N e z i t o n

" Let's be weird together and fall in love in a fog"

Age: 4 years old

Gender: Male

Rank: Sentinel

Desired Rank: As he matured, Neziton now realizes that being Alpha is the only way to make everyone see what he sees. But he still wants that healer rank >->

Appearance:

there's not much on Neziton, trust me; his fur is what keeps this young brute alive in the winter. His raggedy and messy coat is uncleaned, and untouched for many moons/sunrises. But yet his darkish coat still somehow glimmers in the moonset. His deformed ears are what you're looking at, isn't it? Keep looking on, bent to imperfection along with his seeable scar across his forehead nearing his eyes that always seems tired. Wipe the eye booger out his eyes for him? If tired was a canine, Neziton done found his spirit animal. His darkish coat, drizzled with white strokes across his back; painted with a touch of grayish strings right off his tail, head, below his eyes, and upper lip. There's not much to say about Neziton's looks, but let's just say his grin is as wide as the ocean. As you can see from the provided image, Neziton's grin is somehow lazy " Trying to be your friend, please like me...please" pick-me girlish type. With deep amber eyes; and dark lining under his eyes and his underbelly. Neziton is just a work of art. He weighs as much as an average of 130 pounds.

Scars: One across his forehead, cute little thing. One across his back reaching to his left thigh cheek( noom). And one on his right toes* Cute toes*

Personality:

Even though there are flaws within Neziton and his own decisions, there are always good ones laying beneath the block of fur and bones. By saying this, Neziton might be the most trustworthy delusional crackhead you'll probably meet. Keeping to his word/promise and never seemingly being able to break it. Given a mile for someone, he'll take more than more- even if it goes against his pack rules, even if it goes against his rank rules; when he makes a promise- he'll fulfill it until his dying breath. Making him more so dangerous than just a random brute with a mindset of a confused frog. Even though he's not the smartest, he'll surely be the most formidable canine you'll ever meet.

Numerous undesirable messages can be said about Neziton, but the fact he's carnivorous and domineering can never go unsaid when speaking his name. Never mind the fact he's also unnatural, violent, and terrifying, but fortunately, they're balanced out slightly by being romantic as well. But focus on his as this is what he's disreputable for. There's a great deal of pain left on all sides because of this and his possessive nature, as sad as his weak grasp on reality as this may be, Neziton does have some glimmers of knowledge. He's honest and patient if nothing else, there's at least that to look for and appeal to.

But above all else know that he's charismatic and strong-minded. Of course, he's also resolute, compelling, and merciful, but they're in shorter accumulation, particularly considering they're mixed with being suspicious as well. His mystique though is what he's kind of appreciated for. Personalities regularly count on this and his romantic creation in times of need. Nobody's perfect of course and Neziton has plenty of coastal days too. His disruptive nature and complicated mind do cause plenty of interference and make things awkward, to say the least. Without his own cynosure, you might think he was another brainless nincompoop with four legs and a small skull. Neziton is filled with bright things, he's just a little slow to bring out those colors- like everyone else there is always a story. Always a myth to tell about Neziton's strange story. Neziton at times isn't all just sarcasm and crazed. No, really he is quite serious. He knows when to quit being soft and narrow-minded. Neziton is considerably straightforward and unsharpened.

There's no real way out of Neziton's morbid, disorganized, but living illusions. He's sharing, of course. Which makes him stand out more than others, and his one-way conversations with others; responding to them with barely a sentence. Not to expect much from him, Neziton is naturally quiet; due to his run-on mouth of some bigger destiny for everyone, that and he's pretty sure he'll be killed by his pack if he ever does a long inspirational speech again.

