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Jason looked at the time, Damien didn’t really say a time for him to arrive. He looked at Anna and Millie, “Alright, I’m going to Damien’s house.” Jason had no idea why he was going, let alone he had no clue what Damien wanted to talk about. He took a deep breath and grabbed his jacket. It was his investigating jacket so it had the letters; ‘FBI’ written in yellow. The base of the jacket was a very dark blue. He went out to his car, of course it had police lights on it but he wasn’t going to use them. He got in and drove over to Damien’s house, the entire way he was thinking about what Damien was going to say to him. Once he arrived, he parked in the driveway and walked up to the front door. He took another deep breath before knocking. He actually knocked for once, something he rarely if not ever does. He looked down at his shoes, he then just noticed that he was still in his work suit. He thought he was probably way over dressed but there were other things on his mind.
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Damien noticed Jax looking at him concerned "I should probably get going" Damien nodded before wiping his hands on his trousers he had no idea why he was so nervous. He followed Jax to the door,Jax spun around in the doorway "Your not going to leave as soon as I've gone right" he joked,Damien shook his head with a laugh "Nope." Jax smiled before turning away and heading off down the road. Damien sighed as he went back inside,he wondered if Jason would even come and if he did what time. Damien shook his head,he had been missing Jason but now that he may be coming,he had no idea how to react and what his feelings were. He knew he was still slightly angry but that was mostly just lost with everything else. Damien bit his lip hearing a knock at the door and didn't even put on his usual expression. He opened the door and smiled slightly at Jason taking in how he looked. Damien felt a rush of feelings from sad to annoyance to just having missed him. He shut the door and wandered over to the sofa wondering how he would start. "Hey" Damien spoke quietly looking at the floor,he didn't even try to hide the nerves,he thought back to what Jax had said "I,uh,I kinda missed you so I just thought that.." Damien spoke before trailing off and looking up to meet Jasons eyes and smiled quickly. He knew he needed to get his shit together since he had asked Jason over.
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Jason knew where this conversation was going, he rubbed his nape, not really sure what to say. “Uh yeah. I’ve missed you too.” He smiled as his heart pumped so loud, he could hear it. He took another deep breath, holding it for a few seconds before releasing it. He bit his lower lip and looked around the house. He took a step closer to Damien, holding his chin with his big fingers. He kissed him deeply, he put a lot of confidence and strength into the kiss. Although yes, it was a french kiss. He held the kiss for 20 seconds before pulling back. His face was burning as well as his armpits. His leg muscles were twitching, he took one final deep breath before going in and kissing Damien again but quickly pulled back when a thought hit him. What if Damien didn’t want Jason to kiss him? It washed over him like a wave, a single tear appeared and slid down his cheek.
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Damien looked at Jason for what felt like hours although could only have been a few seconds.He let out a breath he hadn't realised he had been holding when Jason said he missed him. All of a sudden a thousand thoughts ran through his head that he wanted to say to Jason but when he tried to settle on one to say he found he couldn't. God,he forgot how Jason messed up all his senses. Damien looked around trying to think properly when Jason kissed him,he didn't know what he was thinking or feeling but knew he was just happy that Jason was with him. Damien hadn't exactly expected the next kiss so didn't react in any way,he was just trying to gather thoughts. But god,it was nice to kiss Jason again. He looked at Jason when he pulled back and tilted his head slightly seeing a tear. Damien furrowed his brow as he wiped the tear from Jasons face. "It was me by the way" Damien found himself saying without realising then added hastily "At the nightclub" he bit his lip wondering how Jason would react if he hadn't known already.
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Jason didn’t know what to feel, his emotions were confusing him. He held his breath for a second, it was him I kissed!? His mind flipped within seconds. “Oh, um yeah I figured but I didn’t know it was you. Kinda glad it was you though.” He said with a smile, his eyes fell onto the floor, not looking anywhere else. He let out a burp by accident, “Excuse me.” He covered his mouth while going and sitting on the sofa. Thousands of emotions and thoughts ran through his body, he clenched his jaw, a sign of nervousness in which he was feeling. He stared at the sofa for quite some time, just thinking about things. “So, what do you want to talk about? I’m guessing you asked me to be here so you can confront your feelings?” He had already guessed but was scared of what Damien was going to say. But it all made sense, Jason’s memory came back from that night. God, he thought he was about to go crazy. The feeling was tearing him apart but in a good way. He felt the love, the type of love he’s never felt in awhile. He took another deep breath, finally looking at Damien.
