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Jason kissed Damien on the lips, “I’m sorry, I wish I could help you.” He smiled as he got one top of Damien, his knees were against the bed by Damien’s hips and his arms next to Damien’s head. He leaned in and kissed him again, this time it was a deep kiss. Jason still didn’t know his full feelings for Damien, so for right now, Damien was just a toy Jason could mess with. Of course he wouldn’t say that to him but he knew he had feelings for Damien, he just needed to feel more love from Damien. Jason took off Damien’s shirt by tucking his hands under his shirt and pulled it up over his head. Jason did notice how hot Damien was but he shook it off, Jason has seen hotter guys than Damien. He went down and started kissing Damien’s chest while rubbing his index finger around his nipples. He didn’t say a single word and didn’t plan on saying anything.
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Damien smiled after the kiss "Dont worry about it" he managed a small shrug. He didn't expect Jasons next move and blushed in surprise,he rarely ever did especially when surprised. He could feel his face burning and was unsure whether he liked the feeling or not. Damien was used to being able to mask his feelings and the fact that he wasn't was bothering him,sure Damien could deny his feelings for the guy but he knew he liked him,alot more than a little. He was just scared Jason would hurt him. Although it was kinda hard for Damien to ignore his feelings when the guy was on top of him. He shivered from his touch and allowed his hands to run along Jasons back. Damien let his hands reach the back of Jasons head and tugged his hair lightly. He decided to just let Jason do whatever he wanted,Damien trusted him enough for that
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(I’ma skip the sex scene since it’s not allowed on here plus I’m a minor and it’s weird writing those type of scenes if you know what I mean) After Jason was done fucking up Damien, he seemed happy with the results. He was panting as he laid on his back next to Damien. He didn’t say a single word to Damien, he thought that he was embarrassed but why would he be embarrassed after fucking up a guy? He started taking deep breaths, his legs were quivering and his head twitching. Although he has had sex with a lot of people, this sex was different and he didn’t know why. He stayed quiet for a few moments before speaking, “How was it?” He was out of breath and was still trying to catch his breath.
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(Yeah I get you) Damien laid on his back looking up at the ceiling,his breathing heavy. He couldn't stop thinking about what had just happened and going over everything in his head,he tried to think of something different like he normally would but he just couldn't. Damien tried not to sigh at that,Jason really did have some sort of spell on him. He turned his head to look at Jason before looking back at the ceiling "Great" was all Damien said in reply,he wasn't lying but he felt kinda odd now and wasn't able to understand what he was feeling.
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Jason instantly regretted having sex with Damien, this wasn’t just going to work. So he sat up and got out of bed, still naked. He put on some clothing and turned to look at Damien, who was still on the bed. “I’m going to go, obviously you didn’t like having sex with me and that’s fine.” Jason knew Damien had mix feelings for him so he just assumed that Damien didn’t like the fact that Jason fucked him up. “I’m sorry for this, I really am. I should have asked you if you were ok with it.” A few tears shed from his eyes, he turned around and walked down stairs. He walked out the door and walked down the street. He didn’t want to leave Damien but he knew Damien needed some time to figure this whole thing out and when Damien was ready to step forward in their relationship, he would come to Jason. At least that’s what he was thinking, he headed towards the FBI headquarters. Once he reached there, he forgot that Damien still had his phone and his ID so he couldn’t get back in the building. So he went up to a police officer and asked him to let him inside the building. Of course the officer asked a few questions like what’s your ID number and what’s your position at the office. Once the officer confirmed that Jason worked at the building, he finally let him inside the building. Jason walked in and was immediately greeted by Anna, “Oh my god! I thought you were kidnapped!” Anna ran over and gave Jason a big hug, “Where the hell were you!?” Anna looked up at him with Millie punching his arm in a playful way. Jason chuckled a bit, hiding the mental pain from both of the women. “I was just at a guy's house, you know me.” Anna wasn’t buying it, she needed the full story and Jason knew that so he made up a fake story. “After I went to my house I just decided to go to a club and a guy took me home and I fucked him, that’s all and he wanted more so I just stayed there. I completely forgot to message you about it.” He smiled, hoping Anna would buy it. Anna crossed her arms while raising an eyebrow, she looked at Jason’s full body and saw a hickey on Jason’s neck. Jason didn’t even know about the hickey, so Anna just rolled her eyes and sighed. “Fine idiot. Let’s just get back to work.” Jason started breathing heavily as he followed Anna back to their main office room.
