Damien sighed knowing nothing would stop the thoughts. He did wonder why he kept fighting them and trying not to miss Jason. He knew he did but it was just hard to admit to himself. After so long of not liking anyone he had forgotten the feeling. Damien also knew that what was keeping him away from Jason was the thought that he wasn't good enough for him or just that they couldn't really be together. Damien was a criminal and he didn't want to make anything difficult for Jason his job. He shook his head before noticing the time and made his way up the stairs. Damien didn't feel particularly tired but as soon as he was in bed he fell asleep almost instantly probably because of all the thinking. Sleep was the only relief.

The next day Jason had to wake up at 4am. It wasn’t pleasant waking up this early but he wasn’t entirely annoyed about it. He woke up and put on his work suit, very fancy yet he felt the slightest bit of cringe. He woke up Isaiah and brought him to work, he drove there and once he arrived, Anna and Millie were already there. He groaned as he got in his chair and started working on files. Anna was wearing a maroon blouse with light skin tight jeans and black leather high heel boots. Of course she got extra shoes, there was no way she could run in heels. Millie wore her usual black suit, it was similar to Jason’s. Anna greeted Jason by punching his arm, playfully but hard. “Hey!” Jason turned around and punched Anna back, Millie was watching, just in case Jason did truly hurt Anna. Millie rolled her eyes as she hugged Jason, there was no way Anna and Jason would hug without kicking each other. Jason smirked at Anna, “Now this is how you greet someone.” Anna scoffed as she rolled her eyes, “I know how to greet people idiot.” Jason laughed as he examined Anna’s beauty, “Dude, you have Quint to look at. Don’t you dare stare at Anna!” Jason chuckled as he looked at Millie, not bad for a tomboy. Although to an extent Millie was hotter than Anna. Her very curly long hair beats every type of hair Jason has ever seen. Her smooth white skin and her soft angular face, it was definitely a view to look at. Millie rolled her eyes, knowing Jason was thinking of one thing. Millie was so god damn hot. Anna let out a chuckle, “Well, at least Millie decided to marry me instead of you.” Jason and Millie had never dated, there was no way they had kissed. Jason sat back down, looking at the two women who were standing up.

Damien awoke to a few calls on his phone all from Jax. He sat up almost instantly his heart already beating fast. Jax never called him so something seemed abit odd. He immediately called Jax again who answered after only a few rings. "Hey Jax,what's up?" Damien asked trying to mask his anxious feeling with a calm voice "Dude Boss just told me you aren't working at the moment and I was just concerned" he could hear Jax's rough voice coming through the speaker and breathed sigh of relief "Yeah,I just had to take a break since I wasn't really feeling up to working" Damien replied "Oh right okay" Jax answered almost immediately although Damien could hear just from his tone that he wasn't saying something "What is it Jax?" Damien asked outright and heard a sigh from Jax "Boss said that if the agents question him then he would fire either me or you" Damien bit his lip,that definitely sounded like something Boss would do but it had never been directed at him. He found he wasn't exactly worried about it but was for Jax since he knew that he wouldn't have anything to do if that happened. "Anyway dude I gotta go now" Jax spoke just louder than a whisper and Dami guessed he was at the building and had probably been signed to do a new job. "See you" Damien said before hanging up and getting ready for the day. He tried to calm himself although now was slightly worried only for Jax.

Jason was teasing Millie when Anna came over, it was a bit sudden but Jason turned around, completely forgetting that Millie was right next to him. “Yeah?” Jason already knew Anna was there to talk to him, “We need to talk about Damien.” Anna turned around and walked into a private room. “Ooo, looks like she’s serious. Whatever you do, don’t piss her off.” Jason rolled his eyes as he followed Anna into the room, shutting the door behind them. “So, what do you need me to do?” He crossed his arms as he stared into Anna’s eyes. “I need you to go undercover. Damien is working for someone and I need to know who. You have a connection with him.” Jason scoffed as he leaned against the wall, he didn’t know what to say and thought about it for a second. “I don’t have a connection with him, plus I can’t just go up to his door and just start connecting with him. He’ll know something is up.” Anna nodded, “Right, but you also had sex with him. That’s your connection, plus you have feelings for him. Just say you have feelings for him and lower him in and when the time is right, just ask him who he works for. There is no betrayal or anything, just ask.” Jason took a deep breath, he was doing this for Anna and the bureau. He nodded, he was going to do this, this was part of his job. But something hit him, he would need to get close to Damien. If this turns sideways, Damien would face years in prison and Jason would be benched. He took another deep breath and went to his desk, thinking about what Anna said.

