Song; Pure As A Lamb by Baby Bug

(With some adjustments to better fit characters and avoid as much repeating)

Characters; Null, Bunny, and Fix. Dr. Glee mentioned.

Context; Just a bit of the systems mindset toward Dr. Glee and the some of the grooming that went on. As well as the weaponized religion. This doesn't have a specific time that it took place, since it basically covers the different mindsets as a whole, but Fix started to question things when the body was around five. Enjoy :)

Oh, and I've decided on pronouns, I think!

Null is He/They/It, Fix is He/Him, and Bunny is She/They.

TWs; Implied sexual abuse, grooming, underaged drug use, and weaponized religion.

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(Starting with Null, who very much sees Dr. Glee as a mother and protector. They're very childish in their ideas, and also just very manipulated)

Null, watching Dr. Glee fondly as she sits at the edge of their bed, reading a a story, reaching out to take her hand as she glances over and smiles: "You made me who I am! I read the books, held mamas hand!"

Null, looking down as Dr. Glee scolds them for messing something up, only to lift his head and add that it's alright because God would forgive them and had a plan to make them better: "You told me I wasn't worthy, but god always has a plan..."

Null, adjusting their actions and looks to fit what Dr. Glee and the others required, believing they only meant well: "They shaped and transformed me into someone they'd liked to see. A quiet, modest young kid, that's who I was meant to be!"

Null, smiling proudly and embracing what they've been told about themself after adjusting to fit Dr. Glee's standards: "I'm pure, I'm pure! I'm pure as a lamb! I'm heavens little angel, too holy for man! I'm glass, I'm fire, I don't know hate, and that's how I'll get to the pearly gates! I'm pure, I'm pure! I'm pure as a lamb! I pray every morning, and as much as I can!"

Null, laying in bed at night, hands clasped in prayer as the shadow of a man appears in the doorway, already crying as he quietly begs God for help: "A whispered blessing is all I can say to keep the demons like you away..."

(Now onto Bunny, who sees Dr. Glee as more of a partner than anything, without really understanding what that means. Her only goal is to satisfy and earn praise)

Bunny, standing in front of a mirror as Dr. Glee finishes doing their hair, smiling and reaching up to touch their face: "Now that I am beautiful, I wear what you want you saved my soul!"

Bunny, watching Dr. Glee carefully, drinking up every word she says and examining her body movements to adjust how they act based on them: "I have two ears for listening, and I'll keep doing what I'm told!"

Bunny, guilty as Dr. Glee turns away from her and waves someone else in, looking slightly annoyed, they straighten, panicking slightly at the thought of failing to properly perform for Glee: "And I hope you'll love me too, but I don't seem to be enough for you..."

Bunny, desperate, trying to prove that they'll do literally anything for Dr. Glee's approval: "I'll kill myself slowly, tell me what else do you want me to do!"

Bunny, on the verge of a breakdown when Dr. Glee leaves her completely alone one night after they failed to satisfy her, desperatly repeating the praise they'd been told multiple times over: "I'm pure, I'm pure! I'm pure as a lamb! I'm heavens little darling, too holy for man! I'm glass, I'm fire, I don't know hate, and that's how I'll get to the pearly gates! I'm pure, I'm pure! I'm pure as a lamb! I pray every morning, as much as I can!"

Bunny, clawing at her hair and pushing away the internal voice telling them she isn't good enough: "A whispered blessing is all I can say, to keep the demons like you away!"

(Finally, we get to Fix, who's the only one who actually understands what Dr. Glee is trying to do and absolutely hates her for it. Fix is the only one who will fight back)

Fix, gritting his teeth as he thinks back on everything that Dr. Glee has done to himself and the body, eyes glowing with anger as he starts plotting escape: "You watered your garden, and I grew, but you destroyed me! Grabbed me by the roots, plucked my petals, just like the devil would do!"

Fix, grinning, looking almost psychotic: "And If I'm going to hell I'll make sure that you go too!"

Fix, laughing and repeating the words he knows damn well are being fed to the others as a manipulation tactic, almost mocking: "I'm pure, I'm pure! I'm pure as a lamb! I'm heavens little angel, too holy for man! I'm, glass, I'm fire, I don't know hate, and that's how I'll get to the pearly gates!"

Fix, sitting in anger, but unable to fully let go of Dr. Glee either because of the simple fact that she's the only one who's supplying the drugs he needs, losing his mind after accepting more from the person he hates: "Now I feel dirty, look what you did!"

Fix, angry and crying, pointing an accusitory finger at Dr. Glee through the glass as she locks him in his room: "I'm not an object, we're just a kid! And I'm scarred, I'm mangled, I am used! And all of this because of you!"