Eli ran a hand through his hair and down his face and lean against the wall then said " do you want a child " Eli looks away from her and to the floor

"I-uh, maybe? I-its really up to you..." Lucy stammered. She hadnt been ready for that question at all, she looked at Eli for his response.

Eli sighed and said " fuck... Lucy it not only my choice if your not ready to say you ready I understand and I'll back off with doing it with you " Eli looks at her

"No...I want to be a mom...its just, I'm not sure if I would be a good one...my adoptive mother wasnt the best, I didnt learn a lot about how to be a good mom. Eli, I want you to be the dad but...I just need to know I will be a good mom..." Lucy sighed, waiting for his answer.

Eli walks towards her and said "hey you be a great mom I know it if you can be great at everything you will be a great mom more then anything " Eli then said " even though I would like to be a dad you will be the one carrying it for 9 months "

Lucy nods, "Yes, I know but...how would your family feel?" that was another main part she was afraid of.

Eli said " who care what my family would feel I don't care I never care what they through or how they would take it don't worry about them "

Lucy nods and then smiles, looking him in the eyes she kisses him.

Eli kisses her back letting her take the lead on this one didn't matter how far it would go

Lucy wrapped her arms around his neck again and smiled, "I love you so much.". She put one leg around him before putting the other.