Damien was just hanging around his house until about midday when he heard a knock at his door. He furrowed his brow wondering who it was and opened it to see Jax. He smiled at him before tilting his head questioningly,they were friends sure but weren't ever really like this,well unless it was for a job and they were working together. "Sorry random but I was just taking a break from work and wondered if you wanted to hang out" Damien smiled abit before nodding and going outside to walk with Jax. He noticed Jax looking at him with a concerned look on his face "You okay mate?" He asked making Damien jump slightly and nod before thinking about it. He wasn't and he decided to tell Jax about Jason. "Well,I recently met this guy and now I just cant stop thinking about him" he admitted to Jax keeping his gaze on the ground. He hadn't been open with anyone like that but knew Jax was his friend. Damien couldn't not say it anymore and told Jax basically everything "And yeah now I just really miss him and I don't know what to do" he smiled slightly at Jax who had been listening intently and now hugged Damien. Jax was by far the best criminal Damien had met. "Dude you gotta tell him or atleast give him a chance to make it up to you" Jax spoke pulling back from the hug and crossing his arms. Damien sighed "How though?" Damien thought back to his and Jasons conversation a few days ago when he was taken in for questioning again. Suddenly he had an impulsive idea. He couldn't not do it now that he had thought of it. Being without Jason for killing him and he needed to do something about it,even if he just tried. Damien turned to Jax and told him his idea "Yes mate!" He grinned clearly happy for his friend. "Can you come?" Damien asked Jax who replied with a firm nod and they headed to where Jason worked. He had remembered that Jason had just said to tell the lady at the desk if he needed him. Now though this was the perfect time. Damien left Jax outside before approaching the woman at the desk and simply said "I need to see Jason tell him that it's Damien and if he wants to come after his shift has finished then just come to my house or something,give him my number if he hasnt got it already" he spoke handing over some paper with his phone number on it. He knew it was a risk to do that but Damien needed to see Jason soon and if he got questioned then he got questioned,he could make up some lies that he had information or something anyway. He went back out and went for a walk around with Jax just casually chatting now.

Jason got a call at his desk, he looked at Anna with a unsure look. “It’s Damien.” He got up and left the room, Anna followed him. They headed down to the main lobby, it was a very fancy lobby with glass windows everywhere you look. He went up to Emmy at the front desk, “Damien said to give you this. He also said to come to his house after work today.” Jason looked at the card, it had his phone number on it. “Right, thanks Emmy!” He grabbed it and looked around the building. He took a deep breath and looked at Anna, “What is it?” Jason shrugged, he couldn’t help but feel like this was a trap for him. He went up to the 40th floor where his office was. He was dead silent the entire way up the building. Once the elevator dinged he got out and walked over to his desk. Putting the card near his keyboard, he went straight back to work. Anna went straight over to Millie, “What was it?” Anna shrugged, “It was Damien but that’s Jason’s problem. He wants to see Jason tonight.” Millie bit her lower lip, she turned around and looked at the files. “Maybe we should go with him? In case Damien hurts Jason, we can be his backup. Anna, he’s a criminal and Jason is walking right into his trap.” Anna took a deep breath, then finally nodded. “Fine, we’ll follow him to Damien’s house. If there’s anything unusual about the house we step in.” Millie smiled as she kissed Anna, of course it was a french kiss. Jason glanced at the two women kissing, he sighed as he wished he could kiss someone.

Sorry about that

Damien and Jax went to Jax's apartment,it made a nice change of scene even if it was just a small apartment on the outskirts of the city. They sat on the sofa and talked abit more until somehow the conversation filtered back to Jason."So,do you think he'll turn up?" Jax asked,Damien thought about it for a while "Maybe,I mean I'm not sure if he hates me or not or just doesn't care" Damien shrugged trying to disguise the slightly sad feeling he felt at that thought. "I don't even know what I'm going to say if he does turn up" he sighed as Jax tilted his head at him,clearly thinking "Well,I don't really know how to talk to guys but maybe just tell him how you feel,which is basically everything you've said to me" Jax spoke with a laugh,Damien laughed with him before thinking about it. It was also kinda funny how honest he had been with Jax,although it did feel nice to actually say the truth for once.

Annalee had come over to Jason’s desk, “Here.” She smiled sarcastically, she had dropped about 20 files on his desk. “I need you to look through all of these.” She turned around and walked away, he took a deep breath. Thank god he was almost done with his work, Anna came over and grabbed half the stack. “I’m saving you some time. Don’t want to keep Damien waiting do we?” Jason rolled his eyes, “We aren't going to do anything, I think he just wants to talk.” Anna hummed a bit, “Suurree. Just going to talk got it.” Jason got up and pushed Anna, Millie had caught her but stared at Jason. Anna smirked as Jason couldn’t keep a straight face, he just had to smile. “Yes Anna, we are just going to talk.” He carried Isaiah over to where AJ was, he was in the training grounds. “Hey, I need you to take care of Isaiah for me tonight.” AJ nodded, “Sure!” He got Isaiah and Jason sighed in relief. He turned and went back to his office desk. He started looking through the files on his desk, by then it was about 4pm.

Damien and Jax just hung around the house for a while,Jax made them both a meal and they watched a movie. It was mostly just a chill time but Damien kept catching Jax looking at him anxiously. Damien bit back a sigh,he wasn't sure how he felt now about seeing Jason,if he did even show up that was. He was glad now though that he had a good friend,it had been pretty quiet before so he was glad to have someone to talk to now. Damien noticed the time and turned to Jax who had also just checked "Want me to go with you?" He asked. Damien nodded with a smile,he wasn't sure he would even get back to his home due to his thoughts. His thoughts were questioning whether to go back and hope Jason would turn up or just not go back to his home and not know. Soon enough they did get back to his house and Damien sat on the sofa now wondering whether he even wanted Jason to show up or not.