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C I A R A N
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"Would you stay the same for the sake of your loved ones...or create a newer version of yourself but risk those you cherish? Life is tricky: live for the sake of others or yourself."
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Full [Fake] Name:
Ciaran...whatever surnames he wants that day. It's unclear if it's his true name or a new one he created entirely to hide his true identity. Most of the young man's past has been left in the shadows, and those who knew him aren't around anymore.
Name Meaning:
Little Dark One, Little Dark-Haired One [Irish/Scottish]
Name Punctuation:
KEE-uh-rahn
Nicknames:
He doesn't do nicknames, but if he grows close to someone, he might allow them to give him one or two.
Open
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Age:
24 [Physically]
??? [Chronologically]
Gender:
Male
Pronouns:
He/Him
Sexuality:
Ciaran was never interested in dating and getting intimate with someone, so he views himself as an aro-ace. He doesn't fall nor lust over anyone like that - viewing most people as uninteresting. Still, it may change once he finds what he believes is his soulmate.
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Species:
Vaewolf. His father was a werewolf and his mother was a vampire.
Rank/Role:
Loner
Occupation:
He worked and left many jobs throughout his life, but currently, Ciaran works as a bartender for a nearby club called House of Cards, mostly seen taking the night shifts and rarely seen in the mornings. Eh. You can guess why he works here. Ahem. Substance. Yes. This man also makes some mean ass drinks.
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Human Appearance:
[credits to 白桃乌龙小狗 @ neka.cc]
Starting with the head, Ciaran has a diamond-shaped structure. That means his features are considered sharp and "dramatic". The shape of his face is longer than it is wide, meaning most of his features are a bit narrowed. His cheekbones are the widest part of his face, with high and dramatic characteristics. He has a definite at the eye line, making his eyes appear shorter than normal. Ciaran has a bit of a gaunt in his cheeks but at a healthy and barely noticeable level. His forehead and jaw are at similar width - being in perfect proportions with each other. Ciaran's chin is pointed, or in other words, tapered, with a long, narrow jawline. Upon closer inspection, he has a small dimple in the center of his chin. Ciaran has a narrow hairline and strong angular lines. On his face are two beauty marks, one underneath his left eye and the second underneath the right corner of his lips.
Ciaran's eyes are almond-shaped, meaning they're wider than tall, making them look elongated. The outer corners of his eyes lift upwards and outwards with a well-defined crease. His irises touch the top and bottom of the eyelid, filling them completely. His eyes taper to a point at the inner and outer corners, with the size of his lids relatively small. There's one unique feature of his eyes, which is the shape of his pupils, which are vertical slits. When he's trying to blend in, he would widen his pupils to match the size of a normal human. When he needs to see in dim lighting and judge certain distances like a predator. A unique characteristic that came from both his vampire and werewolf sides. The color of his eyes is a rich, hypnotizing copper pigment. A warm, rich, and inviting reddish-brown hue. When light hits his eyes, it creates an illusion that his eyes are glowing. The shape of his brows is a medium arch, which is flatter and a little higher than a soft arch, but not too high. His brows are more curved, creating a sharper look. On the corner of his left brow are two notches that were caused by an accident many years ago.
Ciaran's height is 6'2", or 187.96 cm, making him taller than the average male. He has a rectangular body shape with an ectomorph figure, which is considered athletic-looking sometimes. Ciaran is tall, thin, and lanky. He has a straight silhouette, with his shoulders, hips, and waist similar in width. There's little to no waist definition, meaning he is slightly slimmer than his hips, but not by much. The fat on his body is distributed evenly throughout, making him have a low body fat and fast metabolism. It makes it harder to build muscles, but he is quite talented in endurance-based activities. With his body shape, Ciaran's legs and arms are longer than most people. As for his muscle mass, it's 20%, which means he has muscles, but it's barely noticeable. The texture of his skin is smooth with a healthy, radiant sheen with beauty spots scattered across his body. As for the skin color, it's fair with a cool undertone.