Usually, his blunt actions and snarky ripostes are taken out of context, his artless words can be seen as power-hungry, sinister, twisted, aiming to eliminate everyone who crosses him. Neziton isn't that guy. He's the type to stand before someone and watch their expression doubt him, he's the type of canine to look destruction in the eye and smile; " Want to have a little chat" is what he's most known for, his talks and negotiation with others. Never once has Neziton truly gone madcap, yes he's a bit late and dumbstruck, and yes he talks to himself while scratching his ass but let's not confuse that as some sort of diabolical plan. When focused on a canine( Female), Neziton wants what he knows he can't have. His flirty characteristics aren't usually in play when it comes to females; they seem more preoccupied with the plot at hand than some catfish's thick-coated thin brute like himself. Not being too keen on starting a family just yet, Neziton would happily say yes to any female that asks him to become a mate- I mean why not? What does he have to lose? His honor, his life? His good looks? Neziton isn't picky on females, as long as they understand his principles with an unsafe mindset. Being refused never comes easy to a male, Neziton makes no acceptance when rejected by a female; he doesn't give up easily which may become pursuing probably if taken out of context.

Within the pack, Neziton is a quiet creep whose eyes are always open, even when sleeping. If you are lucky you'll catch him being a playful young brute looking for a bone to gnaw on, other days you'll see that Neziton is waiting...but for what? When canines ask, he'll give the same expressionless grin as though his plans are for himself- as though something different might happen. Neziton is no fool and being a Sentinel proves he's a force to be reckoned with, the brute is strategic at heart. Of course, that also collides with his wonderful mind and reality. He understands canines might think he has rabies to his ability to seem nice before snapping unexpectedly. Neziton is a weird one, one with a strong personality even he can't handle.

Although there are four members, he never once wanted anything to do with them, not even an inch. Sure he'll hunt beside them, and eat beside them- but they knew nothing of his world. They lived in black and white while he lives currently in a strange grey-like color version of everything. As already stated, Neziton has a strong belief there is a higher power; others who watch his every move and force him to do things he'll normally do as though they knew him...personally.( Fourth wall break anyone *^*)

Some say be scary, others say be welcoming. Neziton says you have to the count of three to explain before I have you for dinner and regret it later. His lazy appearance is unquestionably handsome, remember his oddly shaped ears, well they usually come up in an argument and Neziton will not stand for the torment of his only issue with his appearance. Oh but he's a wolf, he doesn't care; animals have feelings too! And even though Neziton is a canine, he still feels hurt that someone- anyone might bring up his raggedy ears that were once torn by other pups in his past litter. Never once did someone catch the little fuck who played too rough with Neziton when he was a mere pup, that little bastard is probably drop-dead attractive with good-looking ears. Anyways, outside the pack; he is dependant and content. With little to say, and little to do he roams as though he's the king of it all. He's comforting and warm when met for the maybe tenth time? Neziton isn't very open, he's not used to much judgemental about his beliefs.

Don't think this is a sad story about a wolf who can't find love and has to die suddenly because he fell for an untrustworthy dame. Unless we're talking about another roleplay? Neziton life has been good, he doesn't count the sudden war between his mind and his heart though, he's way too delusional to be thinking about that. He's content on his role in the pack, " Crazy one". His main focus is to mainly pass on his delusions onto a younger much more handsome and willing brute. He always wanted to mentor a lad; shape him into a wild card. Like himself. His fatherly nature usually kicks in when it comes to pups and expecting mothers- which is why he's softer and soothing around them, but around others, he's a rabies-infected asshole who snaps in and out of his own world. If needed, he'll even babysit- weird right? A scarred brute like Neziton playing with the young of another male, a mateless mother's bastard young being protected by a tallish, lean built( Kinda). A ghastly narrative to start with, but a noble one to go out with a thrill.

There's more???

Neziton isn't here to make friends, someone has already proved to him that friendship is some sick way to pretend to be some sad creepy loser. He doesn't need the stress nor the drama; he keeps to himself at all times and keeps his own thoughts to himself; which is why you might never hear him speak his mind- if he did he wouldn't be alive. Moreso, an amazing canine. He befriends those who deserve his time and makes sure to make himself seem not so crazy. He doesn't want to scare his new friends away. Yet.

