Everything's happening all at once. My guinea pig died, my grandmother might have severe cancer, and I've fallen in love with someone that doesn't know I exist. Not to mention my parents would never approve. It's breaking my heart. I don't know how much more of this crap I can take.

Oh, that's horrible!

But hey: did the guinea pig have a good life before its death?

And this is your chance to spend as much sweet moments with your grandmother as possible (I do wish her speedy recovery, or at least a merciful end).

And about the love interest: I have been there. I too had to go through that kinda shit. But thankfully, life shifts around you, bringing new possibilities. I have successfully managed to stay as far away as possible from that painful love interest, and I am living to the fullest with other love interests and hobbies ^^.

I hope you are doing much better since the week you wrote this. Just remember: all will turn out MUCH better than you'd expect. No matter how long that will take.