His hair is his pride and joy. Ciaran's hair is 20 inches long, reaching to his waist. The style of his hair is 1a, meaning that his hair is 100% straight. There's no hint of curl or wave pattern - flat as a sheet of paper. His hair is extremely thin and extremely fine, therefore, his hair easily falls out/shreds. The texture of his hair is smooth, soft, and shiny, like actual silk, albeit in different colors. Ciaran's hair is easy to comb through, yet expect his hair to stick to your hand. The style of his hair changes depending on what he's doing or the mood he's in. Usually, he keeps his hair loose, but when he's working or in a state of relaxation, he ties it up. Ciaran's bangs are long, with them being a mixture of curtain and blunt, with a piece of his bang located in the center of his face while split over both eyes so he could see. The color of his hair is charcoal, but the right side of his middle bangs is white.
Shifted Appearance:
In his Vaewolf form, Ciaran is easily noticeable, even amongst a crowd of werewolves and vampires. You see, his unique heritage makes his second appearance extremely different from the pureblooded ones. Ciaran is a wolf in this state, yes, but his limbs and his body are more humanoid thanks to his vampire side. This means he has facultative bipedalism, able to move around on all fours or two legs, switching between the two. Often viewed as the stereotypical werewolf that's a mixture of man and wolf, but there are major differences between the two.
He is more leaner and taller, not as muscular as the urban legend werewolves, making him more nimble on all fours and two legs, yet has the hands and feet of a werewolf. Ciaran can only sprint on his two legs for a few seconds, even so, he's able to reach great distances despite the hindrance. When he's on all fours, he's 4 feet in height, but when he's standing on two legs, he's 8 feet with his length being 120 inches (10 feet). The length of his body is With his unique structure, he can leap pretty far and scale up things more easily. His teeth are longer and smaller, with his canines longer than a normal werewolf's, appearing like the fangs of a vampire. Instead of having the round, usual wolf head, his is slimmer and looks a bit more humanoid with a few wolfish traits such as the muzzle, yet his ears are longer, thinner, and point straight up.
On his body, he has longer fur on his backside, but on his front, the length of it is extremely short, allowing his more humanoid body to be shown a bit better. It's like he's wearing a cape of fur. The color of his fur is charcoal black, just like his hair, with a white streak on the center of his head between the brow ridge. The texture of his back fur is similar to that of a wolf with long, coarse hairs while the inner layer is thick and soft. The fur on his front side is shorter and softer, and a bit of a lighter shade, almost a dark grey.
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Outfits/Styles:
Ciaran is picky about his clothes since he doesn't want to stand out too much. His styles are Basic, Biker, Business Casual, Casual, Comfy, Edgy, Rocker, and Modest. His clothes colors are darker, avoiding any bright colors.
Scent:
Spiced Bergamot, Amber, & Smooth Tonka
Voice:
Tenor
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Personality:
This man is more reclusive than an actual snow leopard. Most of the time, he's at home and keeping to himself - avoiding interactions unless he needs to feed or at work. It's why Ciaran works only night shifts, as fewer people are out and about. Still, he's questioning himself on why he picked a club, known to be rowdy at night, as his new occupation. Well, he needed the money, he couldn't complain too much, as being a bartender pays extremely well and he gets free drinks now and then. He doesn't want to admit it, but at home, he feels secure and at peace with himself. His home is his sanctuary - his sacred and safe place. It's why he gets upset and uncomfortable if people randomly show up at his home without permission. To him, it's intrusive and ruining the comforting vibe of the place. Rarely, he would invite someone over, but when he does, it's a sign that he fully trusts the person.