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Damien couldn't look at Jason as he was speaking. Fuck,he knew this would happen,why the fuck did he let it go this far. He wanted ti speak but he just couldn't find the words. He waited until he heard the door open and Jason leaving before getting out of bed to put some clothes on,Damien could feel sadness gripping him but he pushed it away. Jason was out of his system,he could forget everything that had just happened and move on. Get back to his job,and would just have to tell Boss that his mission failed. Shit. Damien had forgotten about him. This wouldn't end well,especially because he knew that he had never failed a mission before. Anxiety soon overrode all emotions. He sat down on the end of the bed and ran his hands through his hair. He had really fucked everything up.Damien felt tears begin to roll down his face but he wiped them away,Jason was gone and he had never liked him anyway. Damien had to repeat this to himself although wasn't sure whether it made it better or worse. If he was honest being with Jason was the happiest he had been in over 10 years. Damien reached Boss's building and took a few deep breaths before entering his office. Boss looked over Damien as he sat and glared at the sight. "You failed didn't you" he growled quietly avoiding Damiens eyes. "Boss look I'm really sorry,It wont happen again" Damien spoke his heart pounding "No it wont,not for a while anyway,you need to take a fucking break if your not doing your job right" Boss was near to shouting,Damien nodded slowly "For fuck sake!" Boss shouted banging his fist on the desk "Get out of here and come back when your certain you will do your job right!" he growled before getting up to pace. "Okay,sorry Boss" Damien mumbled as he made his way out of the office and out the building. He had no idea where to go after that and decided to wander around the town. He wanted nothing more than to run to Jason and kiss him but Damien sighed realising he couldn't let it happen. Even if he did he didn't think Jason would want him anyway. Edited at April 14, 2023 12:29 PM by Starstruck
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Jason seemed unhappy about the whole situation, he wanted to see Damien but he had work. He figured that he could stop by after work but he wasn’t sure if Damien wanted to see him, although if Damien really wanted to, he could just wait for Jason outside the building but he knew Damien wouldn’t take that chance. He was sitting at his desk, fidgeting with his pen. Millie came over and dragged Jason into a private room. “Spill it Jason, I know that was a lie.” Millie heard the entire fake story Jason told Anna, Jason looked down at his feet while humming. Millie rolled her eyes, “Just tell me, did something happen between you and Damien?” Jason wanted to answer that but it wasn’t just his reputation on the line, it was also his job. If their ADIC found out Jason had an affair with a criminal, he could be benched which was something Jason wanted to avoid at all times. So Jason lied. “No Millie, I was telling the truth, ok?” Jason walked out the room and ran his hand through his hair, soon Quint came into the room and his face lit up. “Jason!” He ran over and gave Jason a kiss, “Hey, I’m sorry for just vanishing. I should have told you.” Quint looked at Jason’s neck and noticed a hickey, he seemed to be upset so he said something. “You had sex with another guy?” Jason jumped, he was caught off guard and it bothered him. His face looked unsure, he didn’t know what Quint was talking about. “There’s a hickey on your neck.” Jason took a deep breath and nodded, “Yeah, sorry I accidentally fucked up a guy.” Quint didn’t know how to react but it wasn’t much of a reaction. He crossed his arms and looked at Jason, dead in the eye. “Fine, I’ll kill the guy who messed with you. No one touches you without my permission!” Quint yelled as he left the room. Now Jason was scared, Quint had already beaten Damien up really bad and Quint still had more power in his hands. He could kill Damien if he really wanted too so Jason really hoped that Quint wouldn’t get suspicious of Damien. Jason took another deep breath and walked over to the window. He was on the 40th floor so he had a clear view of the entire city. He looked out of the window and saw people walking down the streets, cars were in traffic and dogs were barking. So much responsibility, having to protect everyone in this city, it was draining every last bit of energy out of Jason. “Hey.” Anna walked over and placed her hand on his shoulder, he jumped and jerked his head to look at Anna. “Yeah?” Anna stood next to Jason, she looked out of the window too. The two were thinking the same thing, “You know you have help Jason, don’t feel like you have to please and protect everyone in this city. You have a life.” Jason nodded as a tear fell from his eye, everything happened so fast and he didn’t know why. “I know, I just want to please everyone.” Anna shook her head while looking up at Jason, “No Jason, you don’t. If you piss someone off, don’t worry about it. It’s not their fault if they feel that way towards you.” Jason wanted to please Damien, he wanted to make Damien feel loved but he couldn’t do that if he wasn’t there.
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Damien found himself wandering to the park where he had followed Jason before he had kidnapped him. That day seemed like years ago and Damien would never believe it if someone told him he would have fallen for the guy. There he had admitted it. He wanted Jason. Damien sat down in the exact spot he had sat before and let the tears fall burying his face in his hands. Why did he have to fuck everything up. Damien wanted to tell Jason and find out for sure how he felt about him. If he knew for definite that he didn't like him maybe it would make it easier to be without him. He found himself only thinking about Jason,his face,his body,everything. Damien wasn't even thinking about his job although until a few days ago that was all he was focused on. He tried to tell himself that in a few days he could get his job back and forgetting Jason would be easy. A few seconds passed. Oh come on,Damien knew it wouldn't be that easy. Why did he miss him more now he was gone,it was supposed to be easier. Damien sighed through the tears. Atleast he still had the memories. He could live with that,atleast that was what Damien told himself.
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Jason was sitting down at his desk again, it was the middle of the day. Jason stood up and walked out of the building, he went over to the park, a shortcut from his favorite restaurant. As he was walking, he looked around. He looked around and saw Damien, he did wonder where the hell he was. He took a deep breath and went over to Damien, he slowly sat down next to him. He didn’t say a word to him, he didn’t want to scare him off so he coughed dramatically to get Damien’s attention. Jason couldn’t help but smile when he saw his face, he blushed a bit as he kept staring at him.
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Damien noticed that someone had sat next to him and cursed them silently. Of all the places they could have sat why did they have to sit next to him especially when it was obvious he didn't want to be disturbed. Damien just wanted to be left in his thoughts. He buried his face further into his hands hoping the person would take the hint. The person coughed next to him and it sounded alot like Jason. Furrowing his brow,curiosity made Damien put his head up and his eyes widened when he saw that it was Jason. Damien held Jasons gaze before touching his face lightly "Am I hallucinating you right now" he grinned before thinking back to his earlier thoughts. "Jason am I just someone for you to play with?" Damien blurted out the question he had wanted to ask for ages now.
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