I nearly forgot to explain why Neziton wants another rank, well he doesn't like fighting but he will if he's forced to. Does this brute seem like a hardcore, ruthless fighter? Don't answer that yet, Neziton lives among the swells and he wouldn't dare touch a nutshell( If you know, you know). But helping is one of his passions, he's amazed by the powers these canines hold and wants the power; he wants to learn and laugh a little along with them. He seeks connection; he seeks answers which he believes he'll get by following in their footsteps. But nevertheless, his fighting skills were sought for; he didn't think fighting to stay alive was such a thing to want and need. Neziton isn't content, he wants more than just fighting and barking; he wants to see something above; if not in his illusions. He wants to prove he isn't just crazy but someone with a message. On top of that, he longs to train a little Nez to be just like him; to see the truth behind everyone's lies, and keep moving on in a circle. Like life? Life might just be a big circle; a circle that keeps going even if you're dead. He wants to pass down his knowledge of what he see's, and smells, and the pure passion of freedom mingling with the scent of a choice. The choice is what Neziton is all about, nothing can compare to having to think about the cause and effect. All these years; Neziton has not only lived in such a war-filled forest; but he missed his chance to heal others around him.

Pause!

As you may have guessed, Neziton thoughts on his desired rank have changed. You've been dealing with an out-of-body foolish male with the thoughts of an insane mastermind. He realizes that being a healer wouldn't fix anything as the power they hold is mere to nothing as an Alpha. They have the influence to show people the truth; yes we're going down this road again. Neziton just wants to prove a point before the point takes souls with them to the bottom of the hellish flames. Neziton pleads to those who can't hear him, he pleads for the hearts of those who can understand every last word he says. But what happens when he's all alone? Not fond of the idea, Neziton has now decided to keep his mouth shut and pretend he doesn't have a wonderful mind or opinions. He was just another brainless fool hoping to get his chops on the next meal his hunters bring. This. This right here is a sad story, someone forced to hide who he truly is so he wouldn't upset those around him; Neziton is a conflicted idiot yes! But making him out to be some evil, uncaring bastard who just wants to show people a world that doesn't exist is far-fetched like Neziton now says....

" Grow a personality outside of the standards"

Snarky comeback. Probably might upset a few canines; but Neziton tried to ease his way into their hearts, he tried to settle down and listen but it's his turn to speak now. Neziton matured within days of being born, he went from crazy and reasonable, to semi-crazy and loving now he's tired of the bullshit yet still has time to slide in a few unopened remarks.

But that's the whole point of Neziton. He's a bull ride, and still, it takes you ages to see that Neziton is the only one not worried about himself; not once has his thoughts been directed at his well-being. He doesn't care about the friendships nor the history that will be written, he cares about his message and what canines will do with said message. This is nothing more than a cry out for help, something even Neziton won't admit.

Neziton is a lot of things, trust me..he's a lot of things. But what never changes is his loyal behavior to friendship, ranks mean nothing when you have someone in your corner. Never asking for the privilege, Neziton knows with one wrong move he could ruin his own life. So like a sane little puppy he plays by the rules of " Don't ask, don't tell". For a quick moment, I'll go over how romantic he is, Neziton could charm the honey, off a honey badger, and the good part about having such charms is that instead of using them for whatever he wants to gain; he's quite serious about what he says, whenever the one decides to show themselves, Neziton will be head over heels for them. His eyes would be too busy staring at their beauty to notice his reality is slowly changing; to instead fit one mindset...two. As a whole Neziton hopes they'll become something powerful something true and meaningful, of course, he has a type. Not a white tip-on-the-tail kind of type, but Neziton doesn't just look for a good mindset, but their understanding that he may or may not become lost within the reality he built up to protect his innocence and heart. They'll have to agree to kill Neziton if he ever gets out of control, it might be too much for one canine to take in but again Neziton must know they are ready for not only his love and affection but his view on everything.

But love will survive through the hardest even if one is mentally not in their body and out vibing in an empty void.

Affiliations: TBD

Kin: Open, needs to be discussed thoroughly.

Crush: Neziton stalks his crush, so...go ahead. Try him.

Mate: Looking,. I will not accept random Dms about being mates, development is my kink thank you.

Offspring: I hope not bro, these dames out here trifling ;)

Others: Thundercheeks..I mean Thunderbirds( Autocorrect sorry)

Neziton has a universe I'm working on, it'll be more detailed than what I'm writing right now and I'll share it at some point because I want Neziton's whole life out there so people can understand his nature a bit better ^^. But other than that...nope

" Allow me to stay woke, as in forever, I'll be the new version of evil"

Credits for both images is HOTnStock on DA