However, his sense of self-doubt comes rearing its ugly head from time to time. He no longer needs to hide what he is from the public's scrutiny - to allow himself to let loose without the fear of judgment. It's uncertain why he feels this way, but it's probably due to his past experiences. He struggles with building relationships, platonic and romantic with anyone else out of fear. After all, being a hybrid is considered, well, unfavorable by traditional vampires and werewolves. Ciaran is struggling with internal hatred due to his unique nature. Hating his hybrid nature, as he believes it's why he was met with "misfortune" throughout his life. Ciaran knows he won't truly fit in with a coven or pack, so he's training himself to feel comfortable with loneliness, even though it's hurting more than it's doing good.
Returning to his relationship issues, Ciaran has trouble forming bonds with people, as he keeps pushing others away. He's not doing it to be rude - it's a defensive tactic to keep himself and others from getting hurt. If anything bad happened in the relationship, he would immediately think it was his fault (for whatever reason) and then seclude himself to prevent further "issues". This made him socially awkward - unsure how and when to react to people or situations. He will try to be supportive, yet he doesn't want to screw anything over so he would be hesitant to touch (hug/hold hands/etc.) with someone. One of his fears is that he accidentally misreads the situation and is placed in an awkward situation. Even though he's an isolator, some of him still craves interactions.
However, once this man loves (if possible) he will love the person hard. He will put his entire heart on his sleeve just for that person - doing whatever he can to keep his partner(s) happy to the best of his ability. He has many different ways to show the person that he loves affection. Gift giving, words of affirmation, quality time, acts of service. As for physical touch, it's something he would work on for the sake of his partner, even if it makes him uncomfortable. Ciaran would act basically like a puppy: following around his significant other. In other words, be glued onto them. Don't worry about him cheating - he doesn't have the heart to do so. That makes it all troublesome if he gets too attached and things don't work out in the relationship. As much as this man loves hard, the breakup would be terrible for him.
Even though he's awkward around humans, Ciaran is a big softie with animals. Cats? Yes. Dogs? Damn straight. Snakes? Yup! Just not cockroaches and some species of spiders. He loves animals, strays to owned ones, and is respectful towards them. Sadly, the animals would notice his unique blood, and either cower or act defensive around him, so all he could do was admire them from afar. To make up for this, much to his embarrassment, he's a huge sucker for animal plushies. He uses the stuffed animals as replacements for actual living ones. From big to small. He has a few in his room while the rest he put in a different room. Ciaran does a name for his collective plushes, but it's too long of a list to go over. Many would dream about being rich or famous, but his dream is to find a pet that would love him despite what he is.
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Likes:
Plushies
Animals
Soft Blankets
Romance Books/Movies
The Night
Being Alone/Around Loved Ones
Black
Sweet Foods
White Noise (Ocean Waves, Ticking Clocks, etc.)
Organization/Cleaning
Music
Sunsets
Baking/Cooking
Sewing/Crochet/Knitting
Dislikes:
His Hybrid Nature
Getting Too Drunk
Surprises
Clubbing/Parties
Escape Rooms (Don't Ask)
Fast Rides
Clowns/Puppets/Mimes
Going Outside
Arguing
Working Early
Desserts With Nuts
Crowds
Unwanted Touching
Drama
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Relationship Status?:
Single
Partner(s):
PM Me
Crush(es):
PM Me
Exes:
None
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Kin:
Ciaran's family has long been gone. It's been years, so he doesn't remember their names and faces. Or perhaps, he does, but he doesn't want to think about it. Who knows.
If he has any children, that's highly unlikely. The man isn't sexually active (at the moment) and hasn't slept with anyone.
Pets:
Hoping for one.
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Affiliations:
PM Me
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Themesongs:
Omen - Disclosure
Carried Away - Passion Pit
Dear Wormwood - The Oh Hellos
The Lament of Eustace - The Oh Hellos
The Truth Is a Cave - The Oh Hellos
Hollow - Dabin x Kai Wachi
Scared to Be Lonely - Martin Garrix
Am I Wrong - Nico & Vinz
Other:
Completed
Spring 
Night Weather: 
Clear Moon: 
