was great for sandwiches, and to eat on the fly, but no one would notice a loaf missing. Especially with the building being burned down now. Did she really think he would have cared? Had he behaved like a guy that would have thrown a fit over bread? As long as she was smart enough to not get caught by her own people, then why the hell would he care?
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