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Damien laughed abit and nodded "Yeah,you were pretty drunk" he allowed himself to remember back to that night. It was probably then that Damien started to miss Jason a hundred times more,he wondered if he would have gotten over Jason if he carried on like that. Well,he hoped he wouldn't need to but that was mostly just high hoping and Damien knew it. Damien laughed again as he sat by Jason on the sofa also seeming to be lost in thoughts. "Uh,yeah kinda" he let a hand rest on the back of his neck,now he knew he had to be honest with Jason. He had been honest with Jax so now he just needed to do the same. Although Damien knew it was different. He cleared his throat "So,uh,I'm sorry about avoiding you for a while but I did feel like I wasn't worth anything to you when I heard what you were doing with AJ" Damien sighed,he didn't want to bring it up but knew he had to "If I'm honest I'm still not sure but I couldn't ignore this feeling anymore,it's been killing me" He spoke glancing at Jason before returning his gaze to the floor. It was nerve wracking being so honest and Damien knew he wasn't good with words but he was trying. He sighed "God Jason I like you more than I've ever liked anyone" Damien muttered it under his breath and kept staring at the floor,he could feel his face heating up.
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Jason took a deep breath, he knew this was coming. Suddenly the door opened, Jason was quick to turn his head to see who it was. “Anna, what are you doing here?” Suddenly another figure popped out behind Anna, it was Millie. “What am I doing here? I’m here so Damien doesn’t do anything to you.” She crossed her arms, not moving. Jason chuckled as he got up and went over to the door, politely pushing her out the doorway. “We are having a private conversation. I promise you, if Damien hurts me, I will be on my merry way and out the door. Then I can cry on your shoulder.” He smiled sarcastically, to him it was hilarious. Anna rolled her eyes as she shut the door in Jason’s face. He looked back at Damien, “Sorry about them. They are quite protective over me which is surprising. Wait no, Millie is overprotective of me. Anna on the other hand? Oh she would gladly give someone the chance to kill me.” He chuckled as he sat back down, “Uh anyways.” His feelings settled down. “I’ve developed feelings for you too. I just can’t imagine a world without you. And I’m not saying this just because I feel like this. I’m trusting you, I will trust that you will not hurt me. I’ve given my heart to Quint and AJ and they’ve broken it but I trust that you will be the last person I give my heart to.” He meant every word of what he said, he couldn’t help but be so truthful to Damien. It was a relieving feeling for sure.
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Damien looked up as he heard the door wondering if it was Jax first of all but noticed it was Anna and Millie,he tensed instantly cautious as to why there were at his house again. He glared at them both and raised his eyes when she said if he did anything to Jason. Damien guessed they both knew but couldn't be certain. He shook his head would they ever realise he didn't want to hurt Jason in the slightest. Damien held back a laugh as Jason turned back around. He laughed quietly when Jason sat back down "Yeah,I couldn't tell" he spoke sarcastically with a smile. Damien listened to Jason,his face burning. He didn't know how he felt about that "If you hadn't noticed I'm not great at trusting but I want to trust you and I can try,I promise that" Damien spoke before shaking his head slightly "But I can't be trusted not to hurt you,I'm just scared that I will" he added biting his lip as he looked at Jason.
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Jason nodded slowly, “Alright. I can deal with that.” He smiled as he looked at the floor. After a few moments he got up and opened the door, Anna walked into the house, not even asking if she could come in. Millie chuckled nervously as she followed Anna, she went over to the sofa and stared down Damien. Jason closed the door and turned around, his shoes squeaking against the floor tiles. He walked over to Damien and sat down next to him, his hips were touching his. Anna didn’t say a word to Damien, “Hey Anna, let’s not stare at him. Please, it makes me uncomfortable.” Anna sighed as she kissed Millie before joining Jason. She sat next to Jason, she made sure to put distance between the two. Then a thought hit her, she doesn’t need to ask anything. She just needs to do it. She got up and grabbed Damien’s arm, dragging him up the stairs and into his room. Jason sat there in confusion, he was about to rescue Damien but that was before Anna slammed the bedroom door shut. “Ok, well let’s hope Anna doesn’t kill him.” Jason laid back and laid his head on Millie’s shoulder, “Yeah well… Anna isn’t going to go easy on him.” She smiled as she put her hand on his head. Anna turned around and put Damien on the bed, she crossed her arms. “Tell me what you told Jason.” It wasn’t a question or a request, she straight up told him. “I am very overprotective over Jason and don’t even think you can break his heart!
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Damien nodded and smiled quickly. He had no idea why he felt so nervous but it wasn't something he disliked. Damien noticed how happy he felt by just having Jason near him. God,why didn't he do this sooner. Being with Jason felt like coming home and Damien could certainly get used to that feeling. He watched as Jason opened the door and Anna entered the room,he instantly disliked it but he was feeling too good to care too much. Damien shifted slightly under Annas stare. He was liking the feel of Jasons body next to him when Anna went over to sit on the sofa and put distance between them,he sighed quietly. Damien turned to look at Jason but was pulled up and out the room by Anna. He didn't even try to fight but could feel himself tense. Damien put a hand on his neck "I don't want to hurt him I swear but I just told him how I feel" he paused guessing Anna did know about him and Jason "I really like him Anna and I'm sorry that I'm not as good as Quint or AJ but I do like him more than anyone I've ever liked" he added pausing for breath. Damien didn't know if Anna would believe him but he was being completely honest to her and hoped it